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"Ҷ£νеˣΪ֪......"
ǰĹװԼ߶߶ȻһƬãȻԼҲаСʱˣҲ㲻ʲ״
ӦǸҰɣûдӣֻһֲ֪ʲķװԶԶǽϷʹԵư˷롣
Լ˰죬ȴǸԳԼģҲû˼ҪһѡºӲ⿴һʯʿȨ
ԳŮԼ档ʼƱϲı㿴ԼʮȻ϶Ա˵۹ȻҲסЩë۹ʵڴ̫ݣϲͬڣŭ̾Ϣص۹ȻϣҲȻģããȻȴһ仰˵޴ȴøͻȻʼ˵˵ĻڶԼ˵ģ
֪˭˵Ҳ֪ΪʲԼȻ˼ǸͻȻ߹һȻЦ"ߣϢ⼸ۻˣҲۻ˰ɣ"
˵꣬ɷ˵ȻȻسӡȻȣԼ˵ҲǸˣ⸾ԼҡΡһֱϵ̨ף˰ٰʮףһ֣֪ĻأͷϻȻʣҫȻ۾ʹ
Ȼܵر۾۾Լһɫ󴲣мԲʣһݵĹŴסӡȥǸССͥԺԺһ......ӦɣȻȫûи֦²
һ˶ݵȻǰȻ㣬ʱöˣҲѰӹں˸⡣
˼Ȼȵ㣬ҲЦýԴȰӹ"飬Ъõܵ㡣"
ܵܣȻûӦ;һأͷһһֻ......èСſԼϣɫëֻ۾תͣǺؿԼɷǿɰȻְ˸ëȻĻ˲䡣
"ܹܵԣĻ졣"Ȼ˶С˵Сⷻ˵ͷּת££ȻͷȰضȻ˵"СϢϢＸûˣ⻹ȥæȥ"˵תˡ
һȻŷ֣Լͷóһֱǰٿ޳֡
ȻһвҽУⲻԼ

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Ȼһ֮£ѻС˵ϣ޵ؽһؿȻȻλԼܶˡ̽С걧ϰԵظͷ°ͣԴǰԼֻèһο˼䣬ȻСر۾ڻˡ
ȹᣬȻµһЩ£ȴšڴϻܣﾹȻûоӡٿԼ壬һɫ̴ֲûвҲͬɫϵһѲӦǰ֮ĶɡʩȻɫ㣬Ǯ˼ҵİ裬ȥª
˰쾢ЬӣųȥӦǴ糿ɣССĺ⡣ССһԺӣмڶ֦Աпھ̨룡ꤰ̫յǽǰɹ¸ˣԼƵ·ű߻ɣ濴ȥܰ⡣
ݶȥȻשߣǷܡݶԶԶȥոûִսĵߣû˸¥ã谭ߵֻмߵĹ¥ߵĽǸ
ԭģԼĲȻˡ̾ðɣӴԼͽˡȻ......ŶԺӣԺԵĲǴ֣ǽһ棬һƿţݵˣһ
һ˶ڳ棬ǼݡԼ""棬棬ЦǺǵ档ݵһͶˣײеĴɤź飬ģ˵˵ЦЦӵúܡ۾űϡ
"ϰȥö"˿Ц˵
Լ""ͿǴк˲ϵ棬Լ߹""úʵԲԲֵЦеġҪԼʱ""뱯ݣһϻбı顣ڣ""ԼȰЦ
ƵĿ⣬ǰѾܾûˡ
"С˯ס"סֱۣһ߿λ¡λø˵λǸģԱ֧һȴзشӦƽʱ˼ԼϢĵطһͻȻʲ³嵽ϣһ̩üͷչˡղԼֻǴԺ߹˼Һģûע⵽ƣۡ
"С㻹Ъָܻ˯סſɡ"ͷݸһСӣ"ȥæԷҽ㣬ԡ"
װ򶯣̧ۿȥ۵ůĿ⿴ԼԼԸԼİɣҲҪɡ̲סؽһ""
ֶסһͻȻȦһ죺"ԣ......"תȥֱֵ۽ǲ˲ûпᣬֻˬʵЦĳӿ˵"ӣ簡"
˵ĻشһӵЦȫԶȥС괵磬ɹ̫־顣
ԼϵȴӦÿĲǴ֣Ǵֱϵĳƫȴ㲻Ϻ֣и˵ûţǽɹ̫СԵģһ·ߺȡСѾͷСкƤһֺ岻֪ʲϷǰһһУֻû취ϣȻˣԼĳ˱ˣһĳйŴĵطţԭǸһ¼ŵȻӦ˰ɣ촥ҲãҲá
ϵᣬɾɵġֵԼʶй֡۾һҳһҳطеݺԾ""Ӧ֪ԼǸ˰ɣһ춹ҽܣʷܵСӡ뵽""˵ΪͻȻЩۡ......
ʷ˵һƬٲĺʱڡƶȻиȷʵйĹŴйĹŴҲȷʵûأ޴֪ԹҴ²ȤֻҪƽͺãûսûңټڵݣӦûҸɣ㷭˷ûϸһߡ
иŵ˽⣬ٿһӵĿһЦǺǵæǰæᣬʱʱתԼһȰԼʲأϱûеģϱûʵֵģⱲһȫˡӦĴмġԼãһ¡ݵδϰ壬ţһǰ;Ĺ
ȥ޷׵ȥ벻֪δһǰǿȻڵˣ沨ǼҸ¡
ϸϸһһ˯ȥ

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˯죬ŰǹӾɢȥһ磬˴Ŵ˵·Ƿ㣬Ǽӣϵһϵʹãš
ø磬Ҫ棬Ҫʱ䣬Ҫˣϴˣˡÿ컹û𴲵ʵһöûУģʲæҲﲻϡҲֻԼ͵Ǵ⣬æ˺Щǿ԰˵ġ
ţæˣЦ"С᲻˯ˣ"
""ںѾûаΪˣֱۣԼܾ"ȥæ˰ɡ"
һ£οЦͷԺһָ"ȥɣҪ١"˵Ǯϸϸ˵ҪĲ˺Ͳ˼ۡ
ССĶֳšֻСʱֳû뵽ǳ򣬶Ҳױƽ⣬ľӣƵöᣬЦһѸƨС
˼һһϸϸˣÿ˵Ķʶ壬֪һĿҲΪ⣬飬һһشкǻЦġʱܹĴһʱжؼ˳Ĳ˶ڴӲӲͭǮֻһһӦˣÿ˵볤඼Ц˼Լ۱ʵģһٻλƵߡûֹû˵໰ڲסЦ⡣
һ죬˿ˣϴˣ˾Ͱæ棬棬ǮһֱæڡǶ˵"СӲһ֮ᣬ˲˵ˣڿ졣"ˣֻЦЦ𻰡
ǵģ˵׼ȷ˵ǲ......̫ϰ˵Ȼʮϣһ˹ըıһȻըȥȻҲըˣҲˡһȻݣ˹¶ӣûãͳư͡һֱȻʮϣò׬˵ǮѶĤ²ã˵˻ȻˣȻĬҲȻѾϰԱˡ¶ȻעţĬȻԡڵȻǡ
ɫˣ˿ϡˣصꡣϴ룬ʰӣŰһһװϡװһʱ򣬶ͻȻܹһʮСأܵúģԼЦģ"磬ҽջ˵㲡ˣ㡣"
Щ֪룬۹ٻͷԼ"ң......ᣬö벻ˡԲ˭"
Сԣ˰죬תͷȥʵ"裬......"
ͷ"СۣҼСеջˣǲɡ"
"......ǣ"
"Ӧã˰ɡ"˵꣬С۵һֱ°ȥЩģС۵ӣ"ɡҲüûˡ˵˵"
"𣿰ǰеһж"СۺûĻֻСѯѯԼ۹ɨһ飬ݹһ"磬Ǹġң......㼸仰"
Ϊѵؿ˿ȴļ"ȥɣСģµʰ"
ΣС۳šһ·ûʲ˵ʯߣû˵һ仰ҪߵͷСͻȻ˵"磬ԸȢ"
⻰̫ͻأֻڵ֪ξܾСۼͷһѹֵ֪ΰοֽŤᣬ˰βŵ"ˡ"
⻰һ˵Сۿ޵ø̼˵"ҵ......㣬......ңұ......һж......ңҸ......"
"Ҳ֪죬ǰأ"а̾˿СԽԽûа취ֻŬȰ⣬ص"С۹ҰˣΪİ˰ɡ޸޸û𣬻߿ΪҵΣ㡣ԲС۹Բ"
Ҳ֪Сû˺þãͻȻվǰΪݵԭÿγţر˿ԣ춱˵۹ߡ£С۵Ŀ̫಻ǱˣǾҲ͸Լ˵飬Щ޷Ӱ쵽ֱֱظվ¹£С۰Լͨ͸
ҹᣬԼȴܲпᣬεزпᡣ̾Լĵûһ˻ӭİɡռԼʱҲǱ˵ģС۹ˡĬĬ￴СۣСȴͻȻתټû˵뿪ȥ

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˰£ԶھִСֻԱ֮Ŷ׵ϢС͵ĺɰ﷭ζ˵ǵһ˶ԼʾãȴԼûκԥƿڻҲ֪Լʲᡣ
죬һֵ˶ȥӣҲȥˡ
ɹͷһϲһЦõ۹峺ǸҲ˿ӣģ΢̾ңңףת뿪ЦȺ
"......ġΡΡԶ߼㾼춿աۿաառޡޡ޼ޡտȻšš......"
̵Ŀ治۵Ŀھ棬һȥͰˡھֻҪھһæҲϵۡڵѾʽʦˣ춿帣ˡ
õĿھ֮⣬ﻹһķνʶѰԴϹ˺ܶΣеŵӴִ˲ƣҺһӶ˳㣬ÿ¶Ҫͣҵһ죬ȥߵ㣬һˮף԰¡
һ죬죬һ£¡ÿ˯еܵܵС꣬һ֡ӦһϰְģûвģΪܾ࣬۵һϧǰƽֻһ
첻Ըڶ괺ʱɡͻȻأԴûκ׵ĲҲﲻȻֻЩǿҩ£ۼһһȥǰԲҲ˼⡣䲻ǴСԼȴԼ׵ˣѾ
һ죬˵꣬ȥҩȴϣ"С˵¡"
תԱߣס֣˵
"Сᣬڳﴦһ£Ҫмǣмǡ"
""ͷһᣬ"˵ʲᣬ㲻ġҲġ"
"ɵӣҵö춴ˣ֪޳ҪסҵĻһΣòã"
ܵ飬ת˲ţѵֶҪǮһһеµı飬Ǻݺݵص˵ͷ
"һ㣬СҪмǡǧ޳ɲҪ˿ӣȻɱ֮ǧǵáﲻΣС˲һֻԼ֪ммǡ"
ͷҪʲ᲻һͻȻԼһɣһȻȥ鰲Ȼֻ˯
дǰһκԴޣһֻһ
Ҫˣ⣬ֻһ׵ؾҵ˵ط˼ûһ£ůȥȴ֡ˣͷҲˡԼûڹС꣬ݵһƬأԲԴصѲһֱڡˣĲˣĲ......
㲣ֻܣײײߡСأصҹˡŵĴѯ˰죬ҺģҲ˸˽šС·ҸϣŹ䣬ͱһŶһ˵ڵء
˵ڵأ֪ԼѹǸˣѪ˶ԷǳǳĺʹԼҲ۰һ졣
˰죬С˸ϵ׼ߣȴСҧ½°ڣߡȰ˼ûãֻðС걧濴
"ܵܣҾ"
Сͷ
"ǣ֪֪˳ûˣǺܴһ鷳ҪҾԸۣ"
С걧һǵ˵ͷͰ͵ؿҧҧ䣬ϵˡΣֻöȥСԼˣʲҪûа취Юˣһ·ݡ
ϴŪһֱڵҹԱƽü˯㡣
һʮҵúܺÿÿЩݣֻ˯ҫ˵ۡ·ӲǮ˲Ŵ·ʽҲǾϸ£Ǹˡм룬Ӧ֮ˡ˿ڣ֡˿ںܶ࣬ҺӡͨˣжˣлˣˣĳЩڵ˿ڣ²ܻж
ģֻǰ˿ϴɾ˵ͨҩЩµĴ󲹵ҩһСӹȥøʪëաҹģ벻򣬶˴˵öܣµ£Сӵ컯ˡԺڸˣԼҵҲʩˡ
ؿ˿Сӣתط˯

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ҹ˯㣬ͻȻһϤϤ춯ѡǸڿͷǱϸ˵ʲ"᲻Сģм"֮Ļ̫̾ᣬľѶߣĿع˶ȣǲá뵽ˣС糿ӦǼ˰ɣ鷳ˣҲҸһ׮ͷ˯
ȻһȻһˣƱһлֽƱһֽһŶһɨˡһĹʼˡ
ˣת۱׵ᣬֻŴƱı֤һϢһΣȥ㡣
յعð£ԽƳԼҿζоɿڣһ¾ңиô׼ˣҪʡ˺ܶġ
һ죬Цһ֣ͻȻһ......˵أǸˣȴһСӱˣؿԼҵ档һĻ󣬸ҲܳԲʮһ棬˵Ҳ˵ҪǽصˮΪѡ
"ϰ壬ʢһɡ߹ӣòˡ"һʳ˵ָָԴ"𿴳ߴ󣬻ǸСӣڽϲԲģʢϣһҵļͻǮġ"
߹ӣ⾩ͷĹ......ֻฮЦлʢݸλͯſߺԵÿģ߳Ի߶ЦԵ߶֥齴ԲԲ۾Сһǿɰһγϲһλ˵ͷ
ˣ߹ӻǲߣſضؿվضû취ֻǣǸϰר£С˵"ܵܣλСϸóԵġ"
Сͷ׼뿪ȴӵ"磬ҲҪԣ㡣"
磿ۿɵƺߵдԣ˵ȴĻŤЦǺǵûĻͷ"Թһ㡣"˵ҲʲᷴӦȥæˡ
һֱٵ磬ļͲ̬ȴҲ˵˾׻ֶǮͷҲ뿪
ڼûʲλһҲ̬ȶһ˿֮ģתͷͱԼԲϷ˶أʳʲҡҡͷԼ
ǣû뵽Դ֮ᣬ춼ÿһ棬ϰרС棬ûգСҲ߻˸졣ûʲ£ҲûֻԼжһ¡
յĵ١ص˯˸ͲϴһߣС꣬š
Ŵţͱ˱סһˣǰ˷Լһֻ첲Զһߡ
"첻⣬ߣؼҰɡ"˿Ȱ
"Ŷ"Ҳ֪ûУ˵һߣţߡ
߱̾Ȼ˵һһֱ죬Ͱ͵ظ棬أӲĳλС鷳ûһֱߵſڣȴŵĴ"ֳȥ㰡߸ް"
תͷȥȻߺ۾Լ֣̾ûüһУ߾͸ֻСһ˹סʼ۴ޡ
ҪεŴЦЦϰ뱧ϳ˳šǶţſЩǵ壬и򣬿⵽һʹ
"ˣ"оͷЩʪˣߵ壬"ٿҾͲˡ"˵꣬һҪޣüϽ"ԹԵģȥ㣬㲻ԵĻ͸ܵһߣҪ㡣"
⻰ᣬϻľЦظշ磬СİɣС궪ϣԼȥ˴һʼһĺϴ
ʵ󲿷˻ѡںߡϲںм䣬ĴûڱεĿռܡģһеĿһɫޱ޼ʡСУȤ˵
֧ͣδƮںϡڼװչ壬ɺáκ紵ɫĺԶɣϣһƬ۾Լ˼һ仰Ҳ˵
߼⣬Ҳѧչ壬ߡ죬ͻȻ˵"磬ʲṦ"

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"ʲṦ"۾˼㱣ⷴʡ
"磬ѵ......㲻֪Լǿ"˺һֵ߲
ǰĻ͵ۣתͷһ"ߣƽʱΪʲװС"
һӵؿϸ"......˵ʲ᣿"
"£ԽҸ硣"ͷּס磿Լ˵ġ
"......ˣ"߱ӵıû䡣
ڰ֣ü"ˣҲΪʲװǣ˵Ĺʲ᣿"
ߵ۾Ҳɺã૵"Ĳ֪ǿ֡"˵תͷ"......Լĳ"
ѵǸ磿ǰָ֣˵Щھӷת˼Ȧ"֪й"
"ңңҼļʽµġ"߲֪ǲǱģŵˣ˵Ͱ͵ġ
ʵ"......߹Ҳ֮ˣ"
۾һͻȻشУ"Ϲˣ¸ѽ"
üȥոͣڼװϣ㶼ûƷ֣ζ࣬ҪЩǰʵɫݷ׶ĳ࣬һʳ㡣
㶪Ͱ¼Ҫ͡ЦЦؿСԲԲ۾ˮɺЦֱװСʱǶֿһߣվ£Цһ˲˲ԼԼжమһǸ̫Ϸˣ˻ԼƽˬƲƲ죬תͷС"ܵܣ"
Сͷ
𵶣°ʺãúϴϴƬһƬմ˵ƵĽϣݵСߡСһҧ£ζ۾СɰҲЦ۾ƬһƬݵСߣСĻû꣬ߵ⣬ɵ֨֨
Ц"ԣһö࣬Եġ"˵һڰеƬջأԼС֨֨ҽУɹЦ
"¸磬ҲҪԡ"Ա߾졣
⻰һûƤأ֪ǼװˣܼװȥһװרҵúܡװɰһۣҲƬһƬմ˽ϣݸȴû뵽СӴչͷѧСס߳ԣЦеؿԼЦԲϵ˵Цݣһ׽˻̾һ"óԣ¸磬Ҫ"
ۣѵͽߣ"ԼŪܵ㡣"˵꣬һ߳ͣԵ㡣ʽԼ󣬸㲻λĶƤ
һס͵ľͷʼھʶ˳졣ĺס׼㹳ԱóԵ㣬ʶͻȻͳסOKϵˡ򵥣һոһһһһһͰװˡ
·ͣһߣ۾ˡַʽȻ죬ȷʵˣԼֲ˶á
оǰ˵ס⣬ذ۾ǻմϣһϸϸԼü"᣿ʲ·֣"
"û뵽......㻹ʶ"ߵղԲͬĵģңԶࡣ
"ҲҲϲһõ"ν
"......"ͣ˺һͻȻʳһ䡣
ԼԾʲʱࣿ绹гģķࣿ۾ʵ"Ϊʲʣ"
ûлشͻȻ˸һӡĹû뵽᲻ԲͻȻܲһ±һƷڼװϣ˼ס͡
ŭҪ˵ͻȻ߹סǫ"Բ𣬶Բļˣ¸࣬Һ˼ˡԲ"˵ԴСһıǸ˳
ĪۿߣЦеͻȻһ䣬ۺᣬһУ"ۣۣܵɿǸ¸綺ġ"
ͷһСݺݵҧߵȲţۼ϶ѪЦЦС˵"ˣܵܣҧˣһۻˡ籧"
С귭ۿߣٿȷʵûµЦ죬һıĵЦЦСë"ܵԣ֪ˣһóԵģ㣬òã"
СͷһһڼװϴСеߣʩʩȻ߽ڡ

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ѾƤĴʡݹǰҲûˡ֪֪װװòֺװר־װ٣ıȫһ𣬼ֱ˵ĸӵġ
ոһգǸɵ糣ݣһ棬ϰרС档ֻûǰһͷϲɢˡ
Ҳ˵ԼߵĹ۸ǺûǻȻֳϲܲԼûа趨ΪܾһһԼһٷƷļҳԼûʲȴҲΪƽһȥ߾ͻˣȻ˲岻£øƵġ
ûκؽҼԲӣܵԼĴ˸СʵԼЩ㣬ЩƣС꣬׼ȥ
һƯϸʽĴǴССĴлܶԼһ뷨ء̾ѴʻԶЩ˿ңԶ̼Ʈ¹ͷͻȻ̡֧Ȼû񫣬Ϣҹ̻ʲܹŽ⣿
¹̫Ͽǣȫ˺˵沨˰ĶȥҲÿ˶ÿ˶
"ܵܣ˵˻ʲ˼ܵܣ㲻֪ǰҾѣʲᶼǼ尾ûͷ춣ΪԼˣ˭֪ĻᶼҡȻҲԹ㣬ˡ"
ڴϣһûһµظСëƺһһڵعࡣ"ڣ治ˣһûãˣΪķҶҲˣǸǲǣܵܣ˭Ҳˡûûζ......᲻㣿ܵܣͦĽģ㻻ȥһֻҰХûûεС꣬ϰòãòã......"
Сû취شֻõĵͷġģЦ뻳"ԡܵܣΪɡ"СԹ˹ͷǻشһһ¹洬ҡһھһиˣҲ⡣
"̨òһһ"һͷƮ
̧ۿһұԼİҪܶĴһڴϣƱԼ˵⣬ӣֻֿİЦȻЩȻҲû"ȡ"
һ£̷ӦһЦһ̧ȾƮȷʵƮվĴϵʱһ˿ҡûоЩȵ۾˿ˣᣬҲǸӸģ߲ͬǣһɫ˿۴ϣ˵ݻáЦݺܲãһҲ¹ˡüбɣῴǸֵĻӡûˣֻǵͷָָϵλãǴк
ˣӹЦЦ¹¿Ȼ󡣰ֲ˼һʮĻҲѧڼװϣϡ⴬Сһɾ粢磬ͷͷϢš˽ӽµһͬӣӦ¡Żָ
"·룬̨֪......"ԳƷӣץƵĸͳԣ߳Իߺóԡ
"ҽ"ѧקģһ䡣
"µúܣ̨ʺ䡣"˵´һ
ü˿佱кܱŤԼĬıܣԼľƣԼ¹⡣
"Ǳˣ"
ǣͷЩΣټϴһвģһ֮ʵӦһָԼڵǳءǵ˵ͷ
"Բ֮ҹµһ˺£"˵⻰ʱ򣬷ͷյøЩϢˢĶ䡣ǰǴһö֮ȫ⣬ֻǾò̫ͷϲ˲࣬˷һۡȤ
"˭˵һˣûܵ"
ת۹⣬һֻɫСصԼһ㶡ϸϸؿСһ飬̧ͷɫѲ˵Ц"......ܵܣ"
ûоĴСȻԼ֣ͬԼ׵ģ˵ԼܵҲ޲ɡǿп޵ص˵ͷ
龰ͻȻһץסţʹɸʹȻҲѷ֣ɵüס롣
˰ΣͻȻ̧ͷһ࣬ȫ˸ˣø߸ϵʵ"Խʲˣ"

8
ϱӿ˱˾Ӹµ̬֪ǳǳԱ̬޷ܡ˸߰ȱ˸߰ʱˡ
Ȼ֣֮ʹã°ͣ俴ĺ棬ھǿƵķ롣
ˣһְȥʹһ鲻䣬ûκЭ˼뿴¹ĲǱȳʱһ־ǿͻȻһֻ֣ɾһ߷ǳС꣬С£ȴһȫù
󾪣ԼûʲᣬС겻СȥˣԼܣʱСȥˣԼԴԼܣ˵һʵûСƱǿ
Цеķһۣ"ſҪʲᣬҶʵش"
"Ź"أС꣬ɿ֣չ壬߳Ըߵ"˵ɣԽʲˣ"
֪ɴԼַûУʵ˾ɥС꣬°͸ڴϣкڰԶ"ҲʶʲԽ"
û뵽𰸡üͷȥһãȻ֪ģ˵滰
"һʲᷨţ"
"Ҳ֪"ľľģû
һ֪ɲʲϵ̬ȡЩˬ˳˳ˮҲ˵ǿ⸶һƤңҲδܹӡ
˸ḧüġС󼱣Ļҧס֣ûоܵĳεײεڵء龰ҪȥסС꣬ȴдǣɸС
ȷʵ߿ɱȵϴֻƵ÷˼ͷεķȴһʹҪѳ飬оͷҪըˡͷڵϣһš
ʽ䣬бڴϣۿɫɷףڴϲͣط
ʹÿÿڱһŲܻʹֻ࣬ǱܡΪʹĳЩλѾЩΣˡ뺰ܹѵʱͻȻ뵽С꣬ҪԼˣȻҲɡǿ֮ʹѰҸղŵڵϵСꡣ
֧ã۾һ£ϵЦתΪࡣ
۾Ȼ޷۽ܵʶѰķʽڲаʶһߣͳ⣬һȵ""֮ᣬͻȻоĿһ̣ɢůƬ̹򣬾ɢȫ֮ʹɢ˵̩
ȫؿԼɵغ޺޵һۣתС걧ڻüëһԷ"֪˷֣÷ֳ֣"
Ѻõ̬ȣֻһضʵ"СղŸо"
뵽ղһߵʹͺޡ˷ûκɣûκԭ򣬾´֡ԭ밲ȵС֮ѡ
"ȫԼһ¡"
"ǣû취ԡԭΣáҲ㡣"뾹ȻЦЦ˿ھƣ
"ʲ᣿"ãõĻΪʲ......ΪʲԼʹѵѵ......ԼˣԼûбΣѵСӷ̫ͣڵɵɵؿ롣
Цеذڰ֣"ῴңҲ֪¡"
"Ϊʲ"
"Ĺ屾Ĺ壬Ϊʲֵģ"벻ΪȻ
"ûΣ"Ȼ˻壡£......һƬУֱ侲һ"㷨㣬Ҫ׽ɣ"
Դɴ֮Աǣ״˵ʵ޷ˡֻü"Բܣ޳ɵţǰһξΣµ϶⣬ҵķ޹ء"
""һСᣬСȥ棬ʼ˼Լ
"ĲʶԽ"ڶ
һͷͼԼֻпһԶϽͷü"ǽз벻з"
ԴЦ"ǸˡѹСճ㲻š"
"˵......ߣ"
"˭ҳСӻб˿ɿ𣿣"ȫָ˳ϴʱĻģһڸһھƣȫﵱԼһڡ
"ңĥһͨҲΪߣ"ԽԽԭ鷳Զ鷳޺Ҫļⷡ
"˵"Ҳڳߣ"СÿμһοһСӣҵҪеʲر"
˵꣬һͻȻ"ұûҪĥ˼ղۣ⣬ҵǫ"

9
ԣؿ˷һۣ"Ҫǫó˵˵ûʲ˼"
"Ŷ"üЦʣ"Ҫʲ᣿"
"Ҫ......"С꣬"Ҫƽƽعһԣ㲻ҪңֻǸͨϰ塣"
"ҡ"бһۣм˸ۣ"ɣ"
һŭüͷ
"ʲ˹ʲҪоû춴ڵʱ"
"÷ֲģƽֻҪֲٳ֣ҵƽ"
"ҲԣҲ˵ڵݣҲȥҲԻȥΪСΪʲ"һļʽεҡҡͷľͷ
ǰΪʲ߻ԼСûȥԭˣ϶кܶҪΪʲỨĴѵʱԼװɰΪԼˡ
ƣԼ޳ݸӦ÷ฮٵòԼûǰ˰ƯҲ಻㡣ȻһֱûչӣһûоӣǰԻϰûоӵÿʳ͵۹⿴ԼӦóúͨ
Ϊʲأ˼ͻȻ뵽ԼһȷʵͼıĶʶؽסСꡣСȻԼΪǺ꣬ʵʲƷԼҲ˵ÿǱղŷҲǿ֮ͻȻԼѵģѵ......ʲﲻɣͷϸϸؿԼСëţ۾ԲģһɰˡԼĵܵܣԼñֻһ뷨
ת˼ͷ̧ͷֱӷ"ǣʲᶫǫĳ⣿"
붢ˣСĽţҲ֪뷨ЦЦ""
ɫ"ѧԱı¡"
"Ϊʦ"
һӸģһͿȻֶηǳԼһһ۽ʦԼûа취ҡҡͷ"ѧҪ̲ġ"
"̲ģ"뷴Ӧ죬ЦӻͳһɾɵСӣݸ"ãսһ......̲ġûȥѧɣѧ٣컯"
ӹ¹ϸ׭飬֣ȫüٷҳֵʶ鱡һһžʮҳģÿһҳͼ˵û֣Щʧʤޣǰл
һ֣Ц"þƺȹˣˣҲҪˡ"
"͡"һ֡
"ǰҪһ仰"ͻȻסͷļϣС˵"ҪƽǧҪκҵ֣ȻĻʱ»ȻʵۻҪæɱԹҡ"
ǳѣĿ룬ȴ˪续ü۵ķȫ˲ַĸ߹һʱס˵껰һЦЦƮȻԶȥ۹ⶼû׷ıӰʧˡ
ⲻܴﵽٶȡǺ棬ûн֮ⷶ......ѵҲࣿȵŴͣɵɵվں롣
ᣬ¶ҪԼСֻ֣꣬߳˵ףҪһֱûеȵᣬΪû߾ûٳ֡
ոһգ쵱ϰ壬ϰǱʼңͼȻЩĵĻǰ˸費ɡ
ȥԺеֻ˿֦ҶԺɨҲɨҲԽԽʱĴҲԽԽ٣嵹ûо䡣ÿа̾ƣȻͨˡ
Ѿǵù죬ϰСɡĹӦ֡һֳΪֵָĸоʱҹ˯ݶܸ飬һһϲŭ֣ҲΪȤȻ뷶ûԶҵеȤҲջ
һһƬס궬ĵһѩСܿģѩﲻͣشУ֨֨֨СˣҲͯģѩ£˸ѩˣǳϲǽݿࡣ
ʳ½½ˣһʱ䣬ʽСϢ滹ڷ׷ѩѵõƽ
"˵ûУˡڸﲻˡҪɣ"һλʳ˵ĻĿ˵
һ㶣ѹС궼ûԼԭ......֪ԼʲԴ
"ʲﰡͻȻ"˰С
"˵·ϣŭ"
"ԣԣ˵ǣħ̣ͼı"
"ħ̣̫......"
ķһŻң˵ʲĶУλߵл˵ر񫣬ССһӱƽʱֺüü֪ˡ

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üգѾฮ˵˵ˡģԾʵۺܲмɱϵľַʽڳӣʵں˾⼸ϣԶԶվڱݶϹ۲һฮĵΣฮȷʵһڣ岽һڣúĹ
ҹԻԼܷ£̣࣬ϣһһͷҲû̧һֱæ跭硣һһ߳Ա˵
"ó𣿵ܵܡ"
"֨֨֨"
"ҽĹ"
"֨֨֨"
"س԰ɣԣ»᲻ˡ"
"֨֨֨"
"˻ΪǣҶųܵܡ"һ߳ԻҪһ߷Լ˵Сë"ңࡣԣҲΪɣ"
СĬ
"ܵܣҽҪȥߡ"ؿС꣬"һʱزܵܣͶ㵽ۼҵĵȥˮɡԹԵңǧҪ׽ס"
"֨֨֨"
"һġġ"춱״̬С꣺"Ҳ죬ҲΪðΣյģֻǿûˡܵܣǸ˽ļⷡԣġܵúܿ졣һǾ뿪"
˵غС꣬š
ûݶߣѩû꣬ݶϵһƬףزסˡѭڰһ·ฮȥȻûʵսҲ٣УšϹֻǷĥԣฮǽʱĲǳûһ˷֡
Ŀ϶ɵԽǽ롣ฮȻ󣬵ԵءûбĸݻʱڣǼӵᣬǽԤĿ걼ȥһ·ϸӰûСֻ÷ĹݣеˡҪڶǳǳĺһΪոﲻԣһͷƤ飬벻ȻҲûʱ롣ǰԭƻסƫԺȥ
˵ͷèǽûһԾ˭֪أ;ýһһ⣬ܵؽһܣϿеһ˲һ죬ǽһȦȫǿյġ
⶯ڰฮرֻһͷӡߵԺװݾǲѰԼܾ֮꣬ԲˡһƣԺķȥ
һ¿޽֮ؿԼͻȻֵСͳذףľȥһ"Ѿˣϣ񲻰׷Ѿˣ"
Ժڵƻڼӵһ߳Ϊ׵Ǹˣʮ£ڽüбɣ¶⣬峤ȥǳƣλߵʱЦе
Ҳ̾滹װν˿ǰÿһԼܵŴƺ˵ģԼءֻǣΪʲҪץԼûҲ̧ۻؿԳƱˡ
ԳƱˣ̧֮ᣬҲһ£"᲻......˭"
ãץˡ˷ۣС꣬¿"߹ӵѡӦòץˣܷҴӴ˲"
"ߵѣ"ò£Ц"ѵˣһˣȷʵҲ㡣ฮڵ״ô˵žͷţ"
֪Ǹʲʽﳼݾģǿ϶Ȩ˵ġü˳Ŀ"Сһö㲻ˣôʧˡ֪ҪβſϷ£"
䣬ͻȻһǰڶ߸˵˼䡣ڵõúܣȻСҲţ˵Լݡ˼һתԼӦףֻ˵Լˣ鷳£Ҳ֪ˡ
"ݵϰ壿ݿȤ"ЦȴûʲЦ⣬͸һ⡣
ϰ˱ȸղŵ̬ȸأ⡣˵ͷ"߹ӳȥչµ⣬ģѣֻǱһġ⡣"
ؿһۣ˵"²úá"˵Ƚݡ
ʱ򣬴ںȲ裬һʣȫû˸ղŵӲ
ĵûʲ֣֮ǰ֮ԶԸ֮˱ܶԶ֮ҲֻΪ鷳ڣԼʧ鷳ţ޿ӣ޿ɱܣҲˡ˰죬̾Լʵս̫ˣҪĽҪĽݸϽҸ¡Ъһ̧ͷͼ漸˾һԾؿԼԼˡ

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ޱ飬һ￴ԳƱˡûǹֻǼȻѾˣվĻöԷ̸߸ϵ̬Լƽ³ˣֺôûСԣûж
һʼͻȻǰүסȻߡԷĸˣװϿǸˣһų磬ԼҲȫ֪ϸһ˲ͷԼ뷨ԼǶС˵ҪȥġıᶯȽϰȫ壬̬ϣү
ү˾֮飬¶һζЦ⣬˿ڲ裬Ȼ"ӦССԷ"
"뽲"
"һʵش⡣"
üԼһ֪Լʶ˺󶼶Լ⡣ˣˣǰүˡԼĻشҲ֪ʲᡣЦЦͷ
"......"ү²豭ͻȻԱһ˵"óݡ"
ʲҪһүȻԼСݣ벻͸ɣ֪ԼСЩԼ֪ܡˣԼ֪κܵԼﻹ鷳ԷʵأԼĺûᡣ
üֳᣬ"ԣ......Ҫȼ߹ӡ"
үȻûϵӦɴ࣬һ£Ц"ԡ"˵ƣͻȻӵĺڰԾˣүǰ
"ȥ"
һԲִ
ԼղûжʲԽһǰһᣬЮְ·һԺһֵľԺӡ
ſڣһǷߡûţߵ"˭棿"
""
һ߹ţȴûϵûʱžͱͻȻ򿪣һ˹رסĻŤŤȥػУ"¸磬Һ㰡"
㱻˵˺üסӡ˷ۣǳԵúôůԼǰ׵ˡԼʹʧݣԽòֵ
"ˣȥ˵ҿһˡ"Ŭճϵƿ
⻰߲ϲֽݣӲСֻ飬õòûӣĶӲϣԼԱ߽رš
"¸磬ң̫ϲˡ"˵ͷ˲䡣
ϲ֫Ӵ˰죬Űһίɵü"ԹãȻҾˡ"Ų鲻Ըһߣ
һ˹񣬲̾һƻ˽ɫǰڳ⸶ɰģ棬й̬ġӻͳֽݸߡ
߽ӹһһǼӣһЩ±⡣ֻǰѾղһѾΡһ£ؿ
"˵ฮˣңҾ......"˵İӣͻȻԼ˼ǳ޴¡ɵؾͽ"Ƕˡ"
ЦٿϱεİӣͻȻ͵Ӻ±Դޡ
ƱúΡ߹ȥοߵı˭֪͹˹ҲһͣסͲ֣һ޸ݵļʽλΡ
ߵıûû˵سɵزͷԼݻûأóԺúȵؿ޸Pѽʹƿ޵һߣ"ˣֲǿԣ޸ʲᾢ˾ǡ"˵ȥϵİӡ
ö࣬һѾ˵ԶĵطӾߵЦӣ˵"¸ˣҵģҵġ"
ֶͣһᣬЦÿģ̻ʵļʽǿˣ֪ģͻȻһĳطǳǳЦῴߣ"ԣҭ"
"óԣ¸հɣ"߾ֻʣСİӣ۾ؿ
"š"ǽСԵڡЦͷ
"¸磬Բ"³˶Ц˼Σ߹§סĻ
"ɵʲ£"ƿߡ
"Բ𣬶Բ𣬶Բ......"ߵͷ飬ۼҪٴֻһ˵Բ
̾һ"ƽҾͷˡǸġ"

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"𣿣"һǸߴסɵɵؿΣͻȻææͰ͵"ǣǣݲҪ"
ԣüͷߣʵ"ߡҵ......ʲر֮"
߱һ۹ƿת"......Լ֪"
"֪Ͳˡ"ƽƽ鲻䣬ס߲š
"¸磬ȻҲ֪Ĺ֪㲢֪ԼǸ֮ˣ԰ɣ"
ͷ"֪ˡ"
"¸磬Ҳƽ޹ʣȥһһġ......"ԥһ£¶ĵ"ǾѨұ󷨷סֹ磬һֱû˷֡żȻǸλòŷ֣Ѩڡ"
"Ѩ"ðһԼ˽ʣü
ûϵʲᶼЦЦ͵"֮˵ĹȻвͬ;ͬ飬ȡ֮ѨУ֮ڡõĵطգȻܿټΪҲܺá"
ͷΪʲղŵүΪʲִҪԼˡԼνѨνΪ⣬˾͸ˡֻǣϲΪĳĿĶĽ飬ɵؿߣղŵ͵˼֡
߼Ҳ֪뷨Ͻסӣ"¸磬ȻһʼǳѨȥģȷʵϲˣϲ......ݣһȥȥġ¸磬ڶĸġ"
ߵ֣ʵ"ߣԭȵԺӲ˭"
"ӡ"˵¿˿"ˣûˣ"
"û¡"һ֣ͷʹˣΣ鷳ضѽԼȥУУϽΪϲߡ
һ֣"ߣءˡ"
"ȥĶ"һס䲻ߡ
"뿪"
"ǣǣأ"
ƲƲ죬ղŻ˵ʲ壬ڻɰ̾һ䣬"ˡ"
"Ϊʲ᣿"
"ɡ"
һ£׹ͷ"ԲΪҡ"
"ˡټ"ٿߣת߿ûߵſڣ"סҵ֣ҽһȥġ"üŲûͣ뿪
ɰ´ǰƫԺɫԭû뿪һǰΣӲЦеת۹⿴ã"ˣʰɡ"
"δȥ"
"תת⡣"
"ʦкδ"
""
۹һʣ"֪ˣ"
"֪"
"֪Խˣ"
Խüͷ"֪"
"ŶΪ֪"
"֮ǰбʹͬ⡣"
"˭"ͻȻ
"ҴӦ˵"
һãŵ"ǣܸһ´ò"
뵱ҹ뵽῿Լͷ˵ģɴһ£ŵ"ܺÿĸҹӸ"
һһƬĬλ˶ӼغϣͻȻʵ"λӿǴĺۣ"
"ǡ"룬׾Ͳµ뵽ʲˣ
ڳ˽ԾڵΣֶ࿴ۣЦе˵"ãҲǿˡӦҼ¡"
"˵"
"һ뾰жԡκ͸¶֮¡´ټλĹӣʺá"
ǰһһӦ˵Ҳһ£СС͵ļⷣӣ벻Ȼǵ˵ͷ
ӼӦžžƣŮһһ̽ǰӵ"ͨһ·ѣЦɡ"
ͨ뺣Լû뵽¡һӵĽӣҲмԥһ£뵽ԼݾѨҲͲ¡֣뿪
֪һ·˸Ҳû⣬ǱڰɡؼȥСһ˵޿䣬ëʪˣȥرҲرɵɵؾúЦ˰죬СŰѳˡһҪ뿪С̾Ϳȥ֪ĸҧһЩӰ˵Ķ
ǱǵùֽԼҵĵ¡ԼҪĶ࣬ǮһЩĶСĶһ֪ЩʲᶫһȱС᲻ġ
ʰ꣬ˡһһȥ

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ɬɬģڶرСڴϣͷ۶žž졣пˮæµ
ǸҪٴһһҹܵٴܴߡõǩͨ뺣ټϻǮҲرܵչˣͷȲգǳ
ϱû˷ܲѡһҹû˯ˣҲ˯⣬һվڴͷںѵõľ
˲ʱֱһƬããûдı仯춰Ѻ˷춾ȥ˯һһУر˯Ĵþû˯ˡСȺģڴѺáһСͷߺһ˯ȥ
һһֱ˯ҹһҵѡԺۣšӭλεĵڲϡ
ĺô˸һ¾ȫˡǰδ󺺣ƤִֺںڵģϴƤۣͷͷһ׶ضԼʲ᲻׵ģͷˡ
"װȥ"һƵؿ
£ԼڵĹԱ㹻ֻǶڲϵѵָƣ"λүܲģ⵶ȷһʧ֣Ͳˡ"
"ʲ᣿Ͻأ"׳ݴ󷽣Ҳ˵ÿȻһǻ˵
ˣһ·ϱ߰۴ñЦеʣ"λүֻٲƻǶ٣"
λǺĶ໰һۣ"˾֪ˣ㣡"˵һѡ
˼װ壬һװȫˣŮŮĳ˿ͼһţ󲿷¹ڲ֪ŵûǶģһ£ЩʿŮѺλ˶һҲͷһ֣
˳λֵķ򿴹ȥһ˱ѵվñֱܸߣһɾɵƤҹžž졣ɪɪĳ˿ͣЦſһ̫Ѩб°͵Ị̇ʹ˿ȥ쳣塣˷ǳƣᶨҵơվڴͷɽֻΪòֻ˵о޷ԡ
£۾а⺣ͷӵҲǸ̫ء
һߺȣ˰ʱװֻʣºķͷӰǰȺɨһ飬η״̬ʱҲɶ࿴ۣȻתĿ⣬"֣أλҵ֡"˵ؿȺŵ¶ֿͣһûʲᷴӦ"ҾͲˣ֣صԭǣֻҪƲҪϣλϡȻϵĻҾͲұ֤ҵԭˡ"˵вЦŵͻȻһ
ʱļװϣͻȻһСӵĿΣʱ򣬺ӵĿԵرһڱĸ컹ڲͣ޵һСкĿзŭģŭĸӻŭģ˿ĸϻʧ˼䡣ֻģЩ˰б˵˳ͷԼӦû˰ɡ
˵ı֣ʧ֡ٿǸĸ׿־ľȻı飬㲻ζתͷ֣أʲ˵
֣۾"죡"˵꣬׳ĸ߹λĸ׸ӾˣرԼڿ޵ĺӣŬܣȺ±ۣԶÿһ·ĸһֱ˵˱ߡ
ҲȺĸƶĸ޿ˣĸױһڵأʼͷ߿ı߿"үҶɣҶɡү......"
ۼͷĳѪˣĶٿͷȥĺҲԥһ£תͷ˿֣أ֣ûзӦֻü߹ȥһѼӵĸףֻĸһѪѾŵÿ޲ˣֻɴ۾ĸף޹ؿһС
ʵڿȥˣҲʲˣȥһֵײӿȥһʴϡĺûӦ׾ѱʶǰĸӵģһĸȥԼĺܡ
ûȥ׷ңֻסһƽҪĸӡ˭֪סĸףȴûסӡĸ׸ղžŹȣһ֮£ӾʹӻأſڼװһۼҪˡ
ϽĸףȥûץѾ»˳ȥȥһѱסӣۼҪ붬ĺ룬군ˣ˲ɣҪһˡԲ𣬵ܵܡ
ʱ֮䣬ͻȻоһյرڿС˳Ͽȥÿ֣ҪЦЦ

14
⣬ӡ
֣ذĺ˼ȦһӣԭںƮȥڵĴ󺣣ͷڵգֻкεͺԼһ龳ʹ࣬һߵĸоͦ
Լ񣬲䡣λйһȴֻĺѾЩˡʼԼﹰýӸʼڣ⺢Ӻߺ˼֮Ѿʼ˯֪ʱһ˯ˣΣˡ
һȴֻԱ֪ʹˡ·ҲֻѭʹͳȴһͷûС
鼱֮£ǰһЩС˵ӣù˳ۣ۵òˣ¡ǣܳɹۼģԽԽ࣬ƶܸоᣬܲסɾǷȥǱĳ־Ե嵲ĵһͣǻǰ
оĺӶԽԽСԽԼΨһİͳķʶ̽ķҲܶԲ·ֱõʶɢĹΣĹо˿˿ʹתΪ֮ĹҲ֮ؿһµѪ·
˺ѵʹһһûûˣŲסͷϲͣð亹Ҫܸоȷʵͳ˿˿ӵĺȣԼ϶ջַһθлӰԼ뺢Ӱһ壬ȻƾԼڵǸס
ת죬·ѳɣʹᣬҲȡ볯þֻǰһڣ˹ȥ
۵һľСꡣСۣ˷ܵ˹ĲӣͷͣģɴЦС걧뿪һӶͷһߵ"ˣˣܵܣҺúõģ֪㵣ˣ԰Ūˣ......"
"ŶԭСֵҲµĶһΪֵܵĵӦ첻µزµġ"
Դ٩ЦԴ֣ء֣ػǸԼʱı飬ҪЦЦǺڽ۾峺ʶذС걧ؿڣ"֣......Ķ"
"ҵĴϡ"֣ؼ˷Ҳ˸ղŻǵһЦ⣬شࡣ
"......أ"Լ˳ʹŬµĺӣҪǹһ̫ˡ
"ǰȥˡ"
""һʱûӦа⣬⻰˼Ӧû˵Ǻ˼ɣ֣أŬı仯ҳЩ˿ɿ˰죬֣طԼ֮ᣬҲʼԼЦԽԽŨȻԼ֣صЦϡƲƲ죬"˼˵"
֣ԣЦ⣬üͷ壬"һúúõģѾϰˡˣ"
ͷд󰲡ڲ֪˵ʲõʱ֣صݹһ뷢ڵҩ֭"˯һ͵ضˡ"
"Ҳˣ"ûнӣüҩ֭ҡڶζҩϢϵܵƽ¾ǳ""
"š"֣صͷȴΪһֱ侲ľΪһС¶ݶЦȥ"˵ȣúܣҪ²ָܻԪ̱ҩ"˵ǰ˵ݡ
"֪......֣Ҫ´δ"ûӣҶ
"ˣҸ㡣"֣زΪҩһֱݵȥЦ"Ҫ˵ĻҾ͸ȥ"
֪֣ز˵ٵģνӹҩ룬۾ӣ¹ȥ֣꣬ؽӹ룬ƣŴ򿪣һ󺺽
"ȥѹӵķ"֣˵꣬ŵһȥ
龰һϽ¼ϵһͨóģǾˡ
"˭"µ۹ǰˡߴͣʲ۴ĸǶһŮ˻֮͵˧硣컹쿴Ȼ࣬ǵ̶
֣ԣ"֣ء"
"ΪʲĴ"
"һ㵱ʱԲѣҶȤ"
"ȤʲȤ"Ȼǹͷüͷ
֣ضһЦ"֪......ʱֻǺ档"
üҪ˵Ƶˡ

15
˷ҡҡλһ˯ͷǱ֣ؽѵġԺۣͷЩġüԴԼرѣܻҪ˽Уҩԭɣ
С꣬󱳰ʹ̫Ѩ˴
£һС壬һ;󡣳Ĵ񶼷ǳ뺷֮⣬֯޴ɹɣͨ𲻴󡣿´·ϵ񶼷еĻʺ֣һЦ⣬ͷǰ棬һ󻶺ߴߴĺУľľȻڶβͷʼʹԼʲɫ
֣ӽ˴ӣӦ˶İ˻Ҳ⣬ֻ˸ʮкӴ뿪û飬˵ڲ飬ԼȻ뿪áһк߽
"ʣСγƺ"һ߹۲컷һк졣
кԲԼûμµҲû˵һͷǰߡ
"С磬ʣ......ĸң"١
кûϵ֪һСԺӣ""
......ҲǵĿĵ˰ɣȻһ㡣˵ͷ"ллС磬Լˣ鷳Сˡ"
кӰͲõظϽܿˣСһһƻԼδ
°С꿪ʼԼܶ಻֪ͬǲ춿·ԭ򣬹ڵѭٶȼӿࡣʶӣǰڵĹһССķӫԲÿѭһܹȥͻʵһЩú
ͬʱ֮ڣȴǰתչ֮ᣬһ̩ͷҲˣҲˡС꿪ʼƻ·ߡûʲĿĵģֻĴ˷Լһʱ䡣
Ӱóһݼ򵥵ͼ߿ߵ"ǵشﲩеתˡܵܣ˵һվȥĶ뿴ѩ뿴ɽƺȥµһ¥Դͣ"
תͷС꣬СҲһΪѣצӱͷ졣С˼ӶЦС걧ڻ︧Ū"ˣҸ羰ĵطٿݰɣܵҲþûķˣ"
""
һӻǴӲò֣أԲ֣غ⣬ʩʩȻ£ĿƵؿ"û뵽㹦ãȻǲ֪ϻжҳԾĵط"
"֣ɣ׼Уˡ"֣"лл֣չˡȻͲ߶ˡ"
֣ЦЦ"㣬֪֪ڵݣ"
"ʲ᣿"һ£̧ۿһЦ⣬ȴ۱֣ء
"ԼҲ٣ҵķ²ûǵȨ"
²û˵ʱ˵ʲᶼǶ࣬ԼڶԷ֪Ѿһƽʲ˵ģƿ۹⣬Ѷ֣ؽһù۸УⷢһĶ죬һֱǳƽСرáȻûʲ¶ȣҲİ٣סںߵˣְο
ղ·ϣԼӵķ£ֻд߸ߵȻ뺷ԼֻǴ٣е鷳Ǵ򲻹˶ĻҲѣһСꡣһƬа˼
֣ؼɵЩա˵Ƿ²ԼǲͬģԼ֪ʼע⵽ֻΪĲաΪ˾ȺȥʱԼʹذס濴ڴЦһνؿԼʱ־Щ
ǶЩϷŪζһֱڵģ˭֪ûκζקʱ򣬿һ࣬һԼŵæңٿеĺӵ˯𣬲֪õʲᷨúһ¶ûУʱԼԴ˹Ŀ࿴
ϰ˵߾ҪߣܣԼϵﻹܴӳȥԼ֣
ѶԼЦȫջأԼǣȷʵɵգǿԵѵģԼֻ˵ɫ԰״ӦϢ졣֪ģĿ֮ᣬȫζ
"ʲ֣"֣شĬʵ
²Ҫʲ֣Ц
"Ҫǲ˵......ҾԼ֣"֣عǣЦ"б"

16
Դ󾪣˵Ļ֣˵ģŤͷؿ֣أ૵""
"ʲ᣿"֣عʡ
"ҽ"˵һ䣬ٴתͷ
"......"֣һ"뿪ףȥӦҪԸ⣬ǰС"
Ӧ׸һȥӦʲ᣿ɵؿһ֣أ룬ǵ˵ͷ·ӦҪ׵ضࡣ
µգ֣æ񣬲ûʱֻ֣صչ˵úܺãѾ˾·ߣͰСסº㣬СƣϧûƵĽ
ӵͼϿСǰӦҪһɽҴɽԹƵɽɽɽߣɽҲǳӣ׷ǲס
һ磬֣ػȻһ£ģǰӦһֱ͵ڣֱߵҪˣûȺɢ̾һģһ׵¡
֣ص˰ʵȻأе̵ʵڲࡣ֣زͬǳԲڣһðװ֣ЦʱҲЦ⣬ɵ˶˼֡ɽһκӡÿס껹ǳԷɽ˽棬ֻܡ
һ·֣ض˵ԾͲǰ˵ˣοѵȵף֣ʮܵõһشѸ͵Цʮа˾ֻǵõһ΢ЦԶ֣ظоΡ
һ·ϣԽԽϵһ죬ҲͷһùͷɢˡһȡȻջѧӦʱϴʼƨȵۣѧ˹ˡһ·ϴȵһʱһʱȫ˼룬ȫˡ
һ֣صĽǮ˫£гûκ˽ɽǰһСС֣̼֣ӡ֣һнջʱ򣬼ʶС֣ϵİûһ˿ȣǳذӭ˽ȥ
"λҪס껹Ǵ⣿"СЦ档
"ȳԷס꣬λá"֣ذϲҪ
"ãˡ"
֣ΪƬЦЦʾмԽԽ½ҲԽԽůҲʧȥټʱȫЩˮ㡣ƽϣԼǮܶٶ㣬ʵûʲԹġ
߳Ա˵Щ·ţͻȻһ˹סļ죬"С"
СﻹûйԼءѴ̿ںŤͷȴһӵ˰죬ҲûϳԷЦ⣬Щ׽ʹһԼļ磬ҪЩþһģǵðԼжɡ
Ӷã֣ؿʼͣü"λ......"
֪ܣԼûϳԼСϳˣءΨһ۾˰죬еϤǣ˭أ૵"λǣǣ......"
˰ûǳԼع֣֣ص"С壬С÷Сһ𳤴ֵܡûһʱЩʧ̬λҪ⡣֪......"
壿һ£ߵģҲȤЦЦͷҴ
"½أҲѡ"֣һҾЦ
ѣƲƲ죬ͷ㣬һļڽ忴һۣЦǺǵش"СֵɣǸλҪ⡣"˵һӰڳİһ𣬾ȥ֣û뵽˴󵨣°ˡһʱûӦԵĻûл˵ѳ˿ջ
֣طӦæüȥ׷ȴСס"λүǮûء"֣ۼǶ˲Ӱ٣һһƿСǰȥֻɽʰо֡
˿ջţһ֣˳Ѳټ֣ش󼱣κѯСһ˵ȥˡ˲һ·׷ȥ
֣صĹֻڵṦóһ·Ѱʱߵ˶֣ҲûӰ֣۵ּ֣ŭ"κӣȥأɱϣ·ڣһһҵĸѣҲ˻Ѳ"
κΪѵؿ֣һۣ"үү˵ŲҪҡ......"
֣һκӣ"˵ҵ"
κȥ

17
֣׷ȥʱòԶһʱڿջݶϳԻ
"֣ͦں"һŻȻ߸ߵ߳ԱϷ
"š"ⲻ̸һιһŸС꣬Сһ۰Ͱ͵ؿԼ֣ÿɰϵӦһ֣κǶȥƣ"ղõʲᷨ"
"ͨĿֽˡ"岻ΪȻ
"Ŷ֣ͨʶƣ"һ۵壬ʵ
"ΪĶǽϵСǣֻ֣ǵ;˵Ȼʶơ"˵һ£"֣ؾ㿴Ҳһʶơ"
۵ɫ֪Ҫţˡжת"ֿĿܿԸɻ"
"ҡ˷ѷ֧ܸɻԼֱӸҪ˸ɻѧȻ⳾ǮʲᶼѧҲ˰ɻ"˵ǺЦЦɰɰɵģһ㶼ĸԡ
"Ҷ춺˴򽻵ûʲȤ"
"ߣûġСһֱ㡣"Ʋһۣ"Ҳ֪Ķá"
ߵ֣ﶯһ£⺢Լ̫ˣ֪ΪԼݶҲľ壬̾"ʲʱģ"
"뿪ฮ֮ɡ⺢ӿ˺þãġ"
"ʲ£еʲΪԼҺθɣ"ﲻΪȻԼƽ붼ˣԼ磬Լû˵һԹĻأȿιСһŻ֡ټ⣬תȥ壬"룬ӣ"
壬ҲǷ룬Լë°ͣЦ"æѰûޡ"
"Ѱʲᱦ"
"ҪǿʯûȤң"뿴һСͷģ֪ڴʲ⡣
ʯ󹤣֪ŴĿΣΣաתת˼ͷ"СҪбꡣ"
"˵"һɿ
"ѧҪã"
"ѧ"
"š"
´˸飬"ҿϴ֮"
ĵ÷Լš֪δֻǴĵ;÷벻ʲẦԼ£ȻżһΡ
ָһ۾ѧ״ߴԼһĺӡ˰Ĺ򣬷ͻȻ۾"Сģ"
뵽Ǵεʹ֪ǲԼвæʣ"ʲ"
"û⡣"ü"ĹһЩû㾭ʵʻĵزŪģнȫ˲ͬ"˵ҡͷ˵ʲ᲻֮Ļ
߶߶ȴ˵ص㣬Щͣȥᳶ˳Ĵӣ"Ǻãǲã"
"ãȻá"뱻еʹ"ʵǶе£ʵʻ֮ᣬٶҪӿ켸ҶĸҲһܺõĿ......"
뻹Ҫ˵ȥȴϣ"ˣ֪ˡѧϰ......"
ٺһЦ"ҵʱ䣬˽ѧʲҶ㣬٣ȫԼˡ"
"Ϊʲὣ⣿"⡣
"ҵĿұ£ֲϰΪʦҵȻò˽"
ͷⷵƢԵԼθڣֱֱȥ
"ιС˵˵ģֹˮƽ¾ʵʻģ"ֲ֪ͳһѻݸĵЦʡ
ӹһ߰СԣһѧĿ"ҵĿұ£ֲϰΪʦҵȻò˽"
ԣҭһߣת˼ֲۣ֪ᷴһµعȥʵ"ģ֣ػһ"
"......"
һȥĽԵ״ͻȻĽֵһƬңһȫǹٱѸ·ڶˣѲ飬ֶҰŵСܵӵӣе̯ӶҪˡ
"£"ס
뿴һۣ"ɵǼɵ"
"ʲ᣿"֪γԡ
"϶½СΪµ¡"˵ͻȻغٺЦ"СӶⲻǳĶؼһñͷ"
Ļȫ޸оֻΣգ"Ҫ㣿"
һ˸Ƿ"Ҳǣһû˯ˣ㶼ˡ"˵ĳȥ

18
ν£˯ﰤҰѲ飬ûȵط˯ԼСϵסǲܻȥˣյݶĴһȻ᲻֪óһ§סϽ˳ȥ
һγΣյĹ߷ЩͷĿѣӸ߿տС򣬻С̲סЦЦԴӵķ"У"
һ£ӿеȥû뵽һϲͨȻ֪С벻ò۹⿴۵Сӡؾ񲻼ã˯ҪʸСӵ֪Щʲᡣ
ɽиڷϣҲֻһǸ֮ˡ
з۷ķǷԴ·ҵõǸɽûʰñȹҵ뻹Ƕ죬֪Ūʲᷨ¶˵úܣ̲ݣȫȻǴļʽůѬ㡣ҲֻܶԷ˾Ȼӣеز⡣
һ˵ڴϣڰ֣"Ա㣬Ͽʼɻ˯"˵꣬Ҳ룬Ѿˡ
ο˿˯ķ룬°СĶתһȦֻݣݡ˰ݵĻУп𣿻֪ĿԵЩԷıֻ˼֡
ڿĹӦǸɣҲ˯ⶴԵؾûбֻһŴȻûͬһʱҲû⡣һ˯㣬Ҳķʼ·
Сȶϴٰѷһơһɣ̾һ˯ȥʱ۾һ˯ЦЦȥСһ𣬹Ļٴ˯һΣ˯
ʱ򣬷СͷһԼﹰһţ˯СǺëҲǺںӣǺںڵһëú档ѵõزڳΨȫ̬ܵ΢΢죬鿴м
ƽһβ𴲣ܵԼϣرůҸ
ëǸĺӣһһ۾צӵĻצӣֵĻ֣ѵҵֻӿȻѡ
λһ˯üᶨ˯ҲͲٶŪǡ̧ۿƾϸʶϸϸԼһȻٸˡЩ¼ŵĹȥůʱΪλƽȵĺԼһٴ˯ȥ
һٴǰҹһڱ˻µģΪȻļ磬"ϰ壬кЩ㣬óԵİɣա"
ĵﵹøʲᶪ˵£ֻǺ淶νԼежٲͬü"˵֮ˣ᷶ȫͬ"
"ҡ"һ˯Ѿ⸶ԣһ"ʲ᣿ԿǲΪҲŲΪܿ࣬Եľ磬Щġ"
գգ۾û뵽Сקקʲᶼ˵ЩҲ㱾¡Ҳǰѿ֮ˣӷƵı飬˵ͷȥ
㶵ؿһȥЩϰԼ˰Ķ־Ȼ޴ɷ̫ϰռϷ磬ʲ£С£ϲռϷ硣֮ˣѷﲢûԴδöֻԼϳ֣ҲΪʲõƷԡ
µԼҲãƽľϿԼĹ۵㣬÷ǳ졣......Ҳܹپʵʻԭ򣿷˼ֱԷѹСȥ
ǳֻɽŲɽĽ䣬ζҩô󲹶ơ
û㣬һγԵĻԳԭζֱ˼򵥵Ĵн⣬ֺֿóԡĽ׷һԵȫû󡣷һ߳Իһߵ"֣ͱĺóأ"
գ"ɣϵЧ"
һ£˵ͷСȿʼԼȶʼûᣬʼƣЩԼĹڱʲıʣճǳܲһڶ"ס̨Ԫһǧ˼롣"
"ھǧ񣬶вأǰٲҵԸڣסУ춽ٻʱдʱĿҵ徻......"
ඥƵķнȳأһһܵתʼùʼճʸУٶҲԽԽ졣ɡ

19
չ۾һһ߽ŵؿС꣬ɴ󾪡ǰСʣ"ܵ"
һˣϽץ"СһĹɣľûͨ»⡣"
ԣϽǰַСؿڣѹͳСĹ·߹ͬԴų⣬һСȫһ顣˵һ֮ᣬľ׵öࡣ˴֮£ɡ
С۾㰲һһߴңҺСǲ鶯к֮ܶĻԼ治֪ء
ӣյ̾˿"ĹƻҪ......"
ڵҡҡͷ"ڣһҵһ£ͳ"
"Ҳһʱ"ͻȻһѴᱧ"ߣҴȥõط"
ᱧϱŮ˲ᱧɣ̫Ťˡü˼£ûѡҲǣԼõʱҲСӵĶ֣ܡ̧ۿһĹ䣬Ҳͷ˼壬С꣬ȥ
ԶԶľŵ˵ǵζӣ"Ȫ"
"Ǵ"ٺһЦӿ첽ûһĶ￴һȪܴӾء
뻶һһͿʼɿ·ûӦСѾѸ⣬ˮȦſڰ߶"㰡ˮʡ"
ӾˤƨɻЩʹͱȵ˼˸ӵ⣬ɵͷЩΣʲʱŴῪˣ룬һߵĺɱ飬ЦǺǵؿԼ峺ذҲޣɵҲԼЩ̫Сüʼ·ս⿪ӣ͸оСҧԼĿǣֻøСʵ"ܵܣ"
С۽֨֨֨ؽиͣ⣬СһΪ˽صͷ"Ŷ֪ˣҲˮǰɣӾû£÷Ȼ㣬һȸȥٻ֡"˵Цѻ֨֨еСݸ롣
һЦеؽӹС꣬"ҷģ㡣"
СڷﻹڲͣؽУͣŤ˵Ҳﲻԣ·ֲɵһ룬һ룬⡣ΪʲԼ·ӣ··......ͻȻһ֣ЦЦС"İɣܵܣһúõġҲϴɡ"
˵ѵʣ£ˮС˿ˮȴü"ڣʲ᣿"
Ҳô·Ȫܲû취ڱϣ"˵˿ҵ壬ҵȻܲ"
"ֵҪ"۾ƺ뿴˵滰Ǽٻ۾ܣͻȻЦεߣصص"βͻûɣ"˵꣬͵ƨɡ
Цۿ룬"Сһ룬ˣ"
ƲƲ죬"˭ѽҲһɡ"
"ʲ᣿"һͷСڴţˣۼһ棬һҲѵӣдΪԾԼһֱΪʮߡꡣ
"˵㻹ӱء"ҪЦЦ̧ۿ"Сӣˣ"
ѹҲѧƲƲ죬"˭ѽҲ֪Լжˡ"
ԹЦļ磬"ȻǸˣһˣûأϲ"
"һʮӣ"ܷ˵滰ٻֻͦ˼гϵ᣿
볤̾"Ǹǧţ޳֮ʱŶʮ֮꣬ܽᣬͳ˰֮壬ϲĽɣ"˵ֿʼ⡣
ЩŷĻˡϵ𾰹̬ȣⷶҲֻݲűȽпܡЩԼ޹ء
"......㿴ûжʮ꣬ʮꡣ"ϸϸش˷һط
üͷһǳ鴤˼£"ԽľԣȻҪЩ㶮ʲ᣿Щ𣿣"
"ûвá"̾"ֻǾû̫Ҳһĵ°ɣ"
"ģģ"봵˴ʪһƬĺӣ"ҵææأȻæ"
"룬᳤ûʲԸ"
"й"ƿ۹⣬Ƶʯʱ⡣
"ʲԸ"
"ͨ뷲"˵꣬̾òЩزġ
"أʲҪ"
Ĭã͵ԶԶģ"ûˣûʲرҪˡ"
"⻹ģ"ҪЦЦؿ룬
ӻɵоѹŭ"Сӣң"
һʱ䣬Ȫﻶһòֺ

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ݵƤ壬һԸ룬Էͷ"㱧ϵܵȻȥһ·͵"
֪ǲ˿壬Ҳ⣬Сϰմϸˬ·ͱС궶ë˦һˮŭС겱׸⣬Сһ޹ؿ룬ŬԼһš
СɰһЦתͷȴˮ΢Цסֻܿ㣬۾ûС꣬ˮУԵɣ촽·ʪʪϣȫȻοԼ΢Ц벻֪ģģЩ֪롣˽ת뿪߱Ŭ˼룬ǲֵܰɣ
ȷԶʼ·˭֪·龰Լһ֪Լ˲ͬˡǰδ֣첻֪ΪĹϵȪԭԼ壬ؿڴɢĻƣɫģԽɫԽǳȾһƵӺ󹤱ʻĳֻܣͷоãֻ̬W߹󣬲ʶ⻨Ʋ죬һֱϱ۶ǡɫĻòİɫȥǹ졣
ûסľס뷢йһĳ嶯ʼ¡һܣһ޷˵ܣü˵ƣѵõĺ飬ȫܻһܾͶһֹ¼ţԼ޷ˡĻصڶߣ˿ɱ֮ɱ֮ðɣԼһ˵˰ɡǹ΢Цз
һ糣𣬷СɽϿʼǵѰ֮á
ɽվƣ˼棬滨ޡرܶ࣬Ǽ߲Ǽ治ʶҲǾֻС˷ܣҧһڣҧһڣҧľæǵ÷Ц"СС;Ǹزūˡ"
νĿ󹤲ڿҪĹѰʶѰһʱףΪʲ᷶ȰԼæʱ򣬺С˹ͷһһʹʶ̽ﲢ࣬һλҷǳʶѰǷǳķѾ飬Ҫжۡ
ңںʶϢϢֻ˵ĶһԽԽɣԽԽǳӯҲ¡ҵ󹤺ôࡣĶڶ࣬Ҳһ۲۵ĺʦȻһ٬ǿǣʶ㣬ҲԼһĵãѧһҲδѧĶ
ɽ׹գգۣһ¹ȥˡ
һ£ѧ˺ܶɽĻ֣ĽɫҲסˡѧһЩ׵Ļڶ˸ľ裬ףԼˣʹҲȤ֮⣬ѧһЩԼȤģΪӦСȤѧʱж̣Ч
һ£֪ǲǳԶӰ˵ҩС굹Ƴ˼֣Ҳ˼֡ƤëӹƯúܣ÷뿴ðǹ⡣
أһ³˰Ѻָ꣬һҷɵ֮⣬ûʲ仯ϧһۣľͷ˷ˡ
һѩɽر䣬ջ࣬ҵһǳѵõĴȷǳߵϾʯһȻòСǳϲˮʯӻ
ϻȥ뱧ϾͣһľĲ裬ڳһү"СٺóԵġ"
ˣԼĵڶ꣬ҲǻͷҲӦ˰ʲᶼûУʲᶼ磬ҲҳЩȤˣҲҵһѵˡתͷϾɵЦķ룬۹ⲻѣůĴʡ
˽ӣ˻һжŪáС꣬⣬㣬˼С"ܵܣˣҲĸͷɡ"Ȼǰĸ֮ᣬ֮֮ᣬԸһãԸһúúõġǣСһ򣬿ͷ
ϵС꣬תͿһɻؿ
""
"......"벻֪ΪЩ£ŵ"Сл˵"
"ʲ᣿"ͷС꣬ȻСһ˲˲ضԼ塣

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"ܵܣʲỰҪԸ˵"̽һ䡣
Сͷ֨֨֨⣬ʶ̧ͷĪķ롣
ֱ۱ǰ۾Сһ"˵ɡ"
ã"С֪֪С"
ͷ"Ҳ¹ûȷ"С££"ҪͶˣܵҲǶ֡˵Щʲ᣿"
ͻȻЦˣ"С֪޶⣬С걧ʲ᣿ѲΪԺⲻɣ"˵Ѿ˵ĺӣ"䱸̬һеء"
ۣ"˵⡣ΪʲͻȻ˵ܵл˵"
"л˵ѽһʱ֮ҹﵽ壬׼Сܶ˵ˡղ棬һֱϧһ㶼"
"ģ"ϲԲ۾롣
"˵Ļʲʱмٵˣ˼Ҵмƭˡ"˼䣬"Ҫɹ춷񣬸ס"
"ʲף"ֱ֪⡣
"һΪˣ޷أͨ൹ûʲᣬ޵֮ˣǱɱĶ󡣶ңΪ֮ᣬСģֻǱͨ˶һͨԱѡʵǿһЩܹԼ֮ᣬҪȫࡣ"
"Ŷ......"һҲΪȻСԼǣҪðΣգֵֵأϵС޷
⣬"磬С꣬Լ˼"
ԣͷС˵"ܵܣҪ˰ɣǿٻ"
СҡͷҧסذڡΣһ룬¾ģ"ðɣܵܣҪĴ㻯εĻ粻㣬һҪ磬ø㡣"Сȵصͷ
龰תͷ룬"Ҷæ"
Ҳѧۣ̬ͷ"һ֮壬ΪʲҪһΣ"
һµദ֪ıԣֻϷ޶⣬ۼҹһʱһп¾ҪˮˡҲٺ죬ͨһС굥ϥڷǰ"æɷǲ¡"
һѷˡ뱲ݼߣ˲ֻǷδһԱ֪ģоЩʹģܾһ͹ʮǧ֮ľһͷѹϽǰ"Ƕģ............"ڰ죬Ҳ֪ԼҪ˵ʲᡣ
"룬ǴӦˣ"ʡ
"šҴӦˡ"Цƽƽ"ȥ׼ɡ"˵óֽʣһһذѻʽҪõķгݸ
ѵõûЦݣҲɵ˼ҡüȴ֪λǰľΣ嵥Բ￪ʼæ
ҹʱ֣һƬڡϷ㣬ֱֱɰ˷󣬰См䣬ֳ־ᦣߵһԻʼʽ
磬Ҷ졣ֱֳ󷨾𹦣趯ԽԽ죬巶ӣֻüѸĴͻȻһөӷеıһֻ͡عâʼתиɹһδ꣬ȴԱи޲֪ӺζԾԾԡ󾪣Ͻó뻭õķƮȻ
һһȫԭǷ붣ģʱ˼ѪŲȡֱط˵СۼԽԽ࣬áֻʹÿ˵еڶЩ
þȫͳֻ󷢳⣬Ѹȫ⡣Ĭھ˫ֻסۣԴԴͳִĸҲۼ̣ԽԽۼҪ˹ͻȻһе"硣"
֪ǻѳɣʱС껯ʲģûǰһ˹ȥڻָһƬڣ£һɳ̬ķ봹ְݵһ֣ղķ׷ءһޱӣת˲ڻָһƬղʲᶼûһ
뱧ɫɷ׵̾С߻ضС

22
ʱ򣬷ԼڴϣͷͿǰڣ뱧һСкسԣԼһڣСкιһڣԵÿĲѣȫһϹʲᶼûء
һΪûһΪ̫ȷ͵͵һ䣺"ܵܣ"
Скеһţ·ϥԲܹסĸ첲"磬ҡˣ"
ǰĺӣúӳ˲ޣӦڵĴ٣ۿɰ۾ԲԲģѽؿԼ
˰죬ֱСкҪ޲޵أСкҡҡ֣Ͱ͵ؿ"Һʧ"
񣬲Скϴ"ܵܣû뵽СеˡܵʲҶʧġ"
˵һһЦ"Сˣɵ"
"ʲ᣿"ûзӦתͷȥʡ
"֮òĹġڹ㣬ֻܻСӣǿˣʲʲˡ"
""תͷܵܣ"֣"ͷ"ġ"
"˵......"Щס"ҵ׵ܵܣ"
ͷ"ţͬĸ츸ҵĵǸ"
ʵЩ֪룬ȷȷʵʵ˵ԼǸˣ룬"أʲݣ"
ͷ"ԭ"
"ʲ......"ֻϿ֣ȫûӡ
"ɽè"Իӣ˵ͷ"èǳԡıҲȱ˸ߵö࣬ƺҲȱҪһЩ"
"ҵأ"뵽ɽèӣǴ˸ǿ׳ͣԲֺӿûһƣҲᰮɡһӣ治͵ÿԡ
ҡͷ"Ӳ˵Ҳ֪"
ת룬һԻʵ"룬ΪʲϴûԭΣ"
"⣬Ҳ˺ܾá"ü"ҲйأҲ챦Լ֪"
챦ͻȻ뵽ԼȪ֮Ƶ塣ɱ죬ͷ˿ŵ"Ҳˡ"
һ̸ʹ˴ס
֮գûгţһһڶ֪ʲᣬҲûȥţƽû£͸ֻǿЩΣա֮ᣬر˵Ҳܻϲ˾ÿɰ
һգͷش˸Сľݸ"ڵĹҸȥѧҩɡʱҩҲǱƷ"
ӹľȫûһͷһĻңһңЩжﻹһ᲻رضԼãοԼȫգգ۾ʪգأ"룬Ϊʲ......ã"
죬͵͵"Ҳ֪"̧ۿȴַûпԼֻǶԶԶұڣͣ˰죬ͻȻЦתͷ۾ض"ֵʲòãⶼӦġ"˵ļ磬˵"ȥóԵģҶ˺ü죬ˡ"
ҲЦøů
Էʱ򣬷붣"һһҪ⼸ҩһԪǳԶҪá"
"ǣܻܵ......"Щġ
"û£ҡ"ԼΪȻ
ȫ˷ı£ı֤һٶʮġ˵ͷʵ"ԪȥĶ"
"ȥһͷӣҪ"ص˵ٶ͸¶Ϣ
ת۵Ԫڣ׼ʱ֣˿۵ī񣬸ڲϣ"ѹģǧȡмǣмǡ"
ȻСģʵǷǳ죬ҲԳƸҪ׵öࡣ⻰Ŀڵĵ˵ͷ
ӦͷЦЦ"ʰʰϳȥ"
һʰʰʱԡѬ㣬ȷٴγǰʱѱҹķ룬棬ȴ޷˾W
Щķ룬ǴӣһݣʵǸˡͻȻʵֻܴסοһ
ÿ뵽ϴҹӿԼͷԼ˵˪续Լһֱͷɽ죬Ϊʲررÿʲʱ򶼺ÿÿԼ÷ɿ졣оЩѣĿŻŵأ֪롣

23
"ỹʰһ"һߴɵɵؿԼҲ˵ЩƣҲЩĪ졣
"ʰ"񣬵ͷԼ"ͦõģɸɾģʲҪʰģ"
"֪Ԫڵ֪ж......"´һԶĻɫ̴ֻҡҡͷҲ˵ȥ·ϣ""
һĸǳʽʵصĺۣǲɳ鴤ŸɰͰ͵Ц"ҿ......ˣͦõģ߰......"
ΣЦЦ"ҲǣĻͲüˡ"
"ʲ......ˣ"ͷһ¡
"Ԫڵ͵ƻ˵ĺʱеƽʱŲŲСǶ֣ϵʲʫᡢ԰֮ʢ£඼֪顣"˵¶ı
"......㲻Ϊ֮壿ҲҪȥѰ"
"ȥ֡"ٺЦ"ҪȥµġҪҵϼǿ϶ġ"
ͷ"߰ɣҶν˵ϷȤͲװˡ"
˷ǧȤϷسɴķӭվڷɽϣòϷȷ֮ˣֶƮȻٷĸ֡Ȼеɴྶͥ
ԶԶߴĳţˣؿ"Ӧ"֣֡Ŵ̺۵Ҳ֪һµʱûеӦü"룬ûа취ұӣ"
˸ƫƧ֮£"УʱӦӣ÷ĻһЩҪ鷳ȻѽµĻͻᱻˡ"
"......"ֹҲ÷˵ȴһ"ǵ֣"
ûͷЦ"ģ֣ʷ̨İ壬ֹڳϾ£ڵı£ʮҲӵõ˵ڡ"
˵ͷ뷶һԽֵĳȥ
ӦûĴķ飬ӻʳСķ򴦷ɢ·Ƕ򣬾ϱݺύûһбģǳϡ
һ·ߣӦǵķ۵ף֯ƻ̨ͨͤ¥󣬻ЦִҲٹ֣־Ҳɵ۾ضѵõСӡ˼һҲͷŻŲЦ
ηʵǳ̫ڣǻ½ãЦӯӯеúܡߵ֮ᣬͲͣСڸǰͻʱͻõһɬ󵨵ۻһԼʾ롣һW£ʮζʮȻ΢ЦȴҲԼ̫ˣһֱһֱ
춴˹ԼᶼŮˣ̧Ѱҷ룬һ㶼ңֻҪ˳ŮǻĽʼɵ۹⣬ܿ洺ĳС̸С㳤мɫ뷶վһЦܲüǰȥķļ磬"ȥ°ɣҲˡ"
תͷ۾һæСǸҴˡ
"ѽҿˣȻᱻ"ԼղԼ۵Цݵ
С"û"һºܸߵķ룬תƻ"Ҫҵ˭Ķ"
"ޣ¥"
"¥......"һ£"ҲµûӦǸ¥ɣ"
"û"Цֱۡ
"㲻˵һ˼ң"ûϣϼԺ졣
"ţʮˣ˵˼ˡ"
"......ѵ¥"
"š"
һġŮйŴһλǱȽϱµġһŮӿ˼ԺܳҵϹʵš
"ȥ˾֪ˡ"ͷЦе
û뵽¥Ȼһ̴򣬵ţûܵһ˿ŽͼһԲӰֱ˵ĻЦ÷ǳãûаֲԸػرԲԲ̵Ůˣյľţ"ûҵ̶ԽÿԽء"
ĿɿڴǷ룿Ȼ٬Ҫ֫Ӵȴһ˱ᡣŵÿ

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ûһʮıȣ"ſţ㣡"ȻͿһɫĸӰһ̶ľ롣
ϸ۲ˣݵķλʮ꣬Ӻܸߣȷ뻹Ҫ߰ͷ̶§ڻӣ󳤾¹ŴײˣܹŹ֡ò˳÷ǳҳʵŨüۣ񡣵ҳʵȫߣһưһ۾;˷ǳƧϸ߸ϵƣزʡ
ں˵ı֣Це"ޣ£ţܲġ"
ޣٴΪԼ׼ȷȱʾΡʮꣿشǲš
"ʲ£"¡Ǵص
"㻹ʱˡ"͵͵ģ
Σ޳һŵ"ߣ¥˵"˵꣬תͷǿŽ̶İײˣ"ҺͷȥõƲ"
̶ĵؿ˿ޣ˵ͷȥ
һˣһƬа¥
Ʋû˶˼ȥܾµĸԣԼҲһ߿Ȼֻ֪ŻСӣʵʲһС̲סϰԵҪСչˣҲϣСʱһʲʲᣬԵúܡ
"˵ɣҪʲ᣿"޳ʵ
ЦЦԾϿ¥һһյյĻƣһھƣ"ޣᱯۣҲ룬ͼʲ᣿"
Ųſ˿ɵЦŽɫ"ֱ˵Ĩǵġ"
"һѧҽΪһ꣬˽"
һ£תͷ˿һﲻ۵Ķ̴򣬱ԼҲûʲ𾴣ȫԼݻƯӣɵüͻȻ"ԣһ"
"˵"
޵"Ҫտԣֻ"˵ָﱧᶨؿ롣
Ϻ꣡һΪСӺƭһ֮ѧʲᡣߡߺߣҲԼر˳۵û˿ҲԼ⡣
"黹ҪޣӸ̫ˣ"¾Ʊǳá
ˣղſ˷Ȼӵֿ˷뷢תͷ޵һһףȻϲ˵ˡҲϲƧͷԼǿҪѧһ֪꣬жʹࡣҲ֪붼ĻһǷǳб£ǵͷС"ܵܣ벻ѧҽ"
ԲԲĴ۾"磬ѧ˿ҡ"
ԴСһͷϸŪһȫڵ٣һŪȫɢˡЦЦ"ܵѧҲԽ̸ѽλܵȥı¶ѧᣬ̸磬òã"
ԣû˵ûЦݣ죬ګګ"......ܸһ......"
"һ꣬һ꣬۵ܵѧʲ綼ӵܵߣòã"̫Σգѧһܰ˵ڵ̬Ƚ׶Զӵ̬ȻᣬҪ֡
"ϣǺð......"ͷǴӦˣֵ"һ꣬һŶ粻ҡ"
"ȻҵܵܣҰ˭ˣҲܵܵġ"з´ʯסСС֣"Ŷǣ˯ǰ"
"š"õ֤¶һЦݡ
ǰȥķļ磬"룬Ͱ˵İɣѧҲԸ⡣"
뿴һЦᣬٿȴûʲỶգҲ׹̾"СԸðɣȥɡ"˵꣬ת۹⿴ޣ"ޣ㣬С̫СҪһúôҪúõḶ̌Ҫһ֮ҷ̳һӹҽߵһëҿҪһַʽֻ"
ᣬɵؾЩЦƶˣҪǲúỵ́ǷɶȥˣֿŸûá
޹Ȼ˷һۣӲӲ˵"һ䣬Ӧ˵£ʲʱֽţҵƷԸھһַʽֻ顣"
ϵ뱻ҭ˵һֶȻͱͷҪˣ̫ʻ̫ͷ㷨ӶûС
æվ"ܵܣȥϸʦ"
ѶҲͰڳɰЦǰڵأؾؿ˸ͷ"ʦϣ"

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˶ӣ
ʱһкִݰףԲ۾ںԲԲģһ仰Ƿױ˭˶û취ĵֿĺӡ
ɰĺӹǰؾصؽʦҲסǲɵؾǰסϥϵĻңˣţԶԶľʮ"һͽܡ......"
һ㶣ЦЦˣҪһʱʱԼߵĵܵܣЩ˱ƣ뷶һ"һףһ¡"
ľƱЦ"ҪȾƣҴȥضǶľƲŽһ"
˵˳¡˼ֵСٺһЦַǷĴϷɱһ·šǶӣһ˶ȷʵǺ˿ĵµ뷨
֮ᣬһҲۣ˷ǳľţʹ󺰣"ϰδϰӭˡ"
"ʲẰʮҵĿˣʡ"ΪƵŮȻǽѵ˵Ļȴǲϣġ
λδϰԴһӹ̨拖߳һŮӣȻľΣصȫϸģڹʲŮˡһһҡȻýýҲ۲ýһС·߹һӵľƿȫƣɵɵģƶ֪ˡ
ﰵ棬Ůӣֻһϰ̨СȻɫͱ˽ݲؽȥˡ߽޵Ҳˣ㣬ɵ

һŮ˵ߵϣܲסգϰЦ÷ŭȴ޿κΣƲס
"ûܵĸɽȥˣ"ϰ˵ʵһӾƿȴϰĬôЦ
һڷЦ"ߣȥ˵"
Щεصͷһ·˽ȥνʵһصСд͵ĵط
"Ҫ......"¡ȥ˵ϰﾹҲûȥ˾ƽֻѵһӫ͸¿ȥ쳣³򵥵¾Ʋˣڷ¡
ᵴŨľ㡣̲סһúȣ㣬㳤ãеζζȴͻȻһѻθͷʱеΣ忪ʼ̧ͷͿϰﶼһȵؿԼ
"С𿴺úȣǳңȣϾˡ"뷴Ӧϰȥ׼Ѿץס֣һȥ⡣ʲᶼûԾˣһ
ǰЩˣһ֧Ųס͵˷Ļֱڷ뻳ﾾ·ŬȴһҲûУǰһҵķЩ
"......룬ǲˣ"ͷʡ
"ϻ"ëһһԼһûȵ񣬲ơӻͳһСƿϣӴڷ˳ȥ
ϰʱһˣֻûжһƿ̾ƿһںȥ۾"ԽԽˣú......"
ûûȵķ룬رһϲ˵ӿ¥ȥ
"Σϰÿ"Ĭӱ˻죬ԼҲϲ顣
"ߣûŮˣ"벻ΪȻ
"룬㣬ÿ"˵Це
ԣŵݶˤȥӿĲ֪ʲζղŵŭһȫˣͻȻҲҲⷺҲʲỵ¡Ǵȥ¥ģСһԼøȥ£ͻȻǣ뱧Ӧľ¥Ҫ˼˾Ʋˣ߳ԳԺȺȣ˵
ڶ¥ľӦĽֵ¿ȫǵƣʽĵơ·УŮЦСвʫһ𣬾ҲǳгԱߵ˽˳ģ˿Զ߻߶߶뾹һξ䣬Ҳǣĵط

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СǽɢȥֵϽֵҹˡ
˵硣Ҳ㷹׼ھ¥ǰˡûСƵ
""Ϊ˲ѣ
С磬һǷЦǺǵص"λүһλʦ"
ʦüʱֻغú˯һ˭ʲʦڰҪ˵һſ"ӳǼǰ"
벻ͷ"ãɡʱ򣬳ʲʱҲҹèˣ˵Ĺضˣ"
ǽС״š
"ǰҲ˽ǰţ֪ǰڴˡǹҹ߶š"ʵ뷶ˣ÷˵֮£ϾıݰǶġ
"Сᾫҿ϶ֻʰɣ˵ɣʲ£"
ǰһҪ˵ȴ˯һ£"λ......"
"û£˵ɣ"΢ɼüŲһŲõסǿ۹⡣
ǼάӾȣϷ˼һٶҲûά˭˵˭˺档ڷǰҲΣһͷóһź˫ֳʸ룬"ʦš"˵꣬һߣŬһ鷶
չϸԽԽǾȣ꣬ۺãͷվһߵĳǵ"¥Ķʲʱģ"
һ֣"ʦһǰ˵ȥΣŽ춵ӣ۵֮ǰǰʦںηӲ֪"
"Խ"
"δ"
"֪Ķ"
"ԽǰӦöɽǰȥ"
"ѸԽŽҰɣҪȥ"ǡ
һ㶣֧죬"......ʦ......"
"ϻ"Щͷ"㻹Ųң"˵ָǰ졣
˵ˣҲ޷ֻóһŲ鲻Ըؽ롣
ӹԼǷһ𴧽ͻȻԳǵ"أС"
"ȺǰҪ"֪λ¹ŵķ뷶ǰԼĵ߷ǳԵЩҲߵİʦˣԲһʡ
΢ЦҪ˵ãͻȻ˯ְЦ˻ȥڰֵ"´ΰɣһб¡"
ǵͷǡ
"ı֮°ˣ"Ŀܲ˵Щֻġ
˵£Ǳĵ̬ȫɢþǿֱͦ"۳ɰܻ̫硣һʱɰܲӰ֡˵ҲԪˣٵΣҲնߣฮ̫ãҲȷʵӦóˣӴ档"
֪벻˼ҲκιȨᡣЩ£벻Ҳܴӷ˵ȥ˵
"˲ǵ𣿳ִǷ˴ѽ"ÿμǶҪ˵ϻʵڲһִ˳ʲҡ
"ӰѸΪ֮⣬ֻԸҽַ"⻰ûʣ֪СȴǷģȻЩжһЩ𣬵Ҫġ
ͷ̾˿"˵ʲΪ֮ĻпյʱҪ"
"ǣӽǡ"һס
һüʣ"¥˵۵ˣ֪ԭ"
ԣǴ󾪣û뵽¥ԼĴӶûߣҲһ㶡"㾹֪㲻֪дʲ"
"ȷʵʸ"
"¥ǰûʲ쳣"
ԣһ£"ӳ겻ڹ֪"
ŭǰ˳һšҲҶ㣬"¥Щʲãֲǲ֪¥ӲãȻԼʦˣʲ䷨¥ˣҿǷƨƾΪȥ"
̫ãߵɢɢ֮٣¥һλȻ۵ཻ¥ӺܺϷģһֱ¥ΪֿѡͽͽҲչˣǿǴس˷˵ļɣ̲סúýѵһ
֪ԼˣҲ֪Լʦ壬һٴĸԸˡϾнͨûκηԼҲܵס
"¥֮ˣͻȻ˵ԭؾΣͲ۵϶⡣ߣ¥ʲ£ҾͰһˣϽصϸ飬ʲ˿֪ͨҡ"˵˸ֽ׸ǡ
ҲƼӹֽףϻųϿֵعȥ


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ҹ뱧ص¥˼ɾӣһԼһ
ʲᶼû޷ֻóöͭǮ׵ռ󷨾öͭǮһףǵ׸󡣷üͷøһ֣ͭǮţ¥ǡ̤󣬷ȻϷһǺ޲
¥ӦǣΪʲϢ˲ȣ¥罭£ӣʲģ벻ȻҲͷһġط˯ȥ
ճ˯Լϣüجβûķ룬ӡʼǸֲͬЦӲġķЩȡ
ϴãзҪȥ𡣵ȷϴʱһѶݵطڻȻ뷶һȥ޸
峿¥ر𰲾ƹסԺһƬ֣·ͿԼĵܵײ̶§ڻһסһ̲סЦ
"أ"䡣
̶"ҩ"
"ҹȥɡ"˵꣬"Ҳɡ"˵̶뿪
ǰЦʵ"ҿʦͦϲģ"
ͷ"̫ϲˣû¾棬һû˯á磬㿴"˵ָָԼ
ȻЩЦãģмںӡȻɰˣ϶ҲˡࡣӻóһСӣ"ǸһЩıʼǣЩһΣҪѧԱһ粻ߣҪԵ㡣"
ͷСѱʼû˵óһݵط"һ޻߱۸㣬ӣͻ֪"
ֵЦˡҲ"磬ʦ𷣹£̫ˡһʦҡöݵط˵ġ"
"ðɣðɡ"ҲԼְ̫ˣֽʲص㡣Ǿ᲻á
"磬ҲڣҲҪעԷֻ룬㲻ǰ֮壬һ겻Զ⣬㲻С磬һ֮ҪҰ......"
۾ˣ۾գѽգزͷ
ֵһ䣬һ価˵ЩûõĶĻҲȾЩˡֱ˲ŷֿ
еһߣݸһ񹤾µľƣ"ʲ鷳ȥŪμǾϰ㡣"ľƿֵ"ϰǧκ˿ľƣպá"պãٴεͷ
ͷ"һ䣬ҪæܲˣҪԼСġˡ"
"ʲ£᲻Σգ"
"ڣ㵣ʲ᣿"¶ѵõһЦݣ˵뿪
"ڲΣ......"Сվ̶͸𡣿ӰʧҲ̲סͻȻ
̶̵ֵؿСС޵òĺӣһһʱ⣬һƬҡ
ӦǵĴϣģģûʲˡһ·£ˡ
߹һԵС̯ӣŵһϤζԼǰζĶԣϧԼٳţԵòࡣסӣ"ǳԵ㶫ɡ"
һ£˿ٿССĶԵ̯ӣЦЦ"ð"˵£"ϰ壬붹ԡ"
"ã"ϰҲӦشһøл齥
һڣۻζԵÿġͻȻСС"С֪"
"ţ֪Ҿιȥˡ"ͷͣ³ԷĶؿ룬"......ʲ᲻ŵ"
"ǵûУһģûĶʲ᣿"
һЦЦԡ
"ǣұȽϺ......"ӣһ˽ŵĵطȻŵ̧ͷ룬"ʲ᣿"ǲԼؿڵĻֳˣԽԽš
뿴˽ŵҲЩ֣ʲ᣿ǰѼӰ㣬سԣû˵
ˣ"㵽׺ʲ᣿"
뼸°Ѷ԰꣬룬յǰʣ"Һ......һֱ˵ĵӣʲᶫ"
򵥵һ⣬һըΣڵƿԡ

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ᣬЦЦ"ҵһܣ룬һһģǽ졣"
ܣ......֪÷Щ۹𴦣ĬĬ꣬ˡ
һ·򶫡˿У·ϵ˽ĿбӣԶ֪ʲ¡ΪΪղνﲻЩŤֻò"룬Ϊһ·ɽڱ"
תͷ"СҴȥ˶ɽûȤͬУ"
"ȥʲ᣿"ĳ̵Щۣ۾ʷ롣
"ȥһˣһš"
"Ҳᵱʲ"ò˼顣"ʲֵţ"
ͷ"󲿷ȷʵֵšڲͬ"
"Ŷ᲻ͬ"
""붢
"޵֮˲ԶΪ"
"ǣ˹򣬵ԽȫʧЧңҪԽΪУҲõ"
"ٹ֮ϵˣŶǼٹ֮ϵ......֮ʲ"
"мɣ󲿷ߵԸ޳֮壬ϲǧ·;ͬ飬κ£ԽԽԣԽȻ˵ɵ𲢲ֻǱԴͬ"
ͷ⵹ԼǰӴĳЩѧ˼ơʣ"ǣԽϻɵ"
"С"ü"ξΪȥԽ"
"˭"
"¥Եһˡ"תͷЦЦ˵"ߵʦ档綥ļﻹԵء"
"˵Լ"ƲƲ죬бۿ룺"֪ûֲɽҰĳ֮ˣ"
ҡҡͷЦ"ֻʲᶼСӲŻʳַǳ⡣"˵ͷ"ʱ˵Ķñ˶Ϲͨ඼ܿľף֮ĸˣߺߣ˵Ƕ࣬ʲ᲻"
"ţҾˡ"ŲŲܿҪõָ
"˵ҲӦˡ"֣
"Ŷ"
"һŶ"û뵽ķӦ۾"Ҳ̫û˰ɣ߿һֱء"
"ָʾص᣿ϲط裿"㲻ʲ֮ˣǹ춸飬黹ǰ飬ǴЩˡ
һ˵һ߶Լݵ¹춻ĵ⣬ϷݾˣԼֲˣ˭˵ԼǼٵ񡣸οΪԼݶˣƽҲûˣԼƲ˵ԲڵߣԶԶԶС̬ѾǺܲˡ
ӲػعһʱҲ֪ηӦڷ뿴Ǽ£ĹϵӦǷǳˣȴû뵽ƽһ룬ɵ뵽Լ᲻뿪Լٴ˵ԼʱҲƽ
;鲻ط
"Ҽǵã㲻ͦϲߵģʱ㻹ðȥ"
"һʱһʱ"˵
ʣͻȻһߵľ¥˹һӰֱֱ˵Ļ߿޿"¸磬Һ㡫"
ߵ֮˾ͳ֣ɵϷӦһƿߣ"߹ӣء"
߸ûϵķ룬ֻԼЩ٣"¸磬㻹ҵ"
"ҵģԼԹñˡ"˵תͷߣ"ǣ߹ӣ᲻Ҫٽ¸磬ҵߣҲ߹ӣİ·ɡ"
һڵҲһû뵽ԭѾ˲ˡ⻰˵û˭óһӵԹ
"......㵽ʲ᣿Ҫ˵ҸĻ"ίһסӣͰ͵ؿȴ
̾ƽ͵ص"ʵûʲᣬֻͬվһһûдңζʲģȫȤνͬΪıֻǲʺϵѡټɣߣһء"˵ϻЩķ߶ȥ
ؿ뷶뿪ɵرӾ¥߳ĳǰİͽܵļ磬"ɵӣûǿġ"
ߵૣ"ǣû㵱ѵ......"

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ɽλ棬ԣĽ紦ӦɽӦҪԶࡣɽͬǣɽվӰɽѩֲﶼٵÿǳ˭ҲסȥԽסڶɽĳ˽֪û˼
ڷɽϣ"˾"ĺϰߣһֱĬĬԽԽ䣬˷Ȼܿס䣬ϲ紵ϺҪƤǰĸоԼһţͷϥʽѱƽ⣬ڷɽ϶ᣬҡҡ׹
״᲻ŵ̾ͣ·ɽ"ǻȥɡ"
̧ͷ"û£û¡㲻Ǻ𣿻Ƿɽ㡣"
ҡҡͷ"ʵûϵġ¥һҲ˺ֻļչǣâ岻ʵǣǲظἱ߰ɡ"˵һָɽ½һɽ
һӣɽת٣棬"룬ķɽƽʱĶģᶼ"
óƬֽһһ£Ŀɿڴ"룬㲻˵ʵ񲻱·ۣ"
ǺЦ"ɣ˵ǶЩǳ˵ģ˵ţһë㲻طϡ"˵
ȻﶼǷķ񣬷ǳʣů漫⡣
⾰ţ·ߵһɫӰԭȵӡٶӦҲ£ȴƽȵúܡ̾˶ȥеĻҪƼǺ塣
"ȥɽжԶ"
"ٶȣӦҲҪ¡"
"Ϊʲͬȥ"룬ǷһˣӦת˲֮ࡣ
ͷŵ"Ҳ֪"һֽ"֪㶪ĶҲܷ뿪ԾʹˣҲϲ"
"ڵҶĶҶ֮ǣʲ᲻ģ"춷Ļشһ£Ц
"......ҲŶ......"˳Щذڰֵ"أѾˣʲԭ˳ӦҲߵĵ֮һ"ټ˷Ļ⣬ЦЦ"㲻ңɽƽʱĶ"
ͷͷժһݸõϸϸȻǰѽģ񹤾ϸ·ӣϸ֮ʺȻǷƷرһѽһӦ̵Լİһ߹Ц
ûϸϸض˽ȫѽס˽ߣϸɫˮ⣬תǶȣԸо裬Ī⣬
ס̾ḧȴһѰץס"˵"
"⽣ʲ֣"һα𺶣˵ϸ
"С......"벻֪Ϊ̾˿"ˮ"
""أһ棬û̾Ϣ
һְѽջأı飬"һ˽Իġ"
ü"˻"
"˽Խǰǧɽĺѩţ"򣬱ࡣ
"ܣȥһѽ"
"֪⽣Ϊʲˮ"벻ش𣬽"Ϊ˽Իʲ˿ǸõǰѽӡִˣΪ󣬲֪ϦϦֱֽϵĽҲֽɱ⡣ԣˮһΪӵˣᶼݱ̿˼Ķħ"
"ǣ......"Щŵʡ
ͻȻЦǿ׳죬"˭ѽܱһѽңǻԽ"ҪЦЦؿԼȫȻȫȻͶ룬÷úů̲ס̣Ц˻ؽ˵"Խ뽣ٶд˽Ĺ͡ͽ˽һ硣˵Ҳ˼ʯ"
"ǣԽҲý"
"ǧɽĺѩѽ......"ı飬ĵ"ĺýԽǸⷲϸһ"
ü"......"
񣬺ٺһЦ͵"ǧɽĺѩȻ֮Ϊʵʲʲȫߵʱ뷨"
"ۣΣ"γˡ
"ţ"ʹͷһһı飬Щ⣬㶵ؿԲ˵۾죬ģɵظβؽ"˵ԽСܱá㲻֪һ۵ǧɽĺѩһ˫ִ󸫣׾ɣһͿ......"
ˣһ˵һýζʱˮ붫ɽԽԽˡ

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߰գԽԽ䣬ҲԽԽԽԽƽԽԽ뺷ϵĴҲԽԽйŴĺƤѥúܡ
ɽֵĹߣøַʽѶԷ¡ȻЩëʵϲһʵսӲ١ֻǸ·ͷ⡣˴סҰ⣬зڣ˶óԺ˯ûаַ糾ƣ̬
һգվͽɽĵؽˣѩڣܺõؿһƣоڷҡҡ׹űҶ֨֨¸µһҵŤŤ߲ңƯ֣""
߿պţݼһܿҪȥȴһסקס"һ¡"
""ͣסŲȵؿСı顣
"ŨѪ"һգգؿµţ֨֨¸µľŵ"иħļⷡ"
"ħ"һʵҲ֪ڲµʱֻһ£ʵ"ж"
һأ֣ص˵"ǳǳ"
"......Ǽ·ͣˡ"
"......"ش仰ĲֻǷһģһĶĤ
δ䣬ְһͣɳԶڵϡһӣˮơ̬
ЦͻȻӿΪģγһɫСظ򣬸֪ҪδȥĵĸУֻеķ̤̫󽣾ߣһХâͻȻдȥ
һУΪ֮ɫһȻŷ룬ǰһƬڰֻдյһ߽âҲɵغǽšҧĿУһĽ
һɢһյĺֻǰһƬ죬ʲᶼʲᶼӦúķˮҲˡһǷʲ°ɣ˲Լ΢ֱǰȥ
尡尡о˺ܾã御ˣûоͷģЩԡҲԼûжŵȫˡǰһƬ죬ʲᶼûСԼһƬ֮С
þǻþĬĬضԼ˵þħ˵Ըħõİ취ǲȻˡԼʽĥ˵İ֮ᣬʼ䡣
"ھǧ񣬶вأǰٲҵԸڣסУ춽ٻʱдʱĿҵ徻......"
Ǹһͣڶ˵ʱʱͣʱʱšиζһһ˱Ƕʱʱǿҵ̲סҪߡһоԼϱ⵶һƬһƬظ⣬ӽŵһֱͷϸȥۣĵۣ۵ýָͷܸоѪ˿ճճʪʪȣŨŨѪ
Ȼܸоһ˫Ѫ˫ͷϿԼкԹŨŨɱ⡣ܼ尾ֻҪһ˿и;ͷһЩŬԪһһֱⶼǻþǻþǼٵģҪ£Ҫ¡ͷϲͣð亹ҧԼĴҪǧҪһ˿
һֱһֱ֪Լ˶ã˶ãֱ˼ԪһоؿڳƵĵطһȣȫһ⣬ɢȥ
ۣҲͣˣҲˣԼڻĲݵϡ»¾Ǹͨ......Ķ
󺰣"......룬Ķ"ŷԼɤȫˣԼеڶüϽֵȻֽŬΣŵײײվֱӣȥ
ӡǷ˴´ȥ֨֨¸Ҫķµţڵ龰һ
µ룬һһ˴......룿ӦǼɣϼ״Ҳ˿ߣһȦһȦزƳɵһ롣
뵽˫Ѫ۾Щ־壬̲סŶӡ·ᱻ棬ֻ׳˵ӣǰȥ
ִ⣬ûܵȥķ"뿪뿪"

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һšŷ֣ԼղѾҰûѪɫһֽһȦƤһְȥȻһоûУԣһоûУожһͷǣַˡ
"£û¡£κá"ȴůתͷȥͿһƣ㲣һҹҹ·
""ס룬ʡ
һͿͷ"ҵĴҷ˵ɽʱѾܳǧ֮ˡҺãҺãû¡û㼰ʱȻͱɽʬˡ"˵ԴϸϸؿͻȻЦ"һϲеӣţס"
붺ЦһͻȻ"˵ħĿң㣿"
˵ͷü"Ȼ֪ΪʲᣬںΣա......"뿴˿Ǹ"¥ҲΣˡǸϽȥԽɣ϶"˵нһ죬Ǻâһգһϸϸĺɫ˿ߡϣѡ
"ʲ᣿"ʲ˿ߣʡ
̾"¥ϵߡ"
"¥......úɫķ"˵ĹŹ֡
"¥ķǰɫģɫ......ħı"
"˵¥ħ"
"˭ħ¥ܡûм¥֪¥ʲˡ"
˵¥ʱģһͣһϲڶڲסһŻŵģܲʵ"˿˺ɫ£"
"ֻ˵һ⣬˳¥ƭթ°¥ȥý֮ס¥ȡķħǡ"
"ħ£"ȷʵû¥ԶԷĻŰɣ⣬ֻתʵ
"еһ֣ΪˣһĿǳɣһĿǳħ"
"Ըħ˵ħֻܻںڰУ"
صͷ"ħÿԼ԰󼸰ٱħԼĸͣȡͣ㣬Ҳͣصò㡣ħ֪޾ʹ໹޾Ŀ֡Ҷ־ûʲȤѡɡ"
˷Ľۣͣ͵𣿴ԼҲףһ壬һаշ˵ֻ鷳鷳ˡⷣҲ޳ɣǹ졣
"......ɵˣתȥħ"ʳ֪⡣
"ס"ͷ"֮һΪԼأȻɱħ"
"......޳ɰ֮ˣħ"
"ᣬֱӱħ"۹һ"ħڷǿɡȻδȫħҴܷѾˡ"
"ǳһôûˣ"
"ĳЩʱ˵"ЦЦ"ħ֮ᣬԼͱòԼΪأʲ˼úһ˼ˣһߣȤ"
"Ŷȡ"ͷʾס
"ʲȣ"ֵ벻ˡ
"ŶûʲᡣϽ߰ɣ÷ɽߣǸϽȥԽ"һ־ȥ·
߳ţӭ⿴ȥͻȻе"......£Ȼķ£"
Ҳ̧ȥȻǸŤŤϣд֣""һʱסҲˡ
"᣿"˼ˣ뻹ڴؿǿңֻ߻ʵ
ҵģŵ"......¥ϲһ״ʣоз֡"
"ļ䣿"
"ҹԼϳ©һ¼ǡҹδޣ˾ơԭƷ裬˺顣Сسϴ綯塣"
Ĵʣ֪һġû˵⣬Ǹ֮ˣ¥ϲʣҲǸ֮˰ɣ
ķļ磬"߰ɣⷺΣգ¥ΣգǻǸϽȥԽΪá"ɿüһЦͷ
ɽϣʣ"Ǹħˣһ˿ɼʲ᣿"
"ǸʽӦħһ֡ӳ׷Ը㣬ˣûоʲ"˵ŵؿ
"һЩþܲûˡ"赭д

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ԣȥһ´۵һӷɽˤȥЩԼҪȴûչ˺ü"촽ҧˣ˵ֻǲ"
оһȣ࿪ͷȥԼҲһ£ˣӲӲģȻЩۡЦЦ˵ЩοĻͼӻͳССĿڴƿմЩɫĸ壬ϲһ죬æ֣Щ͵"ԼԼͳɡ"
ŷӦԼΪЩܣڨڨջ֣ѴƿݹȥԼͿĭ
ƷǷƷ˷һʱᣬ˶ɽĳɽʱĴѾõòˣֻ˵ĺָۡӷɽ䣬ӳһƬףѩ·⣬ۡ
۾һܣ"ͣˣûκס......"
"ǰԽµķﲻ£һ͵ôӿˤ"뿴۾ӣЦЦ"ÿˣԽСӷǳϲԼϣ㿴ȫǻҲûá"
ͷڷᲽСһ·۲н·ߡ̤ѩ޺ۣʹ̤˼ӡǹᣬͷһȴʲᶼûС̾ʵ
·߷ǳһƬûκαʶѩϣ֪֪ġⷶľ磬ֻĬĬ·ߣﻭһ·ͼһͼεĶио⼸¸Ѱѧϰѧ͸ľ󷨵ݡһ֣ͼ壬ʵйɵġһΣѵõʵԽ󲢲ֳɶĳ󷨣·߼ͼݣ࣬ɼһֳ羴вĸ顣
ߵͷоҰ󿪣ȻػòѩȫޣһƬҲͷ÷֣÷㣬
̤÷֮ǰԼһ֤ʵǵʣ"ղŵģǲ......תλ췽"
һ£תͷ죬ͻȻЦ"סû뵽㻹ͦѽ󷨺оҪԽ֪˼ʮһۿٺ٣֪ʲ顣"˵ЦЦøš
Ц߰÷ֻ֣÷ֺ󲻿һ׷׶ɰǣǵص÷÷˹ֲпᡣ֪ǻҲ̲סֻ̾һӣˮ֣ǧ껨Уֱֱһ䣬һУеĻƳĻֻһСƬ÷ԶԶɽͷϵһɫĹ⣬ǳۡи̾סĹǰ˸סϹˡ
"۵һ꣬ʲ᣿"䣬һûκθ飬Ӹߴ
"²"ƤƤЦЦ
ƺһŵ̾ϢͼǰͻȻֳһ·ŤŤͨɽͷĹಽظڷᣬһ·ߵſڡ
ſһ´Сͯˣǰ֣΢΢һЦһתԷ"ˣ룬Ⱥ"˵꣬ǰ·ϸ⺢ӣҲ˵òüĿ㣬·ȣ̬ȷʵǷˡ·ȣʵŲմٶȼ죬֮ԼȫʩΪ
˵ǹЩȫͨģûţûż֪ʲ͸һƬװ׵ģûκɫȥǳҸһ䣬СͯѲûһûӰ
벻Ϊ⣬֣߽һƫţͼһ򾲵Ӱ´
һЦ"Խ£Ұڳ"
ȫûעⷶ˵Цֻǰ龰ǳ˳Ծ˷ǳݣ빬һǧ֮⣬ﵹǹһ֣һǲе͸߹˵ľԽɡֻǾǸ߸ϣˣ˸߸ϵģԽǰҲȫûо
ʱһͷһײۣ۾ϵĽë¿Ҳǰɫġȥǳ졣һӦǣ"ǰ׻ߡ"
"һСѣ"Խû۾ʡ
"š"ͷ˸ʯͷ£"ͬ壬ģǶˡ"
"ӣ"Խͷתķ򣬻Ǳ۾
ŷӦԽ......Ǹä˰ɣתͷȥһ۷룬΢΢ͷ߹ȥվԽǰ


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Խ֣׼ȷץšֻԽɽϵѩһֱ˼ġߵµԽ֪ʲбǣ˸о͸һɫǵģ
"ʲ֣"Խɿ֣ʡ
""
̫ԿԽ΢ضһ£˰ŵ૵""
"Ĺ......˭ģ"Խ̧ͷڿʡ
""ԽӦˣʻӦò漰˽ɣؾصش
"룬ȥƫҡλС磬еҪġ"ԽתͷԷ˵
æǷ"ԽΪ"
ԽһЦ"룬Ҳзϵˣ"˵΢΢ͷڵЦӣڵһˣ͵һȴؿԽûԼɵְƲƲ"˵СҵֵܣҴȻҪ֤İȫ"
Խͷ"ʱ֤һ¶ûСȥɡ"
Σǰ֣ƣ½ԼعЦӦһһͷ뿪
ȷӰʧԽŻ"......ʲ֣"
ڵһԼŷ֣Ȼ֪ʲ֣ղ¶֪Լ˽֮⣬ûʹԼһ֪......֪Ϊɥ˰죬֨"û߹ҡҲ֪"
ԽҲסʣ"أ"
"֪"ͷԽԽͣе޵ݵĸо"м𣬾û"
"ӣҿ㡣"Խ֣ҪչȥоԼϴΣͣ֡
"ԭֻ"ԽĻͻȻȻ۾ȴоڽضԼɸϽͷһҲûǸäˡ
ԽҲĿһûʵڶ⣺"סھǣ"ٴεͷ
Խͷʣ"ں"
ٴεͷ"ȥ......"
""Խͷ""˰죬૵"ܣ"ͷԽЩ"ģ"
"š"㶣"Խ......ϵ"
Խͷ"·ƵĻȷʵϵá"˵̧ͷ"ϸһʱ龰"
һԭǹˣһ֪ɵЩġ˶񣬰ͻȻҩʯ޹ȻҰ£ҲĹصһϸϸ˵ˡ
ԽԽǹĻԽ˵ĹҲʱЦͷЦ÷·ܿġԽͻȻشЦŪЩĪȻԼ׹Ϣ˷Цʵ˸ˣʶãԽԼûʲ⡣
ԽЦ꣬Ц۽Ƕƽ"ԼӶƭ"
"ʲ᣿"ĿɿڴҲѰԼԲԲֵϵ
ԽЦⲻ"Ӧǲ֪ṦȥĹҪһС٣ڶɽͬʱά㣬ų²ߣ"
"˼......û......"һϲֱ׵Ĵʶ˵ˡ
Խͷ"СѾͷƬӣ˳ڲ֪Ķңء"
˿ҲЦȻСѾͷƬԼϵ˵㾢˷ǳĵġ˰Σѧģʵ"......ΪҪװֱ߲"
ԽͻȻһͻȻ""һм"ҪǲװЩСӣѽᰮˣߣܣ"
""سױˣ죬ګګ"ԽˣҲ˵Ĳܷܵǳá"
"ܵܣ"ȻԽҲûϵһʵŵͷЦ"ƷƹȻ............"˵תͷȥǿ˻ᴰ⣬̧ͷ͵"϶ĹûҶڱǴãӻܴãί......"
˵ͻȻ۾һֻԽ۾ǳɫһƬɫУ˵Ĺ......̲סȴԽһǰֱֱվãˡ
Խ´ëëģԽ۹ģڿʶʵ"㣬......äģ"
"˵"ԽָָԼ۾"˵ȷʵäġ"
"......ڣҪʲ᣿"ͳŬҪȥһתעûãһͳԽһ"ͦȤ㲻ûáҲҪ㡣㼴ҵĹˣֻҪôΪ"
䣬;ͷ̵һʹѿһǰһףʲᶼ֪ˡ

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һΣεһֱҧԼѣ쳣ͻȻѡ۾ͿԼ˯һŰɫʯϣӦûԽĹؿڣĸоɢȥֻһȥ
"¹ӣˣ"һ۵ڶͷȻǸſڽӴԼ뷶ĴСͯҪЦЦؿԼ˸̣Ϸһһҩ
æŸ֧һ㣬ͱСͯһѹȥ"¹ӣݲҪԸ빫ӷҩ֮йžŰʮһ죬ᣬȴ"
һҩð̬ͯȾ˵У̽ĿлЩͣü"֪Խ뷶"
"ҹλѾϢ"Сͯ˵ǰ̾ٵǰ"¹ӷá"̬ȣʵвȡԼʹҲСֻ֣ͯǲͷ"Ƕɣ֪ˡȥ"
Сͯһ"ԸĻС˲Ҳӣ빫ӷ£С˾ͳȥ"˵ְǰ˼֣ҪıǼˡ
ŭҲһ"᣿ǼķԸҪҷ²ɣ"
СͯҲǴС⹬ϳüĿ㣬ҪǸж֮ҪǷĴʦ˸ɫмӡСӱܼͣȻ̬ȣҲɵϻ𣬴"ʶô"˵ǰһ޺޵ؿ"Ϊ˭ӸʹͣжڳķҲҰڼӣԼ̫˰"
Ϊ˵٣԰ҲûͼСͯӺ޺ޱɵãǿˣĻ˳һһһ"һԽӣӣϲūţҪѱ˶һڶνʹͣδҵͬ⣬ûбԹܸԽӡԽĿˣ㲻ǸūţʲɣʲᵨǰţģбвңбеھңȻһӽܡ"
"㣡㣡󵨣"Сָͯ˵һʵõĻ⣬žžԽ"Ȼһӣ˵úãѩҲ̫û˹һˡ"
СͯһŵὩһߣҲҶԽ뷶˽ԽСͯһۣ"С࣬ƽ̫ˣ޵ƫԽԽԶˡ"
СͯŵҶӣʼв̣Ҫ˵ȴһСͷ䣬ס죬˿룬ͼЦЦؿҡҡͷʾҪ֡
Խڷ"ҩȥ췣ʮȥꡣС̣ȥ"С෴ƽһ֪ͻȻֵĽС̵˴ţؿСٳȥ֮ǰ޺޵صԼһۣеԹݺݵش˸
Խת"ˣ"ͷҡҡͷԽ"᣿"
"ҿСǰĴԹ޵ɣ޳ħ"Լĵ˵˳
ԽһЦ"ǸӲģ޵ɣħҲǲɡصġ"˵꣬ó̹"´֪ҼȴûôԹҲɡ"
ָǸԼʶ˵йϵԽ̣ǱŤҵӹҩ˰죬ŨŨҩѾʼˮԽԼֻñۣһȫҽһͨȻַǳóԣдЩζҩζҲǵģһ㶼࣬ڸҲǷǳеԣɾͽ꣬ȥֻһӵ𣬾Խ"˹žŰʮһ졣"
˹ֻ֮Ƕգ⾹ҲܣֻúܡÿѭʱܸоԼڵԾ˺ܶ࣬һһغǰɫĹڱմȾһĶžŰʮһᣬֻÿë׶ڵºһ飬ˬ˵ĸо̲סӣԼڵѾɵɫղйմȾҲȫգڵһȦ󻹽ʵһЩ
ۣͼŵؿԼһԼ۾ͻȻЦ"ˣȽ⹸"

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뵽ղҩζҲͺƴǵض룬Ļϲһͷ͹ȥŷ֣࣬ǳࡣͰ͵ɫĴֻӲȥ
ȥͷ֣Ѿ˵һθͻȻһ¾յȫĻо˶ˡǰľ￪ʼŤ־壬һ죬ͨأͨһڴϣʼ
һ˶ûУԼһƬȪˮԱиССγһСٲĹˣԶԶ"Сȥϴϴʵ̫ˣû취ȥ......"
ʲ᣿Լϰ˸ŲֻҲúĺܲԼһȻһ͵ģȫǲ֪۹ȻŲζȴҲ֪ӺˣһʱεزҲҿĸ䣬ϽһȪ·Сٲȫԡ
"............"һˮ۹ȫմһ¾ͳˡһ·Щ̵ˮϣˮĳָӦˮǿֵģģһһ㱻ա̧Լ֣֣˵Ҫ²źõ֣ȫȬˡȬҼ񣬱˵ƣë׶µؼӳӫӫĹ
Լ֡ϸϸٴһҲиоǣ......ҲԼֵ֣ȻҲһϸ¡˳Ŀ⿴ԼȫȻȫˣԼһһµˣ׾ˡ
ǸóԵҩѵݵ֮Ķ𣿾Լһ˱е㲻ӦӦǴֲڵģ󿪴ϵġò......Ƕǲ¡춽ʵ˭ıءԼԼͣòԣòǲҲƯˡһԼˣֻ¶˾ģҪվˡ
˷붪·ãͷεسȪش˹ţͿԽԶĵطȲ衣̾ˣǺȵĲˮƮƮȥüҪѽԽԽˡ
һһ߹ȥֻģÿһҪƿƲŲ춷ȥֲ֪롣Լ壬֣ţԸֶУƮ
뱧裬۾¸ѧ·ǸģӲǸоһˣһǿȻˡһһͶ㣬üһԼȴǰĴ̼Ҫһٱѵ......ѵԼ֮壬Ƥࣿ
ɣɣԼһ٣ִ˰ΣͻȻתԽ૵"ԽûоãС......е"ǰоη鵤֮ᣬת࣬ࡣ
ԽƲƲ죬"֪Ϲӣ֪˭ҳ"
Խ⡣̶û۾ʲ֮ǰ鵤״Ϊˣһһ䣬÷ֻ˵ģûΪʲԽͻȻĺôһƽ˳ǣּԽ֮һԳֵԽѵõƦķʽ̬ȣ÷һʱҺġԽ̬ȣ⡣ֻǲ֪òüȥԼʳһԼܽܵĴ
죬ס񣬿һ䣺"Խ᲻"
"ŲҪ"Խѵõһ£˵һ䣬ǳɫ۾"¥ˣҪȥҷƶһɽˮ˭ҪСβͣ"
"ƶ"գգ۾룬"һǰ۵ϣҳܵǸѾͷ"
"ʲֻܵɢˣɢˣ"˵Խȫˣ²豭ԼԼ
"......㲻Ҫ֪ˣĵġ"ΪûзĽġ
"ҡ"Խ飬"뷨֡ˣڸĸߣЦ᳤˭ͷСճһҲҪˡ"
𣿷޴ӷֻõ"СƵġֻǲóʵĺܷḻһ......һ"
Խȿڲ裬ν˵"ƣǾͰˣպãҲʡġ"
һᵽĲͬǰֻԽ۵ֻ˼άǳ˲⣬Ǵϱ˪Լһֱһһ֪顣̸֮£Խ˲ͨ£벻֪ͬʱѹƽʱҪ˪ҪǲĻ˵Ļġ

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ݲݽ˲ܴɹʶ̸֣ѻһ·ÿĵй
"СԽȥ¥飬㣬ҺԽһ£㻹ѩú˳ѩļǲ֮ᣬ뿪㿴ɺã"Լ뷨˵
"á"ᶨͷҲ˵ԼԼְ֮ȤңԼһ쵽һƬ׵ĵطûǻԼѾäˡҡͷҡúܼᶨ
"ǣҲ֪ϴǸħ˷ǳ㣬ҪɽǳΣա"Ȱ˵
ԣüȻ֪ԼʲʱȻһħͷǸ鷳룬޷ͬ⣬Խһ򲻰ʱ˵ǲٹ飬˭֪Ǽʮ꣬ꣿԼһ֮ỹҪȥӵܵܣʧԼܵܵöģǻҡҡͷ"ȥӦǿСݣ˳㻹տܵܣûֲ֮УӦò֡"
"УУ̫Σˡ"ҡͷһʱ֮䣬˭˵˭
Խѩѵõϧü"룬һܱڵԼӵ̣Ӧǲġǲڵġ"
ϣԽ˵ͷ"¹ӣ"˵תСһڵĵķ룬ļ磬첽ϡ
߽ѩƫԽǽһ·ߣߵľͷǽǴԽٿע˸̫ͼȻһ̫һǽǳһšԽ죬ȥ
淿ӣһ£ȻǸŮӵĹ뷿ĺɫѩһ㶼Խ·߹ȥױ̨ϵӣظԽһỳԼ˵˽ЩΡȻ˽Խģת۹⣬װȤش
ӵ˺뿪ã߻һ飬ϻһûɵƷһȾе㡣һŴŮӵĹ뷿
"ǰķ䡣"ԽǶ˵
""ʱԲֵӣɬı飬廨......˸˦Ժ󣬵"ǰ"
"һǰ"
һ꣬׺ɣˡ˽صͷ˵ԼһǰһŮ뿪֮ųֵġ֪ڵԽټ᲻ʧ
Խ߹һɫɫƱߵӣݸ"Ķ͸ˡ"
ӣ︡ĸоԽǰԼһŮ˰ɣȰԼƯ͸Լ......̲ס֣"Ķ´Խ˼ֱӻˡ"
Խ֣һף"¡һС͵Ĵ뷶빲ͬգȻЩ֮"˵ʼβؽʹķ
һ飬Ȼｲʶ̽ķһģһȻԽûϴˡͷסˡʼʶȻǸǳĿռ䣬ӰʲᶼУ鼮ʳƷࡣûʱǸ
꣬£һ£һ͵£һ£ֵػأԽķȰϡԽӻͳһ׾ʯԪĻۻϸϸʯҺڿлһɫָȡС
ĿɿڴӡӦ̫Ͼи¯ӣΪոʮ죬ܳ͡Խչʾ֪һжԼ⡣һȫģɫзĻơõǰϸи̾Խ۹ó
Խͷذڰ֣"ҶϽϣˡ"
ϣȻҶ־ʧֻԼʶȥܷ̽֡档
ǰԽһ䣺"¹ӣһܵĹ"
ȥͼѾװ׼벻ͷԽǣ뿪ѩ
ɽϣʵ"룬¥ȥĶ"
"գԽռ¥ǳӣȻȥʾ¥ϢǱ·ȥݡ"
"ݣ"룬ϷһСǣ˳ˮݺᣬˮ֮£īʤءԣ¥˹ݣƵ̣ҵǳһС"ҲеŴݣ"

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"ǣѰ¥ʲûУ"
ͷü"УֻЩ鷳"
"᣿"
"ԣүķأڵ¥ԣС"
"ԣӦҲ֮ˣ룬кǣ"
"ֻʼҸأĽƻǣ߷󷨣з뾯ʾ󣬽ȥûϵҪ¥˾ȳҪķһ"
룬"ǣԣǸʲˣ"
"λԣϻʵ۵ĵӣȻĲԶƷĸ׷汳񡣵躹ޣ춷߹Ұģڵʱֵǵó裬̫ӵǻᣬҲһ֮ɷءȻûϻʵۣȴȻʵҲλʵַǳΣ£ܶԱ£˵ȨҲΪ"
"......Ϊʲ᲻췴"
뾪ȵؿ˿췴˵ɵȻ·ϡ˰Σŵ"ʦɡڵԣλһŵģϻʵȥʱگ飬ԣýڿ϶ڵһᡣ"
"Ŷ"ͷ˼"Ǹߴ˴νйϵ"
͵صͷ"йϵûЩ£Ǻֻ֪ߵʦǿڰ˲߻һ䡣"
"֮ˣΪʲҪ뵽Уʲô"⡣
"¥̣˵֮˽Ϊ̡"
̾Ϣҡҡͷ˵踺أѭҡ֪йĶԨʲȥ޷صߡ
¥ǳǵʦ"ǣ¥ԣǱԣҪжˣǣ˵¥£Ϊã¥......ʲĿأ"ѯʣ
"һֿܡ"عͷŽ"ǰԣĵˣλԣܾ˸ħ֮ĳַ°¥ҪЮǡ"
ͷ"Ҳпܡ"ãʣ"¥ݵټʾ쳣ħ֮˿ڸ֮ģ"
"쳣쳣Խȷ⡣"Ϊѵҡҡͷ"¥ϢȴԳɫħ˵ıࡣ"
춯˶֪Լ˵Ҳ¥ħһ粻˵Ƶģ̾"ҲϴǸħˣ¥ķ"
ͷ"ˣͼ򵥵ضˡֻȷ¥ͿԸȥţԽϡ"
"Խȥ˵ţ"Ǳ֮أԭȻݾ˼٣˵Թ죬ħȥ¥۹ʵ"ڵŵ¥ټʾ"
"ȷʵ¥ǳâ֣ȥǡ"뵣ĵü
ˣ˼˽"ȻᵣģΪβȥţԽݡ"
"ǣһԽһ㶼ϲ򽻵ķ֮أǱȻǿİȫŶ˵̫Σա"
"ԭ׸"һͷһ̧ͷ"Բ𣬷룬ˡ"
֣"ǣǡǳáҰѴݵһĿ˵......"Խ˵ᣬԽͣЩӵؿ
ԭԼãһϲﻹ춷룬ֻǣ֣"˵Ҿϡ"
ֿ˿ȷŵ"......һ㵱ħ˳ֵ˼"
ѹ˵ͷ"ǸɫǴħ˵ĻճħˣͿ֪ǲ¥ԣֻħ¥ķţΪ֮ƣȷʵѡ"
ΣȻֵƽ쳣ȴӲȥһסļ磬֣ص"ΣҶΣյģģ"
ķ֣"ҲµģҲ۵ˣסһܡҪġ"
"Բ𣬶ԲС"ֵԽƽԽǲʹȻ壬Ǿúܡɱذҿһֱͣ˵"Բ"
"ܰ㣬Һܿġ"̾һһµı"õѣõֵܡ룬˵ԲҾҪˡ"
Ĭȴ֣ԽԽůķ紵ϣһֱݳǡ
ݳǲԶʱҹӿпеƹӳýݵĺԣЦȫһɲҹǾ


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˸ｵ䣬ɿ֣ǰ档·عһһ䡣ΪǺӵԵһĿĵأ·Եرӡ
ҹ㣬ˮϺ˲һǰһأֻڿ羰ˮ⣬¹ƹ⽻ӳеҹɫǳЩλá
һĹ򣬷ͣһеסſڣŻ˺һŲ֨֨Ƶش򿪣һǷͷ۾ŷʵ"˭ѽ"
һѰƿָͷһЦ"үһˣӭӣ"
"ү"ͷһ£æ۾¹ѷ뿴˸ͻȻУ"ѽүˡүγźö갡......"һ˳ͷѷӭţͿʼ߶߶
Ц˵һŵ"ҹˣ˵ɣүҶˣҲˡ"
ŷӦͷͷ£һյƣܳȥ̡
"㾹Ȼиң"ֻǸСԺӣõõҲ£ֻŮЩ⸮ӦҲ߰˸ԷųסСԺֵͦġ
"ţʮǰݴˮһұײֿġԺӣиŵĵض"뵭˵
ͷ"ûˣ"
뷭۾룬"Ҳ߰˰ɣ"
"߰......"ЦЦ"ˣǻүǲס"
ҡҡͷ"ǵǰֻϣϲϣҲں"
һס룬ŵͷ̾"Ҳǣûʲṫƽֻǿ"
˵һСѾͷһ"үԳԷˡ"
뿴һСѾͷЦ"Сɣת۶ɴˡ"
С̧͵˷һۣһ죬"ү˵Цˡ"Ȼɿظ˸תܵ
⸶С¹һģΪ裬һЦȥ
ҳˣһСơͷһӣվڱЦеؽүֵǳһʶӡΪĹϵԲԲĴﶼоǳУҲɶЦЦ
"λ......"λϣָ
"Ҽֶסүͬ⡣"
ͷ"޷ȥϢɣʰֵܺ"Ӧ£һ
һ۲ˣͻȻЦ"룬ǲϲѽһд㶾˶ơ"
"Ծ˴бѡֻϧ̰޴"˵һڲˣֵ"ζѵõģȻ˶ҩҲԲζС㳢"
֪ĶԼ뷶ʧȥЧã˶ЩЩС۵࣬ΡһԼЩƵ£ҲЩˣһЮһھƣҲ⡣
ƹѲ˸ͻȻƿӣ˸򵥵ͰѴ͵һ˸ʵЦЦ"᣿ǳԱ˾˯岻ã˽Ŀ"
"㣬㣬֣㣬ﵹùҪɱҪ㡣"ı飬־ֿ֣Ҫǿ׽ɷǾʡһһСŮҲŵ÷СӵؿޡֻǸֶ򶨣һﲻ
"Ǻǣ˵֣ʲо"ֱˣԵúܱӣЦпʵ
һۣתͷ"ˣҶֲ֪жûʲ뷨̻ȥ֮ǰӰɡ͵ǴӲʶһƽ"
""ﲻ֪ǲ뵽ңеľȸղŴʱŨ̫ңһ֣ĬһƬ
"طѾˣҵ֮£ҪǻܷϢҲʧЦɣ"תͷһ򶨵ֶӡ
"ħ"̲סüڷ£ϸ˲飬ȷʵ˵ϷֵѪ
"ѽŻûء"ҡҡͷ"֪ǲ뺦һЩٳַ֮ǹƽõͻȥţ㲻ħֻԸ˲ġڣ㲻ΣҲǿˡ"
Դ󾪣һҵƽƽķ룬һһϣ󣬿ϧĬ֮£һֻĳЦĬ硣һη֣ԼҲǳĺݡ
"˵......Ǹħ֮ˣһ"ʼصģ̧ۿ˿ˣת"ѵ˵Լб֪ס"
"Ӧ......ֻɺϡֻǽѡ"ԣҲü"Һܻɣܸԣңʲãǻʵ̡̫"
"̣"
"ʮꡣ"
"ʮ꣬˵㳤ˡǵǿʱ㹻ԣáȻǾ˵Ļԣ»˵İɡ"̲סӦķ뷭ۡ

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һң벻֪õʲ᷽ȻǸ˷ص˹ܼңҷɽֶԸǡֻЦЦո˵󣬹ȻˡλµܼңѪҲȥӾҲƽͣҷǳְһжõȫϷĸƷ׼Ī¼ңҲͳ˵ͷû취бˡ
֮ᣬͻȻƽ֪ÿȥ벻˵ҲʡأҲǲԼǣУʼԼݵƽӡ
ÿ죬Ϳš󲿷ʱȥҩЩҩģȥݽЩȽѵõҩѧԼͨҩͬĵԼҲһЧáҷԼľȷʵǸöȺܸߣһ𣬵ɹȴȼҪߵöࡣĹ̡
һգվɳžȥҩꡣⷼʶ˵ϻкᣬ̨ܵᣬڽŵҩпʼҩſڣһСӵӵأ"磬ҽֲЩҿɡ"
أɵͣϸⷼƿͷص"С˵ٱˣֲʶҩĶҰݣǲյġ"
СӵͣһͻȻֵ"磬ЩǲҩҿһΣֻǮö......"
ⷼҲ̾˿֪ǲǹȥˣ˰Σⷼ˵"ûУСְ˷ˡ"
СӵȻһȥҪһ֪ģ͸ϵв̨̣߳ȻһСкŴһȫǲ··ǣͷ÷ǳ룬·Ҳǳɾʱһ¨ҩſȥСк촽΢΢ڶҪޣȴǿ޵ӡ
׷ȥסСкı¨"忴ҲҪģ"
"𣿺ðð"Скת۾һͷж±¨͵ǰεؿ
¨һһȻԼĿֻһСкδ뵽ⱳ¨ȫЩѵһϡֲϣͨҩ̵Ȼգͷûϸ֪⺢ӿֻʶҩģŻһ٣ٶرܾǲԸ١
"ҶҪˡ""ÿҲһЩɣס......һȥš"˵óһӣݸСк
Скƴǣܿĵ±¨"õģһÿʵ磬߰ɣȥϸš"
"ӣҲ̫ˡ"ⷼһ̾ϢӵֻЦЦͷǡСкȥ
"ʲ֣"кʶ߲õõҩģʲṦûУ֪ʲԨԴ
"ҽΪơ"Скգգ۾"磬ȻʶЩҩ"
һ£ͻȻڸӵĻ˼ĳݾһʱҲ֪ǸóϻǸ÷ϡСк졣кõǿɰ۾Ȼ󣬵һЦģȷʵǹģ˼죬ʧЦԼ㲻ľԱһСԼˣǻʲ˼ҲԼȷǸȲĲһ㡣ˣЦ˵ͷ
"ΪϵЩҩݵģ"Ǻ档
"һϿġ"Ϊҧҧ"ҩ궼աҺд㡣"
"ΪƻСͳҩ𣿰費"кȻƾɣ̸ȴͨ˼ҵĺģûо͸ղŵĻʡ
ΪԵͷϸϸ͵͵"ֻҸˡ趼ˡ"
"ƽʱסʲΪ"룬Сĺ޸ĸȻûΪؤ̫ˡ
ΪƵ"ҺƽʱסڶƽͷΪһʶü֣дţдʲģʱҲЩöȣҲֻܹ˸ҺõҲЩҩĲá"
ΪȻС˵ˣͷͷǵôҲǲͨôʣ⺢ӵ˻ѽ߱롣
ΣԼͷ"ƽʱЩҩɵģ"
"......"СкҲһ£һ֪Ǹ˵ǲ˵
֪Լ֪ˣ˲·ǳϿҵؿΪƣ"ҪҼֻҸˣҪԸ⣬һסҼɣʲᣬҲҩܰæɨͿˡ"

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ΪԣͣסŲ۾һգգؿҲû˵һ仰
Ҳվԭأ˴ɣдܵĺӣиӺ档Ϊ"㲻Ըˡȥϸţҩˡ"˵ǣ֣ش𣬼ǰȥ
һ·ߵſڣָָ"ˣÿʱţҾڼҡ"Ȼ˵ûзſΪƵ֣ߣ"ɣҩݷŽҵķ䡣"
СԺộʮۡƹӰԺӣӭ˹һϹܼҵļʽһƾɵΪƺȣһǷ"үүţ緹Ҫʲ᣿"
ү......ÿÿʶ÷ǳϰߣ̲סüתΪƣ"ȻˣڼԶٱ㷹ɡ"˵ͿʼԸ
ΪƼȫԼ˶Դ˵ʲоЩϲЩ֪롣ֹѾ˲ԡ
ȻǼҳˣɫζȫ˺ܾõģΪƺѵزűסÿˮȰ£ΪƲ´˵ļӣָһʳˮСӣʼͷ
һûһڵسϸϸ۲졣Ȼ⺢ȻԵÿ죬Եͣȴ˭أ˭ҵĺӣһе飿֪Լǳ춺棬ǳͬ飬һСӵƭؼ
Ե̫죬һΪƾͳ뷹СԲԲģŷ¿ӡϻеʣˣΪƶ˰죬̧ۿڰ"磬ܲ......Ұʣ˴ؼң"
""ʵΪص˵ͷֵ"ˣûȥˣó˻ӣҽгٸһݣʳȥòãʵͻСҪʱԸĻҸղŵ黹Чģ㲻ΪԼǣҲҪΪÿһ£ǸŮӣﳤֲ׵ԸԸٿһ£"
Ϊ죬ЩĶ˵ģȴǰ첻˵ִ̾ǲƭ˳²ˣԼɿڵΪƽԼҩ
ѱ¨򿪣űΪһҩֻһ꣬໹ǶࡣǳȣҪˮĻܳҩݵȫ˰ɣǳ˷ܣһֱһֱ¨ףȣȻһǳѵõĹӣлɫС㡣ϧ......̾
""ΪƼ̾ɽš
"ǳѵãĲժԣʵڿϧ"߿ҡҡͷ
ΪƼĽеóҩݵ֣۾һǶϿˡګ˰"˵ӦժŽоУ......ûС"˵ͷ
"Ŷ"һ㶣Сӿ鿴Լġҩ˵ûҪϸЩءɲͷ¿һ۵ͷڵΪƣ"û£ȻҩԵ࣬ȻáֻǣȲҪˣ˷ѡ"
ΪЩص˵ͷһǰ¶ȵı顣
Ʒ鵤ıƷʧȥ󲿷ҩԵȴһ;ͱҩһ𣬿ɴһЧߣҿ߲ͨĴڡַǳʱںá
⣬ʼҩģƺأóСľΪƣͳȼԪҪ𣬾ΪƣһСϽͣΪơΪ죬ŵ"Ӧǧ꾧......ҿûУԣԽһ......"
һһϻǲɫ̾"ǧ꾧ĶҵõҲȪˮһԡ"
ΪСͷһصͷ"ȪˮҲǿԣɳɹ̫ͣҾǳƷҲֲܴڡ"
ٴο϶Сӿ϶ҩ档죬ʧ⣬"û취ãҲǧ꾧ѣֻðһˡ"
"ңң......"Ϊ۹ҪڡҩűƿЩյ̧ͷһǷˡ
"磬°ˣ"Ͻڣѳƺ
۾һվһߵΪƣ"ǰˡλ......"
ΪССһǰһ֣"Ϊơ"
˵ͷͱקȥβλΪƵ漣ĸ˵ҲΪƺתͷϸΪƣͻȻ۾"㲻ɣ"

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ΪԣһͻȻȥǣܵһ֣Ϊƾͱһɰ뿿Ϊƿܲˣ˵˷ǰһѰϵϸһһ񣬵˵ͷ"Ȼ"Ȼ᲻Ϊֻǿס˫ֵ"Σ"
⻰ΪƲضס룬ֹͣ죬ͻȻֿʼ˻ߵش󺰣"£ǶǺˣǶħſңſҡ"
빿"֪֪Ҷû⡣Ҳ˵Ƕħˡ"
ΪԣͣŰɵקסӣŵ"ʶ"
ֿ죬תͷ"δµúúøлҰɣҰҵˣ"
"ϰĶӣ"Ҳһ㶣תͷֿ˿Ϊƣ"һҲ"⻰һ˵ΪƵ̾Ϳ죬ġΪ϶ĸ׵ľʶΪҲԳЩСӵԡ
ƲƲ"ߣǸϰ֡"Ϊ˸ƣȴ֪ηȷʵԼĸüɢġ
龭ΪҲЩ˽⡣ΪƵͷԷ"ʲ᣿"
"ԭӦҲΪƣҼǵһֱСΡΪ֮֮ᣬδӸְɡ"
ΪƵ˵ͷз⣬"ţҽΣý......֮ᣬΪƣýϧʡ磬......Ķ"
"Ӧ"ش𣬵"磬ð߰æˣһȥӦϰ塣"
裬ŶΪƵͷȫȻ
һʰ׵ϡϧȻףѾǸӣȻŴͷͦԵģԼԵ
ԼҩŪҩͼŽһࡣ
""
"ΪƵĸ׽ʤġ"
"Ŷ"һв⣬ֻŶһʾ
һķӦʧЦ"ˣʲᶼ֪Ȼ֪ʤĵ顣"
"ε¼йϵ"
"ұû뵽˵ģΪûϵȻСӣҲ£ڵħͻȻ࣬ʤйء"̾"⼸ĶҪ¿ˡ"
"ʤģʲ鵽Щʲ᣿"Ҳ棬Ȼ¼йء
"ʤԭฮĲ£ƣţҲڵδӣʱǺԺִµǧ˳׷ǳһ֮ᣬʤżȻĻõһе飬ʼСڶթĻ棬ʧ˵ģ޳ɣչþˡԣȻͿʼħ˽⣬ħǳ죬ͬʱʧȥԵʱԽԽ࣬û취ڲˡ"
"׼Ů"ü
"ʱûС"̾"£ʱӦֵͦʤϴʧɱĸ֮ᣬȻǱӡӵʱѾУ϶Ƕħ֮ӣĸȫ˳"
"ĸʧɢģ"
"δӵʱͨŮӣ϶˼޷СŮᣬ˵Ƶ˳֣ʹһ·Ӧ߸ϡʱ·һϢ˵ʤٴγ֣źһʧȥԣѺɱˡӴ֮Ƴδӣ͸ħˡصӦһ鱨֯ͽгξá"
"Ϊħ˾ʤģ"ò̫Ծ
"뷨ֻЩ벻ͨĻϴûҪ㡣"üʾ⡣
"ҲħˣʤħҲʱ䣬ϴԸѾ"
븧°ͣڷȥѡ"Ҳʲ챦֮Ķչ٣ҶħĽҲǺ˽......"
˵"Ͽʤȷʵݡе㲻......"
"ʲ᣿"ѹʡ
"Ϊʲħ֮˶Ҫܵħ"
"ˮԳ棬ȷʵʺħˡ......ˮԳ֮ܶ࣬滷ӦþͱݸãһУأΪʲأ"
ͷ˵ԼĹ۵㣬"Ҿãһֿܣԣ߱ˣļħˣħѹƷĹ֮ĶԲ"
۾һ"⼸鵽һЩϣСҷ"˵ӻóһӣݸ

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һǺһӣֽӹ򡣷ֺֽܱССһһű֪࣬ѵӣҪжģľ֧֣дһӡ
ĵһЦ̲סƣǣǣʵ"룬ϲ¥˰ɣ"ݣѾһֱûнзıã˸תԼҲһ֣ԼͻȻЩࡣü
"ϲ"ͻȻƫʻһ£˲ͷ۹Ʈ⣬˴ǰ˵һμ¥ԼСͯ¥ȻһĴ죬Լһһֻ¥ЦȻ......Ȼ¥һһһϮƮȻԼǰЦӯӯΪԼѣΪԼʦΪӰԼһˡ뽣ҹҲ¥ڡǺһĻһĻԺء
Σ΢Ц̾"¥ѽǸû취˲ϲˡʦѣ˵ǿҳġҸ֮ĸ飬ü򵥵ϲݣСҪ֮һ"
΢΢ضһ£ٿͷƽص"ˡһϵʱ䣬ϸоһ£ܲҳʲ"˵תǰӣ£ӣ
벻֪ģͻȻӣڵ¿ǳįǳ롣в಻벻ګ˰죬վԭȴ֪οڡ
Ĭãŵ"ҹҲںһġҪ"
Ӳ̧ͷԷЦЦ뿪Ц"û£˵¥ܿࡣһҳҲǷİ¥˾һƽ"
˵ȼžž˼յı÷뿴ﲻˣĲԽԽŨŷԼ׻ãȻһҲһС˵Ļʲ֮
"СЩģ˭ˣ"һֳɵı顣
ҡҡͷԼҲԼͻв⡣ֻٿƯ°ͷ"ͦõġ룬ϢɣҾúо"
뱻ϸľܾסδܾԼκ£δٲԸҲȾƣͺȡԼĶҲûԹԡȴڽĪһξܾԼѹֲסûɵĲʹ죬ûɵķ꣬ȴҲɡ죬ǣš
ͷҲû̧һһеؿͷҲ꣬ԼҲҸˡ
һ綹ֱ
ǷԼһҹĳɹصͷպòӣԼµļšȴΪƱ¨վԼſڣȵصԼһԼţЦ죬"磬ҴȥҲҩĵط"
һЦȻǺӣһΣʲᶼϷȥΪƵͷ"ΪƣԲ𣬽첻ȥҩˣȥѧöɡû˯ҩҲûơȸϢˣȥòã"
ΪԸʧؿһǵͷ뿪̤ķȥ
ۿۣţƵڷ"ɣû˨"
ŽȥͿһƣķ롣һңڴϣһӡЦЦӴ򿪣͸벻ԸغһʩʩȻڵϣ"ȥĶˣ˲ã"
"ĶҲûȥ"ͷڱﹰ˹˵ʧЦķ룬ӶѾܾûˡ˵ͦĴӵġ죬Ц"˯һҹͲҪˡһЩһ¡"
뽩ڴϰ죬Ų鲻Ը·̸ɲһϣͷҲġĺȦҲŨŨ۾ʲֹĻֱֱؿԼԵúۣܴһ"˯һҹ⸶ģ"
뿴һͷ䣺"ֻûȥҲû˯"˵ԼǣЦӣ"ðɣʼɡ"
ü"Ҳ̫ˣ¥˼࣬ûµġ"˵Լļ¼ϴ
Ļһ£Լһҹʧ߲Ϊ¥ĻǰҲ˵쿪ֺϣֺϣһҲûзΣŷصͷ߹ԣ¼


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ԣǼҪԺ䣬
ֱӴĻС£ֻǽȥĺĲ̫಻ȷأɷ˵ЩħУΣö֪ϴڷħҲڵĻټҲΣաҾȫˣҲݾߣٽеڶж͸ϼˡ
ǱķĻ춷Ƥ˵ҲءҲûıͨȴħˣ̫㡣̫̾ĳЩʱҲǺ¡
а취κκﶼֻҪھ㡣ԣ......
"·УȨ̫СȥҲ̽ʲϢţҲУۣʵڲУ......"ܽԣļԣһһػᣬԣСӸʥϡ
ʥ£ʮ꣬ԣûõһȻĲɣҲɣȴһ֥Ƥ֮࣬Ϊ£̸·ȤǧŮӵˡȻڸýҵɸڼңȴԣ谮
һˣ㡣ĶˣŮˣƣȣʻѩֻ鱦......֮Ǹһ̬ȵһ
뿴۾һԼ°͡Ƥ࣬뻹аյġ
ЦЦ"ҰһҲǾôСǣ㱾Ķ࣬һҪһߣȻᣬͿжˡ"
ԣ̧ͷ˿"һ¡һΪϧǵĸ׵Ĺϵ²˽򵥡סԺһʤĳǰһֲڣֵס"
˵ͷ"ЩҲ˲Ϊģ򲻹ӵõġ"˵꣬ͻȻ۲һתЦЦ"һķʺεжҴ㡣"
"ʲ᣿ʲķһ᲻֪"ɻ
"֪һûȥ"Ц⽥Ե٩֮⣬ǣ"Ȼ֮"
"ʲ᣿"һ£Ӧ뵽Ȼ֮ãɫ糺졣뷴ȴҲ֪ȷʵǷǳõһķګ˰죬޷ֻõ"ðɣ㴫ҡ"
ķ˵һˡΪҲδûʲˣԹԴ˸ǷȥˡһȻ֮
Ȼ֮ķǳ򵥣ΪķԴѪԶγɵһ°빦£෶ϣЩѾˡң˹ǿСĻ飬һɡԣԣ룬ǳԡ
ʱ򣬷ܳɹһˣΪƣϧʣڲǰȴٵķ롣ѵĵûдı־ۣһ£ڷһ죬ʩʩȻ˽
һˣִִԼѪҺѪ䱼ֽŶ֪źáֻǰˣһһͶ㶼ϣˮв˵һЦüȫ飬ǴĻȫˣǳǳռС
סԼµȭоָ΢΢ʹϽ̨һ˿ʶӣԪһſƱ࣬Լʶķ룬ͨͨһЦԴؿԼеĳԡ
תͷùȻѾסŵϴѾʼˮһЦ˳ȻԼյ磬Ҳ˳̬ɣɷһۣ"Ͻˣ׽ŪСˡ"
ǺһЦÿģٷ˸۸һŪһ㶣ûȻ֮Ӱ죬Ȼһ죬ϽתĿ⡣ȻѾһԻؿ롣
벢ͣȻ룬"첻СԵ㡣"˵Ю˿͵"ҿʼ԰ɣϻкöҪء"
Ϊƻ߳Աʵ"ϻʲ£"
뿴һۣͷΪƺ"ҩɡ˳Ʒȥǧ꾧ѣһϾͳˡ˵òã"
ΪȻҩǳȤ۾һͷо䱻קסһͷͰ͵ؿԼӦֻعͷ"磬ܴһҲġ"
һϧʣС꣬ѾδӡϲЦеص˵ͷ"ãϧʻСҹ"
ϧϲصͷ
뿴ٿǸͻȻ"ϧʻǵðְֵ"

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ͻȻϧף᲻֮⣬ԹԴ"ǵã硣"
һΪɫһףϵĿӵڵأֵؿӶЦ뷶롣
"ϧʺ"ʣΪƵĲ԰ɫ
"ܺõġÿö......"û˵꣬ϧʲͻȻ뵽ʲᣬ͵ر죬תͷԼĸ磬Ͱ͵ط¿ӣͷϴ
Լ۸СӣĲֹ̣ȥһֱΪƣ"£Ÿûж⡣"ΪԻǰŰɵֻ̾"ΪƣҲ֪ĸй£ŸҲǷδȻһܵ˺Ҳ»ˡûж⣬"˵ͷΪƽӣϿҵش
ΪƿΣ֪̫ףǳ춶Իҩ˵𾴣⺢һֱΪСʱȻɵؾЩỹķȥĸ첲"磬ҵǻˡ˺ǣҲ˵ġ......"˵СкǵͷҲ"춴ǰ£ҲѹڵǸˡ"
˵ͷĿΪƵ֣ǲϰ̫׽˵"֪ˣǾͷˡȳԷɡҩʱ˵"
һЦЦҲû˵һٷԵϢ˷Ȼ֮ʹЩ֮ĵҩ
֮ᣬͷԸʼաҩԼһ߿ʼһʵ"ΪƣȻˣΪʲǲȥһ𣬻ҪԼҩΪأ"
ΪԣЩġͷС"Ҳ֪⼸ֻżȻųһ£ֵʱǺܺãǴöóԵģģ顣˼죬ͻȻʧˡÿζ"
ˣû˵ϧԥԥΪƣ"磬ǲǲҪˣ"
"Ųᣡ"ΪưеաһţŭصáϧʱһһȻͻȻۿͻᣬհգߵһµ
˿ޣ仹СҲ"Ϊƣᵱģøʲ᣿"
ΪҲ֪ԼˣҿҲۣãο
ܰĳ棬Զǧ֮Լ׵ˣӦҲһҩ֪᲻Ҳڿޡм££Լܽ˵ܵߣˡЦЦɶõӡ˼֡δڣŬɡ
"Ϊƣ̹֮"
ΪƵ˵ͷҡҡͷ"̹ûѧ"
"ҭʳ"óľԪ֮𣬵"㲻ѧУ޷ѧԲҩȤֻȥѧ⳾ҩ֮Сһֱ¶һѧˣѣá"
һĳĽûᵽ˵ĿУͱΪͨһڵأһæǰסΪƿͷĶ"Ϊƣʲ᣿"
Ϊ̧ͷ"Ϊͽ"Ǹ磬ͽܵģƺ֡ûֻǴΪȣȻҪԼΪʦ
һ£"ΪƣһҲѧϰУν㣿ҲҪࡣҪѧУӦðΪʦҪѧֻһҩûö࣬ѧʲأ"
Ϊƹؾصعڵϣ죬ĻΪƲ֪λشʵĻΪƶ֪ĵǾһʦһһҸ¡ϾֻǸĺӣһʱ֮Ҳ˵ͰĻһһʮ˵"ϲӣ統ҵʦҵ˵ʦţڸˡȫԵʦġȫ"˵ֿͷ
һ֣ΪϰԼǰȥԼֲǷΪƵЩ֪롣"Ҵδͽ¡롣㡣աҩɡ"˵ü߳ҩ
ΪѣΪƵУ׿ԼΪУĸ׾˵ҲϲߣԼҪΪͽǻǺܶ˵ᡣҪոͽܣ͵Сβͣ;ġһҲ֪ԼΪƵ뷨ԽԼ뷨жҪ÷֪һΪ̾ġ
ԺУŷֽ¡¹£ϰԵڷյʱӱܣʶӱõķ
ſʶҹɫΪһ壬ÿë׶ſССһԺӵ¹СķоԼˣƮɢ档ʲ¶ӡϣҪץסһоʧ
һΣһΣظܡһС¹ϣǷȥһһĸоƤһֱ뾭磬ȫȻصԼĵ
ӽȥԼĵҹвֻͬеɫ˱ĺ壬״仯ͻȻһףֱֱͷϡ

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Ժиտʼ쳣ʱ;˷롣Ժӿ붨ϵ¹й켣֪Ӧ򡣲ҾΪ˷֣ʼΪģֹӵ󷨡
ϣԺܽһ͸ıڡߵҲһ״̬뾪ȵؿ¹ʵʣ壬γһȦһҵĺڰشƬŨĺڰУû龰Ҳ֪ǺûǲãֻսԱ߻
£һױҪСö࣬ȴʵʵٵģʽǷҲû龰ȵûüӦһƬڰеһ˲ˮ԰׵
״ӰٻѨֱ룬ӵͻȻǰһñȱ۾Ҫȫȫĺڣޱ޼ʵĳ׵ĺڰͷ˲ؾֱȥʲҲʲҲ֧䲻ˣظо½ֱײ
ʹǿҵͷʹüһһǿ˷ֳ롣亹ֱ޷Ϊֻһ̨ǿš
ͬһʱ䣬ڳƵؿͻȻһ̣رر̣ؿܰ˷ٳɻҽ·һֻʹˣֻ飬亹Ⱥ
ԼҪȥʱ򣬴ӵĴ¹ѩϢҲһ뵽ܵľȥȥ˲ûкͳȣǸǡڵǳײͣޱȡһʱ̣һʱ䣬һʱ
ᣬоЩںȻǺʹ࣬ΪܿѾôʱʹˡ춸ܵһ˿ӽȥؿһɫĴٵתһתһʹСطãڶŵؿͻȻըٴһտʼһʹȥ
γըԼҪʱڵȫԲڣʣȶתʱȫʹľ޷˼ֻ̨屾ܵһ˿һ˿³ֵĹУУһ죬죬֪˶ãһϣѾƣ
ֻۣǰŵķˮǰһڣȫ
ڷΧһգգؿĽչʼܳһɫĹֿ֣һٶסֵ֧ı߶û𺦣棬ֻһ˽ȥĹӳǳ죬ʹƽѣ£ûһ˾ˮһȻɫĹ䵭һ˿ɫ˽ȥ
ƽı飬бĹֺźࡣһᣬһʱֲͻȻһգƺӦʲƵģһûκԤ׵˱ꡣ
겻ҪǮ²һ˦ۣͷ֧һССվһ߿ü붨˹
վʱ춼ˣȴûбСһۣϽչȥͿһ˫Լδһ˫Ӧ۾Ǻɫ۾ȴӫӫĹ⡣һҪ˵ͼƤһȻ˹ȥ
ѾǵڶϡۣǷĵЦҲЦЦȴոһ͸оĵʹûüٴε¡Լһѯʵؿ롣
ӱһֱһ߹ʢһ࣬ʼһһڵιι˵"úܣҲý£²ô"
""ԼΪʲͻȻⲻ׵Ŀࡣһڰҵ࣬̾
һ"ҲǺûεС͵١"˵ָһࡣ
"ʲ᣿ܣ"Բ۾Լܾ꣬٣
"Ʋ⣬Ӧòľ٣빦֮ľ磬ǳԲС͵١"˵Щ뷨˿еЦһ£"֮Ǻ£ֳĳҲĹ壬ȷʵı䣬......"
"ʲ᣿"˿ֹķ롣
룬澵ӹǰ"㿴Ȼδ......ȻѾľˡ"
""ؿеԼһ֮£̲סЦظˣظǸͨͨǸͶ㶼㹻µˡһ·ϲص㣬ЦǺǵؿ롣

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ٿ룬ٿܣ֣Լ۾һˡǰϸ΢ĲͬǰҲܺãҲէúԶúڣЩɫʣЩϢϢص⡣
һһľһһΣԼĹɣԼĺУֻҪģܸоָоķƺٷĳĳ˵еһж˱
ֱ仯Ǻϲġ......"룬Ϊʲã"õû취㣬Ҫ㣬ûаеĲ֮춿ڡ
"õ٣Ҫ٣һƽ"ιЦ"ʲ᣿ľٵˣҪеҪϢꡣ¿֪νСжС˰ɣ"
"أ룬㵱ʱ˶ã˭չģ"°Ȼʡ
"ҲϢһꡣ"ǴκοԵĻ⣬һǣʽЦݣ"ʱһ¥Ա߰ҵһ֣ұҲۺ"
¥˼΢΢һ򣬸Ͻ˦˦ͷν׿ŬЦ"Ϣã¥˰˲ٽ𵤰ɣ"
ٺһЦ"Ҳⷽԭˡ"
"˵¥ˣӦøϽȥ׼ˡҸչ˾ͳˡȻһͨ˻˲ҵġ"˶ͷĪɢȥЦ
"Ҫ׼ʲᡣҶˣͿԿʼжˡ"˵£Цݣ˵˿ü"طհˣ뵽˱İ취"
"ʲ취"ͷķ£
ҲЦ"Ȼ"˵ߵᣬһϤϤΣĿɿڴؿ߹ˡ
һŮһǳƯŮǷ·ϣϡ˰죬ƽ¾ȵӦ̾"ǹСһžͱŮˣ"
С˵ķЦ"ȥ˵ʲ᣿Сʱ˲ֵŻῴŮˡ"
ϸķ룬죬ʵ"ɫȻףǾ˵һ˳˵Ĳʥµ۰ɣüë......Ҳе̫Ũˡ"ʲҲû취üëǿϧ뵽ҪǰüëŪŮеüױģ̲סЦ
ڰ֣"ҵװҲװŮӵģԾװӢˬŮҲá"ɵ񣬷빴һЦһͷʹȻ߽֮
ؾͼһҡһҷǷˣWⲻɱӣ֪ʼʹȻ֮ɾǶ㲻ֻ֪Ҫ˹ǿԵֿģЩ᲻ԼЦķأԼԼԼ֪ͨͨͣΪԼԻıȻ֮Իˡ
ԽԽȻϸϸؿı飬ĳԣİ֪һвΪȻ֮ȴҲʵʱ˱ԪһƱ࣬ʱԭķ뾹ҲǺģȻ鶯һ־ĶǵȻ֮ȫͬɷԼ֪ҲԼв֪
ԽԽԿ΢΢ĴŵϸɾζпвϢһ֪ӿһɣǰ˽סݺסǰĴǵģͻһѣԼʱŻеԼһţ͵һˣҲ޷סȻ֮Ȼһʧķ롣
ʧķ룿ؿܾʧ룿һۣһקס˵ķ룬"룬"
һţﻹݵԼԼҵߣͻԾ𣬾ӴӾͷ˳ȥһغɫĪ
䣬иָĲ²ⲻͣðΪʲͻȻԼһӣԼûб仯ѵ......ѵԼղȻ֮ջʲԼ֪飿뵽ֿܣһˣ......ѱ......
϶֮£»ղŷı飬ԼԼľţ־ŻЩԼȻǾġ
̾۾Ħµ䣬һξò֪룬صĸˡ

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֮ļգҲû룬ܼҺĵ˸ֽʹѾͷҲðȻû¹飬ȻµȴįʲҲûʣֻһһյع
꼾ˣûû˵꣬˶ùΪƲȥҩҲȥѧáĥǰ⺢Ȼϲƽ׽˵˵ԽԽܣҲԽԽûûС
Ƶİ¼ȥҲȻ̫ѾˡһգΪԣ˵һͻȻ̾"Ÿ綼ˣҲ֪ʲʱ"
"ʲ᣿"һϢȻˣ󾪡
"粻֪᣿"ΪҲһ£ŵͷ"㵱ʱˣ֪ҲԡŸʮǰͻȻ˵Ҫ뿪һӣҺúúչء˵ǣò˶ãһӦ"
ȫȫشڵֻգûԼһ䣬ˣʵġΣ񣬹̾"ˣΪƣ署ݳʲ鷢"
"аа"ΪƻǸӣ˵ģ´ãСʼӣ"ǰЩ죬̫ˣݳεһҾ¥ˣ˵ˮƯ˺Щѧöͬѧȥ˻ûȥ"˵ᣬЩЦЦСӵ˵
һȫЩеϡ£ȫ֪޹ءֻð˰֣ѵ"ûʲӼ֮ĺ¶"
"......"Ϊգ۾Ҳû˵ҪʧʱͻȻһУ"ǰС㽲˵ݳǵʲĶˡ"
۾һСչǸСѾͷǰε֪ͣҲϡ棬οǸʥĴˡһ¶ĵЦݡ
Цͬʱľ棬ɹˣǾζڷǳΣˡѣûģ̵ȥ𣿶Ϊһ˵˳֣Ǹ......ʲ°......
üͷβŵ"Ϊƣȥҩɡ"Щ׼ˡ˾ġ
ἸգֻҪ磬ȥҩҩ꣬ϸ¥¥й䡣˵һΪƴ·֮⣬ʱԼȥûеСӣ鷳
ݳǵ꼾ÿ궼սս꼾Ҳ⡣ˮ̫࣬ʧ⡣ÿ춼ļļұˮˣֻҪǴģҶѾЦ¥̸̩ˡ
죬ȻƮֻ꣬ëë꣬£϶ңŴâЬΪҩµĵطȥطڽ⣬ʵݳ಻εСеһΣֻǲ֪ΪʲһξȻɼҩ˷ḻҲûȱ𴦳棬Ҳûкβͬɻá
¶է֣˽ߣԼСٸı弸ԿҩǻزΪѵõ⡣ĹںӦҩǵĻԹԵͻȻתһת·߲ûд򣬵һʱԼͳԹֹΪҶʲỵ£Ҳȥ
ҩǵ֣Լ̰֮ģѰҪһζֻСĵزǰС
߹Χҩݵأǧ꾧ѵĲأһƬʯɽɽͷǧ꾧ѵһСӡǳСǳСһСӣɢӫͱϢд˵˵ʥ޵ѣӶģһֱšһֻܴһеüղܲ
ɺǧ꾧ѣתߣͻȻǰһδĶͨͨɫ֦ҶϾȻһǳ׳ɫʵɫıеļɫİߣǧ꾧ѵӫ¿ܷӳĹ⣬ǳ졣
һ۲죬ĵûҲûأ⵽ʲأп˼ʵͻȻͷſ۾ݺݵضһֻһı䣬ش˸һ
һ˾˵ұڣϸоһƬʪ䣬ѹʧЦӦֲֻԼųûá˺˼룬ǰǰȥϸϸؿһ֮£ȣȻᶯȻ᳤һϣ
ǳӼչȥԴŬسſſʾвúкܶϸּݣ棬ʳǳ鴤һ£סЦȥһĳ棬ʵʲᶼˣȻûг죬ֲϣвµ£ͷǳЦˡ

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ǹ̥ĸѪѾѧвˡῴ̲סǺЦһЦˣС֪Цݵ˼ʱŭԲ۾סûȻᣬͻȻĴܴĳ۾ҲֻܿĿɼж졣
ƣֲѸ˹󾪣֪һҪѶСڸԼƴءЩֳۡסֲ꣬Сʹ֪СԼ˼ͶǸ"ˣˣҴˣúóɣҲˡ"
СĻͣƵģ۾ۼͷʼɫƯɫһһر䵭ȥĻɫұıҲȥ󾪣Լ֮٣Сƴ˰ɣɫɻɫҪˡ
ҲûãϽԼָСͷϣͳһ˿Сͷȥʶ̽ȥ޲һ壬ȴԼΪǳӵ壬ԼһҲֻԼĹȥͷֻϸ΢ļԺԵĲɢȫ
˰Ĺɫһһر춱ԼղżƯɫֹһŷſ֣С۾ŷĵЦЦ׼뿪
תһǣиһ϶ڶԼ˵"ιߣҰɡ"
ܣỹǶһգգԼСϣţСԼʶԻ˰죬ŵ"ղ......˵"
"ȻҡĹңʶԻ㾪ʲ᣿"С澹ҲۣᷭʧЦѡ
"㻹죬ȥ"ָָСϵֲꡣ
""СΪҪɵذָ˹ȥ
""оһۣܵһͿԼָϱҧһڣֵǣȻûѪҹһ˲ǵ˿ھȻԶˡȻʹδӱʲᶼˡ
̧ͷ˿С棬ȴС淢⣬֦ͷҵطϵɫЩ͸ˣȥӹ졣С۾ʹģȥȥٰ㹦ȴԺһܳ"......һ......ͺá"
ȥŵؿⲻ֦ͣͷ֪ǲΪͬԴĹϵԸоСڵʹɱĹ̡룬Ҳߣֻóǧ꾧ѣùסڿٿСΪۻ˸С;
Ȼʶ̽⣬СĽٶȼӿ࣬ȶƽٷһ򣬺⽥գСʵرһӹϸ£ɫĺ죬ȥʣһ̲סƳһֻ泤Ư
ϳ۾ֳĿ˴ЩɫûעԼ۾ȻᾪȣС۾ԼСһۣһǧ꾧˳ȫ졣
"˷ѡ"Сᵯѷɵļͷ"߰ɣǻؼȥɡ"
"ؼң"ͷӳԵԲС棬"ָ......ȥҼ"
Сַһ۵"Ѫɱ䣬ѾҵˣҾҼҡ"
"ˣûͬ⣡"ӲϲһʣЩ꣺"ҿɲ븺ΡҴȥԼȥĶȥĶɡ"
С治֪ǿģͷĴ۾죬"ҺõģȷҪ"
"ûȤ"ߡ
һֱߵ˶⣬СͻȻ"Ұȥ棬㲻Ұɣ"
"飿"
"ߣ㻹ǲ˽Լء"Сڽվļͷ硣
漸գҩСûҷɣ˵ҲįС治֪ʲʲȻǳȫǸӣȻʢˣܾճǸСӣֿ˵ǾǺһֱ֣ҲΪ衣һһദǢ
춣ҩã߶棬һԣԼһȫһˣĳַǳ硣Ҳ֪ǲǧѾԭ򣬲ƣʼڱǼ䣬ͷԺѡ
Ƴӣȥ¥ʱ䡣Էʱ֣ȥ˾һ¥ĴҸλ£һСƣһСˣŻףСһһһ硣ڶܺãҲܺãܶûõϢűżСۡСܰȾƣԼȵ٣֪ССĶװ£ҴӲСĴڣͻȻЩء
ڵƯСΪӣСΪҲȻ֮ 
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ִţƲ⣬СӲ֪õʲ᷽Ȼð˳󸻻ϸոѧչŮȡսս븵ʥµW˵ɵݳǶǣ汾ľͲʮֶ֣˼ʲ¥̨ҹᣬʲЦ飬ʲǰûû˵С˵öӣ˸̾ȺڵֻЦԷǡֻǣ֪̽˶١
һգһһδᡣͳ൱˽ڣʻʢĴŮŮǿڴĻᣬɸԳ裬滥ʻϷҲɵ⡣
һܲĽգƵĹŴ˵һҩ߳ʱ롣Ժڣ￴ܣԼҪҪȫǶǰΧҹʥ¾ȻҲ
"˶࣬ӣͻȻЩСǿɾ鷳ˡ"С涣
ֻǲͷغߺشڵûȥš
űȽ磬ٽ¥ʱȻѾһˣС̫̫Ϊٽ¥һӵʥսδҪ˴ʣµһٴλ£˾Ʋˣʼȡ
ڣ¥ѾΪռһԲһֱ⣬мֹ°һֱûҪƴ
ƳϣӵѾЩδˣȻЩ󣬵Ǿװιģйգ¥ں˭˭ҵĴ˭˭ҵĹŮ˭˭ҵСӡúУӵ飬Ⱦ飬Ҳǡ
"̨ɷͬ"
תͷһʮҵӣЦеؿԼԼ𸴡һҲªòѿҲ㲻ϺÿŲ鸡֮ˡͨе˶ȡֻЦ۾ЩСЦûɵؾЩϤҲЦЦ"롣"
£˾ƲˣЦе"裬˼ˡ̨˰ɣ"
ɨһۺӵʱδδӦûЩʱܵתͷӣЦЦ"С̨˵ǣСܵһοδĸ档"
ӺǺЦ"δڻиء˵......"Թ˵ʱ⣬ֻӦҲȥýζӽ̸ӣ𿴳һ㣬ȴǲǿʶ֮ڲֺãһ̸ȤĿƣɸ̾˼ѵõļѣҲԼˣǺˡ
"˲Ծ"ĵÿģͻȻﴫӵ͵һɫ䣬ʵ"᣿"
"˵ǻ˵ٶԣ˵ʱһգգؿ㣬ҲԾ"˵˰죬Ҳû˵ʲãʧЦûᡣ
Ӽˣ󼱣"ţ̨"
˼һҲ޷˹̨λֽȻЩԡʵǻһ󳪸һĽУ۾ȻɫһգգضԼ۾ӦѵһԻȻߵһױ˷֡
Ͻװһ۾Ц뵽ԼӣǷ붼ûʶͻȻʩջԼȥԼûκοͼѽ֡˳ݣҪҪҪʲ
"ллӣ»ظŪƿþơ"ӽ̸"㻹ʲ᣿"
"˲֪õʲ취ѹϵħʱȻһ㶼ԡҪʩǸܷ֡"˵һӵ"ȥ̽̽"
"ȥΣա"ֲҶֻ󺰣ֻһ䣺"û£ˮƽһڻ¡"Ȼû
֪ӵĳûٶȼ˲ǳǳ졣ʱҲ֪ӵĶȥˣһΰﵱԼĶ뼸װסˣĴʱ¥Ͽ϶Ỷģ²֪
֪۾ǲǶԻףͻȻͣס˷Ľһֵָǻ"߰ɣ߰ɡ"
"ȥĶ"ûվֻԺʵ
һ£֪ԼԻ⣬ǰﾹȻ⡣ѵ˵ľ춳˵ĹϵӰŰɵطŻֵ"ȥˡ"
͵۾"ûˣ" ɹԼӵӡ
""Ӷ̴ٵؽһſϡ

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̴ٵûֵľ¥ʲע⣬ſϣҲ֮ȫһ
ӣδʱͻȻӵͷĳһԽԽԽԽ󣬹ĵָԴԲʱͷƤͻȻƿزһУͿȻӵͷ˳һֻ࣬ǴĳһһɣɵľƱؿͷϵ˿ԶˣԼϴαҧ֮һģһ
"ܵԴȥģ"ھƱ˸ƾȥ롣
"˵ˣȥ̽̽"Ӻƣʾٵ
עʵ"̽ʲ᣿"
"Ӧǲʶ㣬Ļָʾߵġ"Ʊαߺȡ
ѵ......ǴγԼħµָʾԼ׵˭أֲ⣬͸ˣԼʶҲʮĸҲԼԹ޳ѽΨһе϶ֻ֣أ֣ؾħҲ̵ʱߵΪԼҲŵôˡ
һյ¡Լ̫Ѩüʵ"أ̽ʲ"
"У˲裬ֽʤġ"
"ʲ᣿"Բ۾ӣٿſϵˣ"ʤģ"
"ʶ"Ҳͦȡ
"õĵ"ѹָղŻĪϤǸЦ۾ı飬Ϊһޡ˵ͷʣ"ǣû̽ʤĵʲ취ħģ"
"ؿǰ˿ֵʯͷӦ"
ֽ̽ȥó뵽õʯͷ»ħй鷳ס֡
Ӽˣɺ""ԭһ˵ӴЦ"£ħԹˣھһͨˡûұЩ"
"ǿ˹ɳ"ǲǺС˵Ķĵʣ"ħ᲻Ϊħ......棿"
"˵ħħʵȥ޵ĲᱻȾ......"ӷһ㱿òɾҩİۣľơ
"......"̾"ħڣû˹ǻĳͽ䣬ңһöûС"
"ûа취ֹֻֻ棬û͸ıһ˵ԡ"ӲΪȻһ"Ҳֻᱯ˸ʲ᣿̫ˡ"
ʧЦҪ𻰣ͻȻ¥﷢һУæתͷ⣬ȻһҷǳĴʻ˹
ֽץסأ۾Ҵŷ֣ԼȻһûˣ̫......
"ģİĹ"ӵǳʱ˵һû۾δֻܿĳ˳֡
ȳֵģǸṫӣ¥ͻȻӴߴߴ˾Ǹʥ¡Ȼ˵֥߹ֲʧУǳĿһˡ˾Ȼǳأĸȷǳءǰߵ˿ȣǹ΢Ц̧ۿ¥ǺУҲֻ˻֣һŮǼС
˳ɫĸʥ£˵ʲζθһ¡ƿĿ⣬ţȴĳ֡
ʥ¶˸ʽĺûˣͿȳһֻ֣ȻӣȻ......롣ŮװҲķ롣
룬¥ĴĺȻ̲סЦȻıŨüֻۣῴÿ֮Ƿ顣ȷʵ˵ˬӢ͵ŮһֺԵԽԱʱֻ뵽һʣ¹⡣һϵһҹԼͷϸһĻԼԶ޷ǡ¹⣬¹һҲ¹һԶңɼԶ
ֻǲ֪ûжԸʥȻԼߣȻǾоȻĲʶأʶȥ̽˭֪һӴ½ǣͻȻ̧ͷһҲǼסȫסȴҲƲȥ
ʥ˳Ŀ⿴Ҳÿɵأһ˲˲ؿԼϷˣ΢΢һ򣬵ͷʵ"Сʶ᣿"
ջĿ⣬һЦ"һλˡһʱϡ"˵ǣʥµ֣תһߣһӰ
"һᴫġ"
"ʲ᣿"һ㶣Լֱϵӡ
"˵ҿ԰㴫ˡ"ӷ˷ۣΪԼ˵ޱơ

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绪ϣռҶС㷶ǰ̾ϢѾƫԼķչˣԼǺأ¥......СǺأ
¹һӰֱֱ룬뱾ܵһˣ֣סȴȴ׷Լһ䣬˴ϡ
ģȣ"ף"ֻ鴫δŵϹ澹ȻԼǰ̫˼ˡ۾ϸϸؿֻ׳棬ɫıףֻǳףкɫȻѾˣ
׿Լһûж⡣밴дָᰴ׵ͷϣһ˿ɿȻԺ׵
"ᶯǣ֪ῴ㣿"һһ䲻ѵ⣬ʧЦ"ʲ£"
"Ҽ˵ʦܵǰ㣬첻Ҫš"
"......"һ£ȷ
"Ǭ˵С"ӷ˷ۣȻޱˣѶޱġȻҪöࡣ
"С"۾һ΢΢һ£ͷֵ"˵Σա"
ӷڿһȦ"ĻҲܣԼ˵ɣҵĻˣ"˵꣬ͺòˡ
һϣĶһţʲᶼ룬ʲᶼ޷ߣ㷲صĵ
ճߣոſڡոݳǵһӪͣӪ¥¥ܸҲ޵øߴţűվԺȻЩټͷǰһ֣"С磬ͨһնСʦǬնС㡣"
Ժ´һݣȥϸѽûУڿ޳еռһԺҲϺᣬԳսʦܣԺţֻݵġЦһͷ۽ǿ"Ҳ......"δ˵꣬ȴͻȻ˴ϡ
첽߳СѾͷһ΢Цʵ"Ǭ"ЦؿһĿɿڴĻԺ˵ͷ"ǡնС㡣"СѾͷæ"ҼСأ"ӱϢͻһڣʼûнСѾͷ˵ͷţԺһ죬ԭء
ռȷʵ󣬼ɽˮȣСѾͷ񣬲ŵһƫԺСѾͷǰԺţһ紵˱֮Դ""
СѾͷƿţ˸ʽʲҲʲҲܵȥȥһһûע⵽ŹϣСѾͷûиûע⵽Ժӷǳ󣬾Ȼ˷ûˣһСĴʲᶼûע⵽ֻԺгرߵ£һ裬ҲɵɵؿԼ
߹ȥͣڷǰϸҷĺۼ£ĬΣͻȻ̾"һϲ˵ӣӵķ룬Щ롣"
⻰ҲԼϽ˰ļ⣬Цһ"ҲϲԼ˵ӣҲϲԭ......"˵ָ̧°ͣһ˺˺ıĿ죬ŵ"Сʲ᣿"
"㡣"˵°ȫǸҩһߣ"㿿ƥ֮£ûá룬ԣѾʼжˣʥϲ㣬Ҳʱ븮ҵʤģ˵ԣھħˣ׼µȷӣǸħˣʤĶûֻȥǻַɡ"
"˵Ҷ֪ʵΣϢڵΣʱˣҪˡʱȥ¥ȳԣڵԣ¡"˵̲סͷѽơ
"ӣĶȥʲҲ½̽Ϣ㲻װնСˣ뿪"˵ס֣뿪
û"ʤĲɿǸԺѾ˼ˡܰȫģٻȥ......ָֻ׳棿"һ㶣˵ͷλԣ"......ģ"
"˵ûáֻѣæ"üؿڷϡ
""ͬʱӷŭ"ȫǱ"
¶˶ӣ"᱿ˣҵļƻ"
"֪Ҫȵ˵벻ҪǾȡǬҽģ¥϶㲻õҲʲ£ѻŵİɣ׽ܡûУûΪʲ᣿û"
¶һ㶣ӣ޻˵

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¶ȴֵ"ͬһëϲԼ뷨뵱ȻؼڱͷϡҪԼΪκ鶼Ǹ壬Լ뷨ʵǳЦЦ"
Խ˵ԽӽѵӣΪǳ顡Ϊǳ֡ӵĻԲԣȴӵĿЦܾСɰָȥԽԽļױЦ"ˣˣѳˣûû"
תüһģ"뵽ĹȥһȻĿֻǾ¥˾²࣬Ҳϲ㣬˼ȴһٱ㲻ܱ֤ġ㿼"
ã֦˷ͷϣ֪Ļش𡣷һƬܵͣƣҲ˼ᶨ"Сûһ״ʣ"
"ʲʣ"
"ԹˮĻ˭ԶĿ͹裬ƸһǧждǣδҪͨ"СĹĲؿԣҲ߰˰ˣüͷһ壬Ҫ˵"ˣ˭Ҳ޷ı䣬ԼҲСǰʱ˴ʣ¥ÿ˴ʱΪ˻Ķ裬ǸʲˣҺҲҪȷʲᡣԲСûʲϵӻȥɣӦ뿪ɣҪˣҰﲻʲˡ"
һס룬ˮھᣬʹ໹ʹࡣ־ܾȫѵľܾһᵽʲ顣룬룬......顣
벢ֻǿԼָһޱط֧Ƥ֦һһ´Լͷϡ
ãõΪ׺ɣֱһأͻȻøɰͰ͵ٺЦ"ᣬ֣ʹ˱"˵һԾǽȥ뻹û̧ͷͼӷڷͷһȦ"Ǳ"ȻʧˡܵһһԶһɣ"UU"Ӧɢһأһľм۾Ȼĸо
£ǰס̵Ҫ⡣һ˸Уһ֡Լ鵭ȻȫãԼȻһˣһˣ......ϲһˣԼ......Ƿ˰ɣӴţӴһǰصԼһ˵磬뵽ԼĶҲһ˲ԲԼ˵ϻҲһΪԼҲһ˯ԼԼûɵذģٲһ......ս۾˳۽䡣
һȫ񱼣ӿɬ˼ֱֱӦȥҪģҶ㣬ԸһжԸֻһеرܣеɬֻбܡ
Ĺȫ֮£ȷɽ̫࣬·˸ûӰݳͻȻǿеħˣȴִȥ׷Ҳ׷һɧҲݡҹɽϡ
ӿ˵İˣ۽ǵѸɣ̾Ķϣ˫΢ţʼתԽתԽ죬¹ӵϷγһУͷ롣ͷһ꣬ڣʼʱ㲣Ҳķǿ¹ܵѭСһһԽԽڣڵûκι͸ȥ˿һĴɫļ롣
֪ҹڼԽԽԽԽڣײƬڼҲûɽ˵֣˳ķʦȻʦȥ֮ᶼʧˣӴҲû˸ƫƧɽ·ˣɫɽͷ˽ɡ
Ӧ¥Ժһ꣬һ߰Ūҩһ飬ͷһʹһϣ̧ͷϡǳ˵ģȻǺѾˣʮģüͷ߳ȥ¥ǰ
"ʦǡ"Ѳ׶ʱ⣬ҲһһۣȻ㹻޶ϲ̫죬޶ᣬǲġʱҲֻģ́۵"ûһ꣬ҪˣСӦ"
"ʦ޹أһȥ뷶˵ʦġǡ"˵ҲʲᷴӦһŶݵطȻͲˡ޵"Ǹֵ߹Ȼ֡"

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"ν㣬зҸϢ"μǾֱߵδԱߵʡ
"Сˣ"δӿЦδӵһμʱģʱ򣬳ùɿɰر˵𻰣δӴĵԼĶӡΪĹϵ죬ҲΪȻ׽ÿμǳġҲδӺʱʱʱõϢܰοҲͳ
߽ݣ""
"ղŸоЩԾ"ղŵһʹԽ
δӴһóһӣ˿"ǰʧʮǰҲʧھ㲻֪١"˵꣬̾˿תͷĵ"ģ˶ͨ¡"
ü˼ͨܲϢҲ̫ϣδѾǷǳˡ뷶һӦû£ɴڵ鱨ϿȴǷֿˡݴã֪Ϊ¡ȥҲ޷סΪݲʲȥʲöֵ÷ãֻһֿܣԣйأķйءε"ν㣬ԣ춯֣ؿϢ"
"дʵѾΣԣ֣Ӧö׼ӦϣֻȻʵ......Ϣˡ"δȻԻʵ۲أϾˣһʱҲ˵ʵĻֻú
"ҿɲʷ̨Щɵϣ֣š"룬ֻǵһЦ"ллν㣬Ҵȥݣʹ˸ǡ"
"ȥ»Σգ˵ݵħˡ"δһץסĸ첲
"ħˣ"һ£ĵǷǼѵõȥħȥ˰ɣ飬һȥκʲ᣿Уħ˷ǳһҪȥ"û£ν㣬ҵĹпԱΪҵģС֣гǡˡ"˹֣첽뿪
ݡ
ռҶС㷶ѰѸʥԵòֻ֪СÿÿһμңǰһεȻʧһΣ´λ÷ǳơᣬҲָɸʥ´ԣȥƽֻ׻Լȥ
ԣĴµòˣֻԺ޷룬ֻôӸʥ֡
ʱԼỨ԰ʩչȻʸʥ£"ӿ֪֮£"
ʥԵؿ룬"֪һ"
"ѧϰУԣܹ󣬲֪ӿʿƼΪʦ"
˵"ʿ"ʱؿʥȻʥµ"ǿδغãСٿǿǡ"
"˻"أԻˡ
"ȷʵλͨʿ......"ʥ¿뵽ˣ΢΢ضһ£һ˲Գµ飬һ"壬ʺΪʦ"
"ŶһҲסӦסԣԽԶԽðɣ"
"ǣסҵ鷿Աߣ˺ҵ"
"űЩŹ֣Ҳˡ"붢˸ʥ£ԸʥʩչȻǳѣ֪ϴʲĶȻͻƣ±ĸо"λߣʲģ"
ʥ´ʱ඼ǽ滰ʱˣһ"õǼõġ濴һˡȴ쳣ز壬Թء"
תתͻȻȥ˸ԼһͻȻת"ÿ"
ʥ¼ģķ룬һһһڵأ"㣬㣬"
ԣһһƵѸʥΣ˯Ѩ·һԡʩʩȻ߳ţĻϽԣȥ
˽Σţһ֣˻һ·ߡʱ⣬ԣݳԼԣھ죬ˡߵúܿ죬ûκߵԺԺſڡ
ΪҸʥʻδ뵽ſغýǵóСӣ仰ûж˵ͷһ֣ͷ˽ȥһţ͸оǿҵѹ˲ѹټվԺſڹ۲졣Ժﵹû˵ȡյԺӣֻмֻڽСطţһɻĴˮȥӦþԣ鷿......߾ұߡ
ˮϵĹ߹ȥԽ߽ŵԽŨѪѭζȥұߵƫԺšߵſڣϤġ"С룬ɣҵܾˡ"

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ͣס˼ң˺ܾõƿţŨصѪһɳòеĸϢﾹһƬڣеĴӶص÷ǳʵòĹ⣬뿴ֽƬһ¥ббΨһĴϣԶļһһۣЦǳڱǶ˵ѪϢ뼸ΪصЩϣǸΪԼĶ¥
"С룬Źϡ"¥Զȴᶨ
ԶСݣţʱĹѨһڰȻڰ춷¥ûвͬ뻹վԭͣһ̾"¥Ϊʲ"
"С룬ʧˣ"¥΢΢ͷͷɢһ򣬿ǳ
˵ͷǰڴߣץס¥֣¥Եһ£ͣס"һֱħ¥ڿһУȻ޷šҼе¥£䲻Ⱥħ¥ңڵ£"
ԣ¥ֶһ£ץ֣"ҵֻСһˡȷʵûħСңҺܿġ"
"ûħ͸ߣߵġܴԣ֮ء"ǣס¥Ҫߡ
"УС룬߲ˡ"ýˣ¥˵һ䣬ͻȻŻһѪ״һ¥ٴε䴲ϡ
ü¥ȥ¥ЦЦֻ"ûõģС롣壬ʲѭ"
"壿"ȻһƬûκͷңָ̲ס"ԣ......ղŻĲѪ......Һ"
¥ЦЦͷʵ"˭˭ģŻգͻɢ֪֪Ϊʲ᲻һԽȣԵġΪʲԣΪʲԸԼţҲȣҪǽûǴӴ𣿣......"еһȫ˳Щ״Σ¥ɢĿԣ÷ûа취侲
¥ķֱʾ΢Ц"С룬Ѿ̫ãѲϡ㲻Ϊѹ"
"Լϣѵ......ҲںѲѹ᣿"̫Խƫ֮鵭ԵķȥʼЩ޷Լǰ֮壬ȥҲǷǳΣյ£ǷԼҲΡ
һ̣뼸ٴᡣ¥ǻɢΪؼһӣ˵תУԶʧ÷벻ʹһſڴ߽ڰĬĬᡣ
"С룬Ψһ......ѡ֪ѹǰ֮壬֮»ṇ̀ʹһʱǧ꣬ﻹǵãҲġûȣΪʵڵĽ֣Լûȡ"
"Ϊʲ᣿"Ϣش˷룬Ȼ¥Ӧ߿࣬ʱȻʲ벻Ҫ......к壿
ĬΣ¥ĵ"С룬ϲ"
ͷ"ϲġ"˵̧ۿ¥ᣬǺЦ۾̶һԼҹҲı飬¥ԼɹЩֵ£ᡣΪʲѰңҲطҪ¥ѡҵķʽΪ£˵ʹ
""¥Цҡҡͷ"С룬Լװɣʵ㲻ϲҵġҪϲңͲת߿ʮûϢʮһε۵꣬Ҳ벻Ұɣ......ϲ"
ͻȻһ⣬һʱסɵɵؿס¥ŵ"ϲġҳ㣬ЩҶɹЩҹϲġ"
"š"¥˵ͷͷ"ʮǰǸ۵֮ᣬС˵Ҫһأʱҵʱһ᲻ã"
ٴסʱԼ緢ǽĿĻʲ᲻ã
¥ˣ̾˿ૣ"ԶʵС룬ʱǳʵᡣ"꣬ʷ"С룬ʱɻ᲻ã"
һԴһʱˡֻ᲻ã̫ĸܣ絶ʹ......Щޱ޼ʵļįɽĿ飬֪ԭŽϲ
"......ʲϵأ¥ҲΪʲѡʹȥһʲϵӳڻûʮ갡"
"йϵ"¥"뿪ʱжʹҾʹʮꡣ"˵һ£סֵۣ"û˵......ʹңǻӡ"

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¥˵÷벻֪λش............ף˵Ĺ죬Լδ¥ΣӦ˵ԼδκΡ޵֮˵ȻĴͬʱҲһҪȾ벻棬ûвͬڣ¥ִִѰҲԸţΪԼѰر¥ͨ͸ˣ˴£
ͷΣ˵Ļ⣬"¥Ҳġа취ֻҪԸߡ"
"кλС룬㲻Ϊھʲᣬ¥ãʲԼеġ"
"Ҳ֪Բܣ֪ˣҾβģ¥֪ҵӡ"
¥һ£ЦЦ"ιܣ"
һ¶ĵ"ȥعһ"
¥۹һ"ʮˣ֪عĶ"
ͷ۹ƿʲ¡βŻ"¥һ⣬Ϊʲԣ"˵룬ԼܵԶ......ħѡ壬Żˡ
"˴ġ"
һ㶣¥ߣҪԸ⣬˭""ʶһ̽¥ϾȻ"˭˭"жʹ෶֪˵ʹֻܱʮ֮һ˭Դ¥ɴ۾ɵɵؿ¥ıҳ𰸡
"Ҫȥع"¥ʡ
ն"һټּ졣ֻҪعҲ⡣"
"ãҵ㣬ȥðɡ"¥ȻЦЦͷ
"ǣ㶼ٴԣˣǳʲԭҵʱסҶҪ뿪֮ˣ¥֮ʿܲ뵽˵ĶȥлС"
˵뽣һһ⻮ƺڰŨصѪпһһӦ䣬ͷϣһֱ¥һһȥ
ţȴһʮӣֶվԺ£ؿ¥ķ롣ԱΧһȦ֣Źֻһͻѷɴo
ԺеĽ÷һʱ޷ʹõ뱾ԽҲǾ书֣ǰ˵СʽзңսȻ"õ"
"ˣԻŸ뿪"ҲûѷֻǾ¡
벻ֱӰνʣ˹ȥĽûлУľĽһ֮ʱҲΪˡ¼ļ۵ֵǽǰȴҲ̲ȥһһ¶ӣٵͷһԼ΢Ц¥Ҳûʱʣһ죬Ӳͻƣͼ࣬գ֮䣬ǸסһԾ뿪ƫԺû˽ͨԺ䡣
ŷ𣬾˵"¥Զţ"Ȼв⣬ڲʱûᣬء
ûȷγɽͷͻȻ֯һѪһۣȻܰ˸ħվλȼѪ֪һеѺѣֻ˸Ҳֲ֧˶ãվ
"´ˣһ·"һС
"ˣ"һǿһʲᶼ⣬ԼһЦ¥ںʽ"ҴˣǺԸأǸΥҴ˵"
ǸеȻûϵ˾һʱ֪˵ڵп˿ִܵҴ߸һЩħ˵ζٺЦһǸһȥͨ˷뻹֣ħ֮ˣȴɱ˵ʽ
ֿ׼Ѫ֣һüһ죬¡ĵ뱧¥ɽȼѪѷȥ
һ·¥һ·뱧㣬˵ҲΪ⡣зҲ첻ɽĶǰ
˶һǰĴٳľڡһʹ˱ۡ¥ڴϣǰ˰СľͷϰťȻûгľɵתȥˮ裬ԼСһĿʱ⣬᲻ѡ
"һĶû뵽㻹ԻȤ"¥ȻºܺãʧģԹʵ
"ңС"ϣһʱ˻䣺"СȻװĮʣʵӺܺʲᶼ棬ѧҲΪԴҸ˵ķԼʱʱһʧǿɰľģϧ˷......"
"˷......"¥"ҲһжǿԸı......"

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ˣһζ¥һԼŲ㣬ᴵ˴һڣŵ"ܰȫҼգõع񣬾ͻ⼸գҪúչԼ"
"áҵ"¥ûжʣֻӦ֮Ҳʲᶫⶴ֮أĺȥ
˰Σ¥ͻȻ"ʱ᲻ûҲɡҪˣͿ֮̿˵֮ȴħ˵ĺʱ棬Ҳȫ"
"᲻ã"͵תͷ¥û¥ĵĻֻһ䣬ɴ󾪣"Ҳ֪عĶ"
¥ͷ"ģҪ˺ȵڣСҲڵģ֮뿪Ǻúõػڣ"
뱻˵ЩڨȻŤͷȥ"¥ʶãӦ֪˵ˣصģ˵û㣬һġҵϢǡ"
"ҲǲԸǿԼ"¥סʹڴϡ
뿴¥ϰдɫҲǲ̣ռǲԣѰȥ뿴âţ֪£ֻвǴɫеɫӵԭҲͶ
ϽҪļ棬ѹֲסΣ̲סԭϲϲĸоҪԶһ𣬾ϲ......СǷҲԼһĸأ֮ǰԼΪ֣֮ǰı飬Լüͷ
ûʧУУķȥ
ΪֵȷʵǸ֣һ㣬۾ѩġ
ֵɽͷɫļԽԽ󣬵ػһֱСģͣס¶ڼһֱԵĴ뷨ʦɫմСĹ⡣
һֱ¹Ƭ֣üĲŹâһ֣ƶֳ˲٣ɫıױúɫˣˣ¹·ĵĹ⡣
ӷУϵĺԽԽԽԽ٣춣ȵ¹ϲٱգֳıĿһʱһʮ죬;նֻԼ֪ʱ£Ӥ򾲵˯գ̾࣬ǵ̫࣬ȵ׳Ѷˡ
һΣȣȻٿ񱼣Զתֱʱʶ壬ȴأȴԶУǴʱȻħĻ˯¹£ħħǲ֮µľΣաԼһж⡣СúллԼҲ۵ˣ£ѽ˯ȥ
뵽ʱϡİҹĳһֻҰ˯ÿġ
ȿ˿֮ˣû£úúõģߵߣ¹⿴˯ðĵģǺܾûˣΪټѣûϵ......ȻǺ⣬ʱķȴȫĿǣִ֣ģ˯һָһָĦͷָĸо΢
ԭĺϲ뿴΢̵Ĵ֪ԼΪʲᡣѻ벻֪Լǻϲˡ˱۾ɵ"......"
"ҡ"۾Ϳ˯ЩɵģؿԼ
"............"˿ܣ""
"ӦȥӦ·εˡ"·ߣ
ͷ˿룬ٿ˿еԼ֣һЦԼ֣ԥ죬ʵ"......˭ʶ"
ѷֱӺ䵽֪ϱ˰촽"С......ѾѾֵزˣ"
"ʲ......ϣ"ǰˣһӦǴЦģʱȴз⣬һԼһʱҲЩסôګګ"̨ǲ......ϴˣ"
"......ˣ"ֱɰͰ͵غǺЦ"С㲻ˡҴ˴ǰֻмáҪɣ㲻غ¡"
˵棬֪Լ֣еȣҲЩԼʱϵôȳԼ˵أգգۣ˰죬ȴްͷֻý͵"Ĳǵʶ̨̨֪Ҫ½ʲᶫ"ԼʲᶫƭģӦֻ˴仹ûʲ᲻õġһʡ

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ı벻αһʱҲסʹԣȻİԼˣʹԶԶʹֱ𣬿ÿİ˵Ŀ⿴ԼЩк¹ָزʶҲ¹£ȵЩ˵Ҳ̬ȣܾӭϣ䵭úܡһĻһĻ˲пᣬЩԼһ˵롣
ͻȻЦЦЦԼ̫һ۶δܣ͵ñʹһӡȻЩ¥ˣʹÿÿظԼ˵ʮ꣬꣬ԼҲܲס
˼ӵԺ"ǽ趫˸Ͻߡ"
ԣʹбأͷֱЩŵضԼɲȻһЦ"ӣڵʲ᣿˶ˣ㻹ʲ᣿"
ֱϵӣٿݵķ룬ɻüʵ"ӣʶ"
ѵõû죬ƿһ"ϵá㡣"
һֻǵһЦ"Ҫˣ˯ѣϹġ"ӵĻȴȫס......⣬ȻڲԼǰ¡붢ӣƬ̣"㣿"
ӲΪȻЦ"ܴҡϽ뿪ҪΪС"
"ΪʲᣬΪʲ"ǰץסʸӵٶȷɿ죬ת˲ʧټֻԺ"ΪСãҪΪС룬˵"
תͷһԻ״һ̾βŵ"ǽһ"
ͷ죬ŵ"ҴӲġǰﲻ̨æˡ"
֪е֪٣Լû£ǲ֪ǵͷʾ⣬"ҽȥһãһ֮ͻ㣬Ը⣿"
""ͻȻԼؿڵЩɫƣص˵˿壬ɱ֮ǰˣԼʶ˵ˣ֪ģܵһ"֪Ǻˣ"
ýĿ⿴Լ죬"ңҲκĴ⣬㣬ҷ˺¡ֻǽһãһ֮ᶨΪ֮٣......"
¹µķ룬֪ľϡĿԼϣͷһĿ⣬ΣԵݺݵشͷֻãˣʲᣬԼԸģ˼ʶص˵ͷ"ȡɡ"
ʱ˶֪壬һΪˣһΪĪ⣬Ųʵ˷Ķ붢סڿлһͼϵã֪ĳ󷨡Ȼؿһֻ̽ͻȻ٣еĹһ񱼣ԼƲסؿԽԽȣԽԽȣúʧȥ˶ĿʶԼֻڵһСʶȫԭأιĴ
ȻǺһǰһڣʲᶼ֪ˡȴʲҲֻһֱվԭأµ񣬷벻Ҷ࿴ֻһ֣"һ֮ᣬ"˵գûȵĻشԸԼԣһ࣬ͷɽ뿪
ϴСʱǼعŵƽڵĹʱعһߣڵʱһţĹ׽ٴĹǣһʱͻ˹ȥ
׽ٵҪĹҪö࣬˰Ѿܹͥһҵľ֮ᣬȫ֪£Ȼأ岻ĥ³Ѫؿһᣬʶ
תԼأؿȫѪ϶ǷľٶɵģвֺʹԼȻԼŪͲܲ˵뿪̫......뵽ͻȻãԼù̫......ǵģˣԼʶȴҲ벻
һᣬͷʼˣʲŲ£һвת˲ŵĻþ׺ɣﲻһΣԼαؽ⣿ɹǣȶĶԪһ⣬һʱ֪ࡣ
ڲԶȡ֭ҺʧͻȻͻ䣬⸽ƳʵʣķȥӴ󾪣̧ͷͷƾնƹղů˸еȫڱΣĴһƬڡӴвãȥȴߵĻͳɰҺ״Լɲ
"룡"

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п־ʹ࣬Ӳ֪ʹأص޷ȥʱ򣬼ԸоԼĳʹײײ޿κε뿪һ£һ֮ᣬξ룬СС......ȴδϵһ֡
ȵʱΪǴ뿪Զӵǳ΢ֻǷ紵϶һ£ͣ½ͷȥȴзŨصƣңԶγɵĴС󾪣ȫر"СңһҪңûµģһûµģ"һ·֪ǰǰԼΪ֪ٵף
ʱ֪жΪ£ԼĸǷǳġʵʰ㸽ϣ˹ٶȿ˲°ٱ˵ȡѹԼ塣һֻһͨ͸Ѿڣʶ֮ΪԼ壬Ϊһ壬ͷ˿ȫȫУ֪ա
ӻڰţ뻹ڿ񱼣ʱһһعţһҲھȣҲڲ񱼡
иܵƣͻȻֹͣ˷Ұްĺδ·Ȱϸ׵Ѿγɣֱֱɽͷȥ
ӵĺȻֹͣۼ£֪²ΪЩľ㶵ͬʱҲЩο̾˿Цеῴ˿빲Ӳ֪òΪԼѡڣرۣԼҷ١
""һŵĺȴֻס˵ڶףȻǵĵһֱھŵһһ֣һһֻɵɵؿĺɫӣ棬
ԸԸҷԸɢԸԼδֻҪúûԸ......
Ҳ֧Ųסͨһڿڣ͵ŻѪϵ·Ҳ罹̿ںѪģɢζﻹૣ"СС......"ԽԽСԽԽֱϢ
׵ᣬ˷磬紵ɽͷļ֪ǲجߵ˾ͷԶһλɽһλʦҲתɽͷľη壬Ҷһ̱ů˼䡣
˶˲ɽͷȻ콵ꡣã˵Ŀӵһͻһˮһཬ뾲ſ棬η֪
д"ĵĵ"һ£ͷңһ·ɽͷɽʱܼɽͷ龰Ҳһ㶣һ£
"ף"ڿӱ߼ˣһɵʻӿԾߵߣϡܴһ¾Ͱѷˢɾ˴󾪣ǰס룬е"磡Ҹأ"ǴӦݵ
ĽûеõشֻñѻԲѵķֱĳȥ˲ʮأ͵һӣоŴʱã˵ǳ˽⣬֮䣬Ӱó·ϣԵ̫ǱȻͷǸҪģջǺѽ
ѷ뱳˿ջ"ƹ񣬿Ϸ㡣"
ƹһӦãһ߼װæµʵ"СⱳϵĹ......"
"ƵˣһͰˮҪϴϴ"˵Թ䣬ǵıĿ˹ЦΪɵ¶һҲ¡ƹһҲ˷ⷼƴš
һѧľҽЩ˵ڻ£ҩΡˮҾƣʼη롣ϴҩûһ۵ģɷһת˼ûСȻҲأһߣͷ˵ֻҪһʵǡ˿˵壬ͻˣҩֻα꣬Ҫ޲ÿԼ˹ˡ
һգҲùȥԼĹˣЧԵǲѡü۾ȥһȦ˲ŵüգѾݳ˹ͷȥ㲲
⸶ģҲĲѡ˽⣬ԼϲĻԶԶӦ١٣......÷ƴٵˣԼĸ˭أ

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ֹüգ޷нǲһһǲתʵڵİΣֻ¶еĿѷѡĿʵҲǻһֻ֣ѪͳϵԭʼеĸʹԷĸͣдеˣһ˵ǳ֢ʱѾܲˡ
ڷܲϼ򵥵󷨣ĳ춴ˣֻý͡أ󷨾дǣһһWĺɫ۷̹⣬˯еķ룬׹ȥһƤವһ˽ȥ
¹ˮӳڷɷ׵ϣȥ֮ᣬһ˲䣬뿪ʼͣŤصƵһʼӣԴǰյǰ֣"СС......"ʱ׺䶥ԭģԭǸ磡
ǰһѾס죬žž⣬޵"㵱Ǹ˵ڣµ𣿣£ѣѣ"
ѷñףҲȷʵЧӱ۾ת۾Ϳŭ۾۾ЩƣŭɫС֮񣬷ỹ۾ﻹֵ˭˭ǰһѱס͵"ССû¾ͺãҲҪ뿪......"һֱһֱʹ̵ľҲѲ
"룡"Ҳиˣŭ"۾˭㵽װҸˣ"
ѹɿ֣ϸؿΣһʹȻ£ڵϣͷ"ܵܣɱҰ......"
ˣģŭ"˵Ҹ絽"˵ŭͻȻʧ룬˵벻֪𰸣΢΢زеغҳͷ
ԸԼݺݴһ٣Ҳҿεҧأֲסеʹ̧ͷᣬ"СС......"
"......"ᣬ¾ʲ᲻꣬벻ţҲҷ֡
"СС......"뷴˵֣ȴҲ˵ĻˣеĲԽԽԽԽʵϢ͵طſ룬תٵ״ε˵"û£û¡磬㻹ؼ˵ءϢϢңңȳȥ"˵꣬һؾš
ңֻԭֻһڣͻգζ˿ն۾ȴʲᶼȫĵεΡ
һΣҹһ¹⣬Լ绪ʢ緢ǸƹһҲľƹԼĲŹܸɾζľܺš
ڶΣԼǴ壬һ̴ɢģ㣬һ㶼ⶢ֣ص۹⡣ǵģ֣ص۹ᣬԼʱ֪Ϊʲ֣ᣬҲͰ°ߣһݶԻҲֵ¡
ҲûֿһԼδ㣬̽̽£ԼʱֻǾÿδ롣˯ʱҲعĻƣҲԸ룬˭ġЩν⣬ᶼȲԼҪ
ѩʱ壬жԼΪԼǱƤԣڲŷ֣СԼһΪС֮ᣬˣԭģԼҲһƲĿ⡣
Ϊ¶뿪Ϊ־˵ֿ޴޲ɼҲûҩԳԣпʵµпʵγܣԼûСк壿
ССҺ㣬Һ......㡣Ҵû߹㣬С......
ر۾ŻͷѪȫǰĺڰУһһؽ֣֪ʹ¡
һǶõӣˮһΪʲҪɽΪʲҪʲ۵᣿úԼСԼһ𣬹ɽҰкβã
죡ҪͷҲӦ÷ңΪʲҪߣǵԼԼȥã죬̫ƽ̫飡
󱯴صƫ޵֮ģʼͣŻѪ۾ЩѪĿ֣ҲҪȥͿԶСһˡȥɣȥ......뿪Ɐʹ˼䡣

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ϣ״̬һһȥ;ƿݣںڰѲε꣬оȥĽѡͻȻһ΢Ժ"£ҪˡҪˣ˭ȥҼС"
ͻȻӱ֣͵ѹʹ۾ͿԼվӡ
ӺɫıѾʵû˹۾Ҳǰ롣
"......ӣ......"뼸ţһȷǲǻӰȴԼһָûˡ
ӼۣҲ֧ţһɣſ˷ıϣ۾ص"һأǱҼСҲû¡Ͻȥ......"˵ͷһ꣬˷ȥ
ǵһο쾰ȴҲûԾ˼ȫȫرϢסһ񣬷ӿϲҪ֣ȴһѪסûгȴŻѪ
֮ϲǳܲסһʱͻʹȥ
ҹһĨӰҹɫҾŴΨһĿջ򿪴Ծ˽ȥϢҲûУһ˯һߵӰһ֣ͷһᣬһߡӰתͷȥݳһѹͷķ룬һߣ˳ȥһ¹˯ϡ
תʱԼԼɽĴϣߣЦӯӯԼģ¥ת壬Լ֣࣬ʵ""
¥΢Цգգ۾"֪ǰգͻȻһ죬ҹȥһͿڶ⡣"
"Ŷ"ŰɣҲ׷ʱ򡣿¥ԼȥعΪʲᡣڻóʵعݸ¥"Ͻ帴ϰɣһ֮ỹңǽġ"
¥ӹȥϰ棬"Ҳأ"
"ʲ᣿"û뵽õĻش𣬵Բ۾ȵؿ¥Σŵ"Ϊˣ"
¥ˣһתȻЦ"ЦѣСʲʱῪЦˣ"
"Ǿͺá"ͷæҪ´ȴ¥һѷס"С룬ӻ"
"ҺܺáһҪ¥ҲϽȥ°ɡǸġ"û˵ҪЬȴ֣һմأһۣ޵һû±۵˴ϡ
"ң£"뾪ʵؿ¥ԼδֹصˣֻҪˣûˡѾˣ°Ȼһ֪ûУһʹ״̬̫ˡ
¥̾˿룬ϵ˵"β㾭٣Ұù޲һΣȴǹãҲ֪ڵ״ʵΪԲ"
ΣҲ޷⹦ȥҲ֪ںηأ֪ļҲǰ취ֻþģʼԪһһһ²¥ڴ붨һЦ豭غһڲ裬̾Ϣ
ߵոһûб仯ԼãɾǾҲͨ屻Σ޷ͨСʩз뼱ȴҲް취
¥ڣһҲȥ帴֮¡ȰЧ֮ᣬҲԴ֪鰮֮£¥һλ˵ͬĸоϲɾ˼֣Լߣֻζ¥ҲЦ˵ദʽ˿еŹ֡
һգ¥뿪Ȫ۾ͲȪ·ģϣҲ˵ԸС̾ͻȻоͷһͷϵһӡ
ӻָԭڷúܣȪصΡ
"ӣ"۾һ"ᾫǲ˵......СҲõúܣ"
ҡҡͷ"ֻͬء"˵˷һۣ"£"
˵Լɾü"֪£°ȫˣ粻ͨͨ඼硣Ҳ"
""
"ʲ᣿"ûʲϵɣ
"ûΪһ֮壬Ϊ˾ͻָ㲻Ǳ"ӻָβϰߡ
"˵......"ȣŴ죬ӣΣ"ܣ"

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գľʱϵһ£ֱֱӰٻѨ롣ڱϴСµ˴ι룬Ȼʹ̣Ҳֻںһʱա
Ϊʱû壬ʹ֮ʱܵʶһţݡΪûع񣬾ûһֱ͵ټϱһͱԭ͡ʱֻ֪࣬زݡ籩ĶδһʱŲסɽͷ˹ȥ
ʱûΣĵ϶ȥȻҲѲɽͷһֻèǵģҲû뵽ԼȻһһֻèȼè㣬Сһֻèʪëϣֳܡ
תԼڲݴʱȵǣΧĲݱøߴ쳣Ŭȴֺ̫ʹͷһ˲Ҿ""ԼûоκˡᣬĴԼıһֻèˬϣǰèĴӲǾΣķ
˹ã廹ڣֻϸúܣܰϵëɣʲöûСû˼붷ŷֶӲĶĽغܱŤһϰͬͬţ׾͵̾һֻèһѵ¡ɽͷתһȦЩӦ߷ʽֻǻǾַڵĥܲصⲽŬͼԼϰߡ
չһ䣬ĽڴӣһԼ赹֮ǰķʹ
ȻϵôˣȴҲ֪Լأļ٣ԼɹңԼҲĪĺøУĪ⡣˦˦ͷߵǰ˿һӵˮȴûˣӦѾ˰ɣ㲻ĵ˵İʧӺζֻû룬ղ׼úõһֻèľͷͻȻʧˣЩή
ʵ˽Լ顣ٶδߣ˰֮壬ʵóԶҲ¶֮䣬ȫͨķӦ˵ͶòУ۾¾ģڸЩˡ
˴죬ɽͷӭ⣬۾ɽһƬũڲ֪ҵʲԵġСٶȿ죬¾Ͷæļũˣܵũ´
춼һԳԵģƳγεĺףʶ֦ͷһǿԳԵĶһţǰȥһ֦߸ϵľ˵ڵأŬŹ̶ǰŰժȴֲ֪ǺˣֽŶصĻ˶û·ǼΪѵ¡
û취̲סǰѵϵױסֱ쿪ʼûմһ档ޡèʳûĥЩҧĶû취ĥ飬ʵȥ˼ڣͷסȫ˵ϣǰһУһʲĸо
ó⣬ֻܳԵ⡣һȫˮ¶û¡ֻ˼鹦ůЩоˣٴγ֮ѣ֮£һֻմһĻèڹٵϿ񱼡ֻèһҲûʶԼܵٶѴﵽٶȣһӰǵҹһݹ̸ʡ
գҲ֪Լܵںӱ˵ˮһδ¶ǣȻ漣
һգϪߺˮȻһСںȥһףΪҪԼʶˡĲܳģ㣬ԼǿԽܵġſϪߣ˹ʶ̽£קȻɵʱʶǿСܹ˵ģ£ԶԾǰ
èЦĻһǵشЦĵһʳ;ǰˣܲûеצӣצӻǺܷģһС㣬̳צӣƶǼۣȻᱧ㣬ˮˢ飬ۼһƯɾǰĿˮҪˣҪȥҧȴоͻȻס⣬
"磬Ȼһֻè㻹֪أ̫ɰˡ"һСҲʹ쵽ߣüԲ˵ʱı龰

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֪ԼڵĹԸͨ˶ãҲͲٷСܸʳԣҲ⵱һӵĳ뵽̾ԼһӺȻҪø˵ܹĵزνɱѽ
Թ԰ͻȻһϤ"ףֻèȻ̾ЩŹ֣ûȥǿʲɣ"˵ͱֱػ֡㣬èĵһ;˱̧һҲһ㶡
ǲԩҲͷǰ˿ɲѵõ֣أӦý½أ﷭˷ϢӦʷ̨ʷ½ǫ͵ôӣΪòԭܽٳڼңʵȴǱ߾ϵɺͷӣ丸Ұᣬ½̨Ȩ塣
ڿ֪ǲڼҴˣƤûǰˣ̶ǳЩſˡֲЦҲϵǡôǳǳϵỊ̇½ؾһѹӡַ񣬲֪ΪʲͻȻ뵽һˣʥ¡Ȼ֪ԼԺȴȻʹ
"磬㿴㣬أûüͷ"Ů˵һѰǰظŪë߰ο"££úôģԡ"
Ūģë......ܲˣһСŮδõǰ֬ζסˡ۾˿½صãÿ㣬ӻСδѣʱԼһĸ......ĸСѾͷƬóĸ۹⿴³½رء
æת½ȣʹצ½ظǰС½һ£ǰСèЩģҲãѵõ۹ⲻèȷʵͦɰġ
"磬ҾˣͽС"СŮģһЦ
½"С"֣Цһ"֣"
Ҳһ㶣תͷԼֵСŮȴСŮһҪ޲޵ı飬С"Ҳһ߶֣úģĻͿؽ......"
ʲ᣿ʱëͷƤըˡ½ûһ˽Լʲ᣿Լദ£ذɣǺԼܣ˼Щˣתͷ͵͵ؿ½أȴδϵ½ҲԼ
˵ǿԼҲԡ͸Լһˡ͸ӵ۹⿴Щëܵȴϣ½ȴԼϸϸطǰΣõ͵ֻüһ䣺"۾......Щ"
"ðɣͽС"½˵ͻȻСŮ˵"˵ղŵĻû"
"š"СȻû½صĻϣһ˳Լ⣬̾ʹӿϱӭЦǰ"ұСұ"
һʹ½ػȥԸ⡣½ؼˣҲЦð˰ֵ"ûСԸ𣿾ɣؼŪԵģŻ㡣"
С״ֻڨڨص˵ͷؿתȥȴ̿ʼնĵ½ػʱ߳룬ȷʵǸأʲʱ뵽ʲԸԼԶȽϺá
½ضԼһ谮мӣʲҪ󶼻ӦЩƶԼƣΪûǴ棬ȴûϵһ⡣
Եӱ߾Ӧһ·ϣҲǶٶҪ㣬ԵʱҲǰһȫܲԼֻԼ㣬ֻèǰ龰Ͳ½Īһ飬ǹһ˿Ц૵"СС......"
һ·ԼƤⲽһ·ֻ߰Ĵè½طǳûδèڻ㣬ѪͷŪһЦеġٶ˶Ůٸİģ̣˻Цϣˣϧе......
춳˶ٱûࡣȻǰ˲⣬ԷϵԼҲİԼȻ˳ȻӦܳȨǣԱ֮ᣬϮԣ˲½صĻ˯ⲻǿţȷʵǺ˯Ϊè˯ʱ򣬾ҪֺҺԼ֪ȻҲҪڱǰ˯ˡ

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ʱϡһһѹۣͿ½ЦеؿԼԼۣ½úСӵ"Сԣһ͵ˣҽгӸԣòã"
һֿ˻˵ͷ˼գͻȻͱḻʵ޷ܾȻǺġ
Լûʶ½ؿһֻèΪԼĻͷͷǸԾνǷѵֻèֻ᣿½ԴǺҲ֪ϲٵ֪ɣħҲ޵֮ˡɳ˳Ǻͽ֮⣬Լֻ֪ݳħˣȴδһֻڣ½Ŀɿڴؿ˵˷ܻơ
˼˯һ֮ᣬܴӻ±нѳ˼һЩˡ뵽Ǹɽͷڵӣɵӡ۾ʶɢؼ䣬̽⡣ΧǿѲǵ̵ǳˣɣˣ̫ԶҲֻ֪ӻȴץ׼ȷλϢˡ״֪ӻ͹ˣԼʲᶼΪҲˣָ֮ᣬ¡
۾⣬һᱼߵɽҰɼᣬ֪쵽ĳˡͷȥ⣬Ȼͷգգ۾ͻȻ뵽½ؼڶӦôĳУӦòߵ̫Զ......ֻӦĽɣԼȻܵ죿żʱܵˣ
ȻСգ˸ߴĳǽ⣬ǽӦ֣̾ԼһδŽУȴèݣľǹŹ֡
һ·Ͽģ½ؽһȷֻèö˻˼ӦֻֻǼèҲһԼ״̬һʱҲ֪òðϣһɱĹҵ
ʷ̨ӵĳݣܿС½ر湫ӵȻЦ߹뿪ֻèԼʹ̽ͷҺؼѳֲס
ǵЦ˸ֻèԼһֱᴦȴû뵽Ž˶ԺͿһˣ½رܵذһأԼõ"ȻطǴлҪ˵"
½״ɵص˵ͷûиղڽϵƤһ鲽뿪½ЦЦתͷǣһǷ"Ǵˣˣ"
ǺεȻ춰ɣȴҲԶԶ춳ˡͿ½رֻèһԼͲᣬ֪Ϊ¡Ҳⴧֻè⡣ǣգû׷ʣֻһ֣"մϢʦԣ°ߡ˺ģӸǵġ"
"Ŷ"½˵ǵʦ˵Ǹ֮壬˾Ȼܱ°ߣǲ˼飬һʱҲ۾"°˵ҲǳˣǴ˿׼............"
ǵͷ"ӵ˼ǣҲֻȥȷһ°ߵݣͻǹ˵ĻʦİΣʲ⡣飬Ƚ춱˵ͽɡͽȻӣȴǳǱӲصġ"
½ؼ˵ģҲ˿¾Ͳ鷳æ׽ˡķչԼԼҪŹֻСèġ½ᰲοԼ˵ͷ"ᣬǴȥٻأעⰲȫ"
һǷ뿪ǰ⿴һ½ǳǳһЦ½ڵغЦ뿪
½εذ˼䣬ԼıԺȥԼԺ˷ǳ٣ֻСˣĸ֮ˣԺ½ز㰲ϣһԼĥòӵ£εҡҡͷС˵"Ҫϴ裬ȥˮ"С˳ŵҪ뿪½ͻȻ𣬼һ䣬"౸СͰֻèҲҪúϴϴ"
⻰ɵش˸£ˣñ˰Լϴ裿ܣȻԼëʵҲòãȻİţҲȷʵúϴˮ裬һеȵˮ˵
"Ǹְɣ"½һѾ⣬ʵ
һ£뷴èסᲱ⣬͸ûطʹ˰죬ӦԼͷĻΪ˻ָǰķʳֻίص˵ͷ
"˵"
ҡҡͷؽһʾ
½һü"ʲᷨ"
ҡҡͷޣҪзһŮӸǱ
½룬Ҳס"ңҪȫҵĻû"
ͷֻɵؿ½أֱ½ؿͶݡ
"ðɣҵҲɣˣ"
æͷ
ͷЭʽϴˮˡ

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ϴС£غӺϡδС֣Уеңıɱ׼·½һһֻͨèͰˣһŻ˼ὲèĥ½ϻй˼ɡǣ׼ЮֳŵС˵"ˣˣȳȥ"
СҲͷ󺹣ܵ˫ش߲֮ᣬȴܽз֮ԷδЩĸʡȻΥ½ص͵͵صһۣųŵšûЩһߣ͵СľͰӾ
½ؿˣҲȤһֻèװһ˵꣬ΪٶŹֵͬʱò˵һȤ
"㻹ͦܡ"½·һһعϣת٩
ۣһ½أǳáǳ굱ԭ򣬲ʱµνǸ԰ǵ͵ĿխΣ׳ʵҲڹŴΪִ۵ò̾
ʹںƤңټǰΪݵĹϵܾۣЩĪų⣬޵ϴٴδȻ£½ص壬޷ֻ۾ʾ͡
èûб飬еֻܴ۾ﴫ̾һԼ׾Ӧ˵......˵ȷʵǼ¡Ȼ½ضԼ΢飬˵ڿԼı飬롣
"С㼴Ӧôɽ֣˵̫Щڲǵɣˡ"½ݽˮر۾̾˿"ӣҳǾ뿪صġг֪Ҳǲϰߡ"
ľͰ̫ͣͷ½أҲֻܿ°ͺͰ߲飬Ǿ˵ЩʱЩį⻰۸Լ˵˵ģ˵˵ԼʵĳɷݾӶࡣ
һ½زЦԼʲ᣿һֻè̾˻ЦеصͷСľͰȥԼЩ̫į˰ɣΪΪͣʲᶼѹʲᶼأͷ»Ǹҵ£½һ½ǫ͵ļңԼʲ᣿߶ѡ
Լǵ̣½̾ûɣûɣҲû˼ɡԼ½ҾעһСˣˡС½ֿ˿ĵ"СһЩԸȥֻԼѱСⷾԹ԰ɡ"
գʱɽ߰ɡ½ض˾ģһ˿ĲᡣˮУһʱˮСľͰȥֱõһͷһܵͻȻ෴죬ܵľͰһ˦ͷ˦ϣøæң½ȴſͰϿЦ
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Կ½ؼȻһ۹⿴Լһ㶡֮Ӷ......˵ģһΣһŭһֱ˿ƵŭһֻèһֻèѣСһֻèһֻèȻ۹⿴Լ½Цзң뷢ȴ־öһֻè̫ʧȡȥٿһһĪǱ
һ磬½ض鷿£Ȼߣȴû½ز֪Ϊζһֻè⣬С۵飬㵱ʱԼҲԼνǿƲסοֻèԼȻԼֳͷԼϺ˯ûֻ࣬ŬЩȫ
ˣȻһر£ϥͷȻֻСèﻹЩȣʱһɱϵ֮ģ
춱˵۹⣬½صǿԲΪ⡣ֻè˯Լ˵£̲סȥϴɵëͳԷʱ䣬½ؿ˯ɵɵģ˼̲סֻèЩɰԼһıŤԼԼµ׶εЦЦһֻèʲᾢأ㣬Ϊϲˡ


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ϣèҹһֱ춰ΰ֮䡣һ紵ݶѹǳ½صԷͨͨĸ˼һ磬Ӳľ̫ʦΣһŵ񻨴󴲡½˯档
½˯ಢɰ˯Ҳܲȡʲĳ£һֱüҲ޷ɣ˯ʲʽ˴ҹˣȻǸʽҲۡҡҡͷλȨعȻʲ¡ңֵǣ½ͣȻ檶ûСɮһΪʲ᣿ǮȨȫס
Ϊʲ㲻ϸ룬ԼΪʲᣬҲһ㲻Ϊʲ᣿֪ʲ˼óԲúȣֹֹ񲻵ͬΣ
֪ԼҪʲᡣԼȻӦȻûһʱ䣬Ӧȥܹܵúòá
Ŀ˴û¹ϣֻгҶɳɳ죬׵Щˡֻèȫȫҹۣһп÷⣬⡣һԾݶĴӦķĳй滮Ƿ·׼˷Ӹݶϣ¥ȥ
""д˾һƬڣֻд˵ĵѽΡ
¥¥ſڣֻﻹһƬǵٯŨŨ֬㣬ڻƵĵƹ£¥λõĸоӷɨһ۴ײһ̶ϰﾹȻڣֻй˦ɡ
Թǰ¥Ժ֣һ䵥Сӣĵطеƹ͸ҩԼԼӯǶˣֱ
˸ǰŷ֣Լ̫࣬Ȼû뵽ԼųĽ֮صĵܵܡӦã̫Ӧá˸ĽŲߵǰЩӡԼӣܵϲԼֻǿһ۾ߵģȴһһĻ
"ޣ׵"̶Щӵ
"ʲ᲻ףԼҪߵģ˵ԼͣҺ£"޵ȻǶ
ϴӴһ̶ɴһְ̣װ׵ģԲһϡһϮ߸ĴޣʰһӴСȫǴõһܣûӰӡ
ǰ龰ϵ˸ղŵ̸Ҳµ뿪ˣ뿪ġ£󼱣һͷײȥĿУǸԼĺӣСһӣ뿪ΣհΪʲҪ뿪ҪȥԼȫȻ֪
"˵ܴ"ڴ˼ǧڵ̸ڼ
"ˣ˵þ˰ɡ"ޱ˵߻ʰ⻰̶һ߶ֵӣûа취еĶȥ̶ļ磬"᲻ˣǱߣҰ㿪ġ"
ڴ⼱ⲽԼ˵ҲûǺãʳܵܵȥҪ߾ͺˣʶԼԴ......ˣʶҲԼҲԡ
ޣʶ̽壬Ҳֻ̽壬֪״ҪԼ֪Լ˼أδԹֻ¼һԺ˵һ仰ȻȡʶͳֱϲĶͷλ
һ룬ûм޷ӦΪԼʧˣڿ֮ͻȻ޲С"ûһ"
û̶ķӦĴȴʲᶼû֮ᣬŵòӣ֪Լɹˡæٴΰѻ޵Ժ
һ֮ᣬȴҲʧΪһˡû⣬԰̶ȰߣһӰ׷֮£ްǰһһʮȫ˵ˣ֪ȻԼϲʵз緶Сˡٶһ˼ңͺصټݶ
ҩ֮ѧòȴ֪ܵȥˡΨһЩĵǣ֪ڲǸޣǸѾܹˡ£ֻеԼָռȥˡ
¾½صļҡŴ򿪴ӣҪ½ѵ٩"ҹܣȥֻҰèȥˣ"
ԾϴſߣԶ·ЩˡȻԼѾʶͨ½֪Ͼ֪ǲԼģĻ½Ǹ鷳
½شСɵϰߣ˯ǳѡ뿪ʱ½ؾˣȻЩֻè𣬵ѹססֻҲ޷˯һֱ۵ٴλһɣҹ¶Щմ˵ëЦЦٴ˯ȥ

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գһ磬½ؾ׼ڳһʱúദʱ⡣ʰϣè׼š˯ܸоǰвͬǳ׾ͽ뵽ľأһҲָ١ο
˰죬è½ػﲹߡõ峿棬ˬˡһȦΪ֮һ𣬿ʼĳС
һһèߵԺУͼС˴ҴææǷ"ӣ˵Ҫ¡"
½ضһ£ü˿"鷿"˵ԼεЦЦ⣬Լ
Ž鷿ǰͿѾſڵˣ½ص˵ͷȽ롣ȴʵһ߶ˣˣʶһߡһ㲻ʶȷʵǼ˾յʱԼʾŮөֻۼ޵ɷԼֻʱڸͷϵģΪǳã˵ֻǴǰһԼʾŮӣɷ⡣ȻΨһһ棬ϲ󣬶ʱȴǵü˳ĿԼȴϴ
˵ϣЩԾǾ֮ӣλ......Űɣ֪ʲţӦҲھˡ˶ʷ̨ʷĹӼУְڳһ˳ģδЩ֡
ûйУοЩ֮ͻԼɡ¼龰Ȼ֣ȴҲֹ֡⻹Ǽߡ
߱ϴμҪһЩԼʱҲȻ޴档ȻǸƯӣû˹ʣصᡣûȥ˵ЩҴ£ߵģȴü⺢ӣȻвԼϲĵطȻϳɵ죬Щġ
ЩദʱĿʱ⣬Ǵߵһѻ˵ǳԴģе󵱳Դĸо춲ѵ˵ҲֵֻλʹһԼĴԭѣʲȷʵһ¡
"˫Ҽè޷ֿһֱ㲻ţ˵ļʡǺǡ"½ص٩˼أŷ֣ǵĹ̸ϣ׼뿪
˳۹ֻͻȻ½鷿èһۣһ֮£Ҳһ㶡è۵۹⿴Լһֻè۹⣬ߵһӦǣֻè̽ȥǰҲ̽һԼ̽ȥƣǱԼΪߵֳ߲ܱʣɣԼΪߣΪλèΣΪ˳裿Լ֮δţ̫˼ˡ
"èϴδ½õģ"ɫƽʵ
"áΪ񣬿ǿЩʲ᣿ֱԡ"½ëʵ
"èǷ½ڴ˹ؼʱ̣......"û˵èĻΪè˺ƣ˵ԼСȨıȦת˶⡣߲ɵ뵽һ˫Ƶ۾Ҳ˼֡˵
½غγ֪ǺЦתͷŵ"Ͱ˵°ɣȥܵЩһȥ㡣"
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ϵ޵ĻҪˣ׼˵սôǳСǵеľ磬ӣƵı仯ȴΪϲƽȷʵࡣ
"մȥӲصǡ"½ع˹ǣǣǿһЦ˵⻰ٴμǿԼèľġ
˿½أٿ˿ֵ"½ӲĻԸ"
½һ£ܵϽ˽һ£һ¡ͻӿ㲻ᣬ˿"èܶ£˼"߷Ӧͷ"СԸȥ"
"С"һʵ"С"ղֻǾƣֶСˣ߸кܴܾǡͻȻֲط
"šġ"½ЦЦ̧ͷߣüʵ"ʲ˼"
"ûûʲᡣֻƣһʱ鼱½Цˡ"
½΢һͻȻһЦŵ"ȥ׼ɣм˽Ҫ˵"Ź˳֮ᣬ½ؿߣ"ӳ֮ʱԪڴգ˵߹Ӧһˣʲ˵ָ"

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ԣ亹ԼȻ̫çײˣС£½ܵõϢǵֻӲͷƤһ֣Ȼ"ǡ"
½زŹһ"Ĺ˿£"
˻һһΣѹҪԼȥ½ض֪Ҫڣ鷳ˡܵı飬ЦЦ˼ǰ֣"ǡֻǹ˾δ磬֪½ӿϢ"
½ҡͷЦ"ӲģݳǴ˵¹һʦǰ¹ӵİȫ⡣"
֪Ƿ룬иһֱġһ˵Ļ߲ģĹԸͨ˴´࣬ȫӲҪĿءˣȻһѣߣ˶֪ɱԼһСӣּƯְ......һ......ֻ̾
ͻȻ˵ԼҲһֵ⣬ͻ̽˵˰죬αˣȤȻ˵һǰԼһԼȻȫӡ󣬹߸ǸϣҲֻǵԼһˣ˵ʲỰʲ鶼ǵԼʱҪȥ˭ȥȴȫһƬģ
צԴЩơԼļЩ⣬˵̫಻ǸϵԼԼȴǵڣ˵һˣԼҲȫǵáԼļأѵԼΪԼԼЩģ˵һһΣԼʲ᣿
Լеһһ롣ĴϣɽķߣɽϣӦ......һĻһĻ󣬺ҪһüۺЦ......
""ոպһͻȻʹѿһһСһ½صϥϣͷڵһ󷭹
½ߴ󾪣ǰ˭֪ʱʹһƬڣϲˣ۾ץӣ½һצۣҲûץס鷿·ߣһ·ȥۼҾ㶣һ󵹣һһ־ڷһָȻȫáɣߺͷһ֪ҪŻѪǿ˻ȥɫҲˢذ
½ؼ龰Ҳһû뵽ֻ˵è񡣸Ͻ£ʾҪٶҲǹˣ޷ֻڵϴ½ǺЦԼԺеСΪԼŰֻè˰ɣ
һѾ˻ˣ½ҲΪҪһֱȥƻҪҪøµʱʹͻȻʧˣ־ɥһ۰ף˹ȥ
½عȥֳ۵ظ˸߹ȥץסǰצѰţ̽ȥһ֮֮뷶ȥԶè˭ߣԼû֪޵ȦӾͳھȻΪ½صĳ
߿˿½أ"½ӣи֮롣"
"뽲"
"ֻèǸߣҹ񡣷½ǲȫ룬½Ӱңһúô"
"......"½ؿһСģԽᣬһʱ
ٽ"èˣ½˲ףңҿ԰ٿ"
½Ĭã˵ͷߣ"úô뿪뿪ҪԼɵġ"
ߵͷӹ½أ½ٿһֵ"㣬ϴ費ϲ˰æϲ˯......"˵½һ㶣Լʲ᣿̾˰֣"ˣȻȥɡ"Ƿȥ
𣿲֪èԣһеϰԡֻèԽԽĵطˣ߶Ĵϧˣ֪ղǷʲᲡһȥϸ顣èһ·ڽ˼ǧ
Լϴøɸɾſ˯İĴϻĵظ˸СӡĴȵڵǰ顣ڣһ綹ڵ¿鿴ԣָ˼ֳʱķɣ뱧Լıһģһ֡ߣ˺ο

ˣ½ǽԼ͸ˡЩЦԼ汻ɸˣȥ־ĺѵáûһñƵĸܣֻǾͦ档֪ȤΪȿ̬Ǹ......˭ѧġǸǸˣǸ......ǸԼͻȻͷʹİɣԼͷʹ½˷Լ⣿
ͻͷʹǸҪǸģӰʱͷʹԼЩӾ磬Ƶڣѵ˵......ԼֻʧˣʲĴԼӦһжνϣʹԸأִ......ãһִĶҲǼ¡ڴϣһʱȥ

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֮ἸգͻȻæֻҹֻèƬ̣ÿοȴֻ̾ûʱ뾫̽ЩʲᡣǼõģӦ½صҪ󣬶ٶٶ㡣
ҲѵõĿУӽָֻܻȥӡ֪Լǰ֮壬ֻҪ㹻֧ţȻȻʲᣬʲԡϴʱѣֻǰ;һüգнչ֪ǳҲ֪λΣһʱֻѾʹˣȴèΡ
һճո˯ͱһߡȻɫݣ졣ͼͣҲֻһĳһͨģ߱ϳŷǬͨĳҪЩ֪·Щʲᣬ복ͨľͷģǳ̡
˳ţɿᱼȥķ羰ٶȲٶȣϣ֪ʲ¡
̧ۿؾĿȴɫԼϡǰצߵ֣ؽһ۾ѯʡ
"СҪؾȥԸȥ"ߵ࣬ԵĲһֻè
ԼȻߵ˾һֻèٵˡȥļʽ
߲ص˵ͷ"ҲáյɽȥɣҲǣ"
......ˡʲ᣿ңӦÿĵİɣǸССĵڵĺңӦҲռȥʲˡ
һ·ũ磬ͣᾮȻһ;̾Ҫˣϰջ֪أ϶һճδӵɣ˶˵ʵ̫ǿκλߵķ紵ݶᵹùĶֻǡǾ֪ҲãũĵӣһضӣõĽЩɴ꣬һξ̫пᣬ̫С
һȻวȴ£ȫɡ
һһèһСǣͶ˿ջĽ㡣ֻèһЩ복ǵ͵עĿڶʲˡ
ҹгƣֻһҲ޷붨ȴָղŻԼ˯ϢصѾӰ̽צ±ѣů⣬Ӧ뿪á
ϢԾ´ȥһŴյķ䣬ûκδ򶷵ĺۼ֪ȥġ˯Ҳ򿪴ӣӳ
µգӦǽʮ壬Ĵյøͬ磬˺֡Ǹ쾮мһøߴĻҹɳɳ졣涼ǿͷԱߵļ䣬ȥؾȵĺӦǿȻߡ
һʹ˷ۣ̽ʶԲ׽ߵϢ϶ȥһģһϤϢ棬ϡܸоԽ׷ԽϢԽԽŨһֱ׷Ͻһ⡣
"˵ڶ顣"ûߵһס׼ݵĽŲ
"үûã˵ʮ飬Ҳѽ"Ͳǳ飬ǵ٩"ֻǸ·ģץˣү"
"ߡ"ߵЩм"ҹɵ·ҽҲҸõ˵"
"ٺ٣ЩµȻðҹŷ㡣"ӵһ£ͻȻЦһ"......ˡ"
ûпʲ״ֻӵĻ䣬UһͷѵȻͻĲҽڰҹɫԶȥߵʧʲ׷ëһ·׷ԶǴѶԱûʲȤ뿪Ǹֳˡ
˸ղŵĲҽУٴγȻǲԳЦ"ǿСӳúã࿴ۣСӾһ·׷ʢȴѽ"·ǹҪŭһҲٴζ֡
ֻһUûҽСаȻΪˣȴҲӣֺøû뿪Ǵŷ˽ȥ
龰⡣ΪͲӣȻͲСͷЩҰףڸʤؤʱҲۣƤƤؿһߡ¹ƴӳӵ۾峺

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ѶûЧ˵Ūĸ֣ʱҲɵ¶ŭɫ޺޵ؿӰΣͻȻһҲǿӲºͣ"ʲֵǮôҵһ˼˶ѡ......ǺοࣿҪҪ㾡ܿڣֻҪеģҶԸ㣬ֻѶҡ"
գգ۾ЦȻϣȻû˸ղŵƦߣͻȻ"࣬ȡ"
ǣ۵Ⱑλϣ濴Щζ֪λȵҪʲᣬ˲ˬ죬ĺøҲ˲٣̲סŴ죬˸ĺǷ
"ϣ㵽װĶˣ"߼ͻȻ˵޹صĻ˼Щ֪һֻèûУ˵ֱصˡ
"Ұ......ӹգ"۾һ˲˲ضߣ̲˵
ٺõĺʱҲŭ죬ȣһĹû˵ȻһЦƯЦħģ濴һʱࡣ
"ˣ"ǹ̵·ֻһ¾뵽ߡȴ۾Ź⣬ߺƷǳ˷ܣ¡"ǾΪɡ"˵ֳɫĹ⣬ֱֱͷȥ
ֻô˾ǹ죬߲ߣҲ£һȴܾ˵ģѵȾ......ŰҴ̲סһȵĴʱһ롣
˼תܾôĲԾȴʼһֱڹ߷ŭŭˣһ˷ģ벻η˲׵֪ԼˣŻˡΪʲҪأ߱ŭûΣգȻڷĶ￴飬֪һЩϡŹֵ飬һʱ벻Եɡ
Уεֹߡ˲ˣʶԺ󺰣"֣ͣйŹ֡"
һ㶣ŭƽ֡תͷſڣ֮ˣʶͨй˽⣬Ϊ⡣ֻǾصȴĽ͡
"Ȱˣ˵ɡ"̧ͷƽЩͷ
ߵͷ֪־óһӣ˸ʵٵ˸Ѩϸ۲ȣȼԼʱֻüʮ⣬Ҳ̫ϣĿֻԼһתתصϡߵѨʱȻΣԵ˷ܡüջĿ⡣
"ߣŭƽӦҲЩŹ˰ɣ"߶棬Լɻһһʮ˵ˡ
죬סΣͻȻҲʶ"ҪߣҸ߹ҵ֡"
"ʲ᣿"ڿ˼ȵĹŹֺͿܵԴȴһɵĻңһʱӦ
"¸硣"ͻȻһЦǰ"û뵽ֻè"˵ǰȣԼƽӵĽǶȣϸһ"ɰ"
ʱˣߵཹԼȥҲû㿪ëϡһͷǣСӷˡص㣬²ȥأƵطһֻè
""˵ȵ£Ҳ⣡һϰԵ˵˵ֻèСȴ߲飬һضϵɧš۷Ź⣬úܡ
һֻèߵϣǷáȻͣԼȥϰߡɧţٿ߼۾ë̫ŤˡʵĹѾʹ÷ֻһüûзӦټϣèʹ÷вߣߵְΡ
Ͳߵë֣Ĭһָһֱָߵüģһ򵥵Ķ־ͽ⡣ߵзѾϣʶ"Ҹղ˵£ϸɣǲ򵥡"˵̾˿"ʹ˸ɣ"Ȼǲ˵ģЩ٣һϳû취ദȥˡ
"¸磬ߡ"Ȼܶȴ˵һҪߣһ"ҲŪˣ¸磬ԼȥΣա"
ҡҡèͷ"û£ҵĹ㹻ԱҲء"˵գߵſڣңһָ⿪ߵĶת˲١
׷ǰȴ¹ӫӫĲ࣬ĶаټղŵһлȻΡеҹһԶǹµߣֻԼĹȥ

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¹µĻĲӹжǵݵζܺţҲЩˡҪԼһأһѾЩ˰ɣһֺøоҪʮΪռΪеɣ½ˣˣ˼⡣
ǲ֪αԼĸɣر½ĸŴ󻧵ĵӣʲųĽʲֵأȫи˰ǵ˿Ǿ͸һקšͨ˰顣
ƲƲ죬Ȥ˿ɾĵطſ£ҹ紵ϵëģ˸ղеɧšǱŤǱŤüǿǸӵļ䡣ʱԼξͺˣˡ
¹⣬Ժ߶߶"˰ɣұ˰......"ȴʲᷴӦûУغ"Ҫˡ"ȻڱֻǻҰһèУ""
䣬͸оԼһͷһ""̲סһ־ϲĺˡȻָšùڲزȣèͬģŵ״Ĵ̴̵ĸо
ԭ򵥣Ҫڣ̫ˡصػĲݵϱܣ磬֡湻ˣŷӦһԼ......ĽҰȥ·ϾˣڽǵĻᱻ˿ģٴüͷ
ѽЩѵʱʱ·ߵ𣿲ӦѽģԼԺĵĵһƬҶ"䣡һ·"ҹ紵ССݻСݡһʧܡ
룬Լֲֻ˵˵ûзӦҲԡ˿ᶨСݣʼԱķ빦·ģϻ߶߶"䣡һ·"
еСڹĴ߶£ùâ䣬һʱҫۣ۾ҷɣͣ빦оҪߵʱ򣬲ŸоһһȻһ·ֻ·ȻӻԼģɫСݻƻ̵ɫÿʵ......Ҳδ̫˰ɣϣоһһƤһĸܣǳ
·Ĳ㰲ƣڲݴ۵ָͷ붯ĵỹȽϺãһ·Ҫ˷ѾĻǲ㡣
֪Լȷʵǳ˷ѣⲻڱ·ذСķʽ˼·һķԼͨǸоǳϧǣСݲʲòϣ·Ȼɳ֮ΪЧ̫󣬶࣬м򵥵ķһļ
ĹһնȣڻĽҰ⣬û˻Ϳʼƽһģ˵޽У϶֮ٵġһɣҲ漣һʱ˼ֻһ·ѣûκιĹСԭأδʧ°빦
֮·һֱ¶ȫƾΪȴҲԺʦȻĵ³˰֮в֪绳챦ĺ⣬ȴʹأԿڱ˿ǿ˵ֻǴʱ֪һζؿ˼
ɫ룬Լȥɽɣ֪᲻ȥԼȥһ˵Ĳ·ϵĻңϷСǸȥԼûзɽ·ĻƥȽϺʡȻԼҪö࣬һ쵽ܣʵȤ
ûǮ˵·ʲᶼûСǲȥֻ͵Уʹ˸ӵΪʧȻһͷûУë¿ӡǿ̫Сˡ̾Ҳڸ̾
"ԽԽˣ......"
"ɲǣߣ䵽ϵģֻЩɫ׬ʲǮ......"
һһ£ʱ뵽Ҫ̣ˣǳСԭԼͲҪ̫ˣҲ¿Ҳ
"˵......"еһͻȻС˶ߵ˵"̫ˣҪ˰ɣүү˵ǰʱҲ"
һһ󰲾˰Σһλ߲ŵ"⻰ɲ˵"ҸæͣһֹȴȫƴǰٽƽϣԼͬȫͼ۸˵ǲţȴԵضʼ㷲ֻϽؼҡ
ͷͷС¿ǵĻһʱ˱Լøס춴̵ԽԽ࣬˼΢̶࣬Լ˵ֻı˵תۡˣˣҲ²ȥ֣ٿһͷС¿תӳԼܰɣ졣һӰɽķȥ
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ɽʱǴʱ֡ãҶ°߲ĹӰһ·񱼵վڶǰ⣬
ȥҪ˵һİӶﴫ"λѣ"
ºͣҲ񣬵ûԴǲǶˣǲԼȴǶμ䡣"Ѱˣи㡣"
䣬ͿһˣһϮɫ˳ǻ͸һ㣬΢΢Цӯӯ˷ǳƮ졣ԼǰȴͿòҲĸоȴȫ벻һʱסֻʵ̫ÿǴ˵ɵģ
"¹ӣˡ롣"˵һƣģǳЦ
޷ܾһ·ǰಽ˶ԶϤĿɲǰˡҲʧ˲裬Ȼ
"......᣿"ãš
һ£ȵһҡҡͷ"סѡ¹Ѱˣ"
"Ŷ"˷ϣĪ˿֪ģӦòԼȴ˵ȻÿȫԼϲԼ̬˦˦ͷЦ"ҵĵܵܣ֪"
ԣͷһ"ǲһʮꣿԲҩΪϤ"
"ǣǡ"һеܵܵϢдϲæ"¼ܣ֪ںη"
"Ұǰ......"Ӻ˿ڲ裬˹˵"ֻչҵѼ뿪ˡ˼Ҳ㡣ȥηѰ㣬û˵"
""һʧʡǰӦԼèεǶʱ䡣ҲѰԼһǵˡԽԽǰգüͷ
"ҿ¹ΪͣԵҹռѰң"ӺԽ顣
һ죬ε"֮ǰ......"˵¶Щ˼ڰ"Ҷռǲ......Ǻ˽⣬ûռ"ռΪ֮һѡܶȻߣȴǳãȫڳڷԡܾõĶûռʱ۳ʽ󷨶һͿᵱȻʲᶼûռ
һȣ۹תЦ"¹ӲµΪ¹һԡ"
ԣæ֣"ǾͶлˡ"
"֮ͣض񡣲¹ίʱˡ"
ͷ¿һ·ȻûҵˣһˣĽǺܿĵġЦЦסӣ"δʸ¹գ"
"¥"ǳ
"¥"һ˵Լ֪Լ......·Ҳֺ֪ԼãϤϤԼȻǰû𣿻˵ԼǶȴļ䣿
"¹˵ң"
"š"ͷʶܹ˶Ӧ˼֮ܿšһһʮ˵ˣ"ҼԽˣҲ˵¥ˣû뵽ڴ˵üʵҡ"˵͵ۿ¥ͼıѰЩԼĲһ
¥ı鲢ɫֻǵһЦ"ֵۣһᡣԽɻã"
"......"֪˵ԽǸûĹȤĺ˵Ǻáε"ҲԼûɡ"
شس¥ϣһ㶣ͻȻЦ"¹ӹȻǸˡ"
ҲЦЦȴ̾¥Ȼ˶ۣҲȲЦһЦµĻЦˡڵķβЦĲӹɫĴǣȥ֡Ա޹أ볤޹أ޹أʲᶼ޹ءǿ£Щˣɱ̫ǿѹֳɣȷʵҲݲ
ʱȫû򵽣ִȻƽ־ԵһӦеġıһһڣҡŵͬʱҲĶ䡣
ֻΪ̾̾Ȼ档ȻͰ۹ƿˣ֣ԼȻĶ䲻ˣİʵ£Լƺй䣬ΪĳסΪĳٹǰһУԷǷԼȻֻǵظ̾ƽƿĿ⣬Լ⡣˭˭Լļ飿......Լʧȥļ˭أԽԽ֪

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"ʣ˿ڣ"ʵԼסãԼӦǼġ
¥ԣ۹һת"ˣһʱŽסġ"
"Ŷ"Щʧʵ"......ʲ֣"
"¹Ӳ֪᣿"¥۾ʵ"¹ѰģΪҵܣ"
"Ҽǲˡ"ԼԴյ"ֻǵסһʱ䣬һӡûУԲʣ´μʱʧ"
"¹ӾɷģѲС֮ˡ" ˵¥Ƿˮ
"㣡......"¥ϵǿʵһָ¥ʵ"......"
""¥Ӳó˿Ц"͵ģ"
"͵ģ"Ŀһϣµ˴ǸԼè֮ǰˣǸ˵ˡ˵һ»Լ𣿾ȻˣͻһʹָԶţԼֻǣֻ......ֻʲأݲԱ˺ԼоԼˡ
˱۾һ"¥ˣûңⶴ˵ء"
"......"¥ص"롣"
룡룡ϤϢϤִ֣Լһһ굽Դ
ʹʹԴͻȻǧȻҳһţͷҪըˣʹһΣʹܵڵϣԴʹص
¥龰Ҳǳһ۾һͻȻ۹һ򣬹ǡǰŽݵĴϣһ㣬˯ȥ
ʱҹɫ¥ڴߣֻۣЦЦ"ʱãǿԿʼռˡ"һ仰ûж˵߳ȥ
δѣ¥ĻӦһͻȻææܳȥ⣬¥Ѹֶ£˼ˮ龰续¥תͷЦЦ"Ͼ͵ʱˣʱҪ¹ӵѪһá"
"ѪռǻҪѪ"⡣
"ҲԲã"¥ͷΪ⣬"ֻѪᣬȽ׼ȷѰǵܵܣѪԵѪЧЩ£ֻҪһΡ"
û˵¥Ĵ˵ģԼǹªˡ˵ͷȥ
¥ø̹"ҪѰҵ˵ģ֡"ͷᣬýһ̣һѪ׹̡¥תȥͷ̾ٸߣдǡվ¥ᣬ¥ӣֻ⾰ǹ죬¥½ͷ޷ԶȫڿС¹¥УͻȻֱֱһϡ
һѪ¹⣬οɫ׵̣һͱ˵ɫȻᣬɫͻȻγһƬɫķǵ㣬
˵ĹܣʲǣһúܲȻüͷ
ľã¥ͷڿƬɫķǡģƱӿ½ͷŻָȻ¡¥ת΢ЦδĴЩջ貹âģǺ˷ܡ
"н"ǰһʵ
¥ͷ"ݣϽȥɣҿ̽ʲΣաҾͲˡ"
ʲ᣿û뵽Ľһ֮£æ֣"л¥ˣһ"
¥۹ֵ"ȥɣҪˡ"
һͷҴݷȥ
ͬһҹʱվɹĻĲݵϣѰûзִ򶷵ĺۼ
"֣ǰһӶռСϢͻȻﾹȻ鶯׷ʲأᱻ°˰ɣ"
"ģСҲǰ֮ˣҪ°õ......"Ҳ˼"룬ûоɲϤ"
ѪĸҪȷǿˣŻһʡüϸܣȴֻޡһоʧˡԽǽԽ޽⡣Щй
"ӣϤĻ......ǲ˵ⲨСԼɵģ"°ͣ"ǣǴ򶷣ΪʲͻȻͳ"Ҳҡҡͷ
һһҲ벻ȻΪ·
"ռһΰɡ"뿴ڿʽý㣬Ȼͣ˼ؿӣ"С......ȻɽҵĶ"ҲһģͻȻЦ"ӣûоã˷Ѿͨҵľ磬γУ壿ֱڼܿЩ档"
㶣Ƶطۣ"߰ɣǻؼҡ"
һһɽֵؼ۶ȥ

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"С"ö췭ظһͨңûһתһкȲ¥
"С"¥ֻǣǣǣ"¹ӣ"
ͷض¥ȴ𰸡¥һЦ"ո뿪"
"ȥĶˣ"
"˵ȥҵܵܡ"¥һһ䣬ް䲻ʵзЩϰߡ
뾲£˿¥ЦݣЩΣ"¥Ҫʱ˷õϡȥˣһµ޿쵽ˡ"
¥ϵɫ򾲣ΣͻȻЦЦ"Ҫ𣬽Ҿߡ"
ԣ¶ϲɫ"ϿԽѾҵ壬ǧ֮ңҿһ֮"
¥Ŀͷٿɷķ룬Σ"С룬ҵ뿪˿Ҳο"
ԣЦ΢¥ӰįΣϲýɢګګһƬĬУͻȻӸ̾Ժ"¥ֶࣿοɱСҪöడ"
һЦ"¥׻˵еã㲻ؽ黳˵Ȱһ䣬ҷ۹۲飬ò֮£ûҪΪһִˣǿʼɣҡ"
"أһȵˣΪζִ"¥תͷ۾ʵ
ᵽͷһůľ΢Ц"ᣬҴ棬Ȼһ٣......"תͷ¥"ҸҰҰ¥Ĳ˵ġ"
һ¥Ѫɫʾʹ絶ʡԹԹܸоԼĿһԼ޷ƵϢ¥ҵһЦһѳϵع񣬵跶룬"ɡ"˵۾
Լ˵Ҳͷһɡӹ񣬼¥ãʼʩ裬شһ"ϣ"ڷ¥ؿһġۼ¥ţΣͻȻʼ͸ԽԽԽԽȫɢ¥뿪ˡ
Щϣӵ"ҵĹǰ֮¹ȻС"
"ڣ"ֽš
"ܡ"һЦ"֪Լų˸飬һǲݡԽˣСȻ"
Ӷ춷ıײΪȻ"˭˵֮Уȫۡ࣬иʵƽֲʯͷչֱҲȻһ֣ûʲ᲻ԡ"
"ŶΪιˣ"벻⡣
"ʲʱ˵ģ"ѭѭա
"Сʧ֮......"˵˴ͻȻˣ"˼˵......󱯴ϲЩ仯ǿҵĸǹ˵ԭ"
"ӿɽҲ"ӵ˵ͷ
һ죬ջء"߰ɣǼȥС"ӵͷ˶¹յÿֵ˸֡һڣü"СȻݷȥˡںΣաǿߡ"ͳɽ
ֻܣûзɽ죬ȴҲ˶١ֻǳ˼̬ҺķвմҵĹܣܱһˬݳʱûϳͷǻͷˡ
ŶӽǣȴسʿͻȻ˲٣һ䱹ɭϵģǰ㿴ͻֽţһһ˵ʡĶĶȥʲ£ʵûûˣЩӷ䴦ûע⣬һӳǽϷԾ˽ȥ
ԾǽʱԸܵǽȻ˲˷ȻԼ˵β谭ʵݳǷǳʱڣԼЩ絽ܵ뿪Ϊϡ
ϰԵݵļұȥݳǾɫɣȴ࣬̾һ·ϡ٣ҸɫҴңǰҵȫȻʧвٵĹٲڽֵѲߡſڣִĴŽգŻΣӦ𡣵Ǹڼ˼ңͷ˿ָϽ˻ȥľԣԾ롣
Ժӣŷ֣Ժǳ˴ģأԳЩҰݡƿ˷ţһˣҳءŽԺɨһܣԺԺһЩסģûʰҩԱߵǳĺǰţ"Ǭ˭棿"
䣬žͻȻ򿪣һӵֱֱ˵ޡıʵ"Ϊƣ߸磬ʲ£أأ"
ᵽʤϧʣΪƿ޵ø߿ޱ˵ڳݷǳʣһšʤϧʾǶץˣΪƵɽҩӹһ٣ʱʤϧʱٲͼ۶ȥΪƴǰܾã飬֪ܱȹٲˣŸһţҲûȥ죬͵ˡ
"أ"ղſ۷˿Щûҡ
"ˡ"Ϊƿ޵ᣬü˵"㣬ȣȾҵá"
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Ĵ壬һֱſΪ˯ȥֻ˯ʱ򣬻üᡣجһĺӣȷʵ̫Ѷɹϴһ֣ѣִֻ֣˯죬̾
ʤģϧʣӣԼߵһһˣսδѵ˾ءӵټûͷҸŮЩ뷨ʤĴǰħģĳ֯˵ʧϵӦûڡ°ȥ°ϧʣЮʡᣬڹٳϳˣֻҪлͱز֮ǡΪȫؿ޵ĵġ
Ϊƿ˯ɾԼǰһֱƧԼԼʹ࣬ʵҸһЩǰԼʮǰٻǸһģ㣬ǿֵĵͯ꣬˵Ϊòԭܵӣģڹ¶ԺҲƽƽԹСС;ҪµĿ֮ࣿᣬԼһҸˣĸףеܵܣӣܻ......ǸԼǵˡһΣԼҸ
ñ˵ԼõЩҲЩΡɿΪƵ֣׼ȥŪԵģģǼûкúóԷˡСӣԶɲУСʱ򾭳Լ˵Ļ
վ̨ǰһȥƮŨŨ㡣ѻˣʢתͿһվڳſɵɵؿԼ
ıȥڷ⡣ڵ۹ⲻܱӰ죬˿ú糾ͣޱ߷ǿԼ۾ͷЩΡԼԼèվԼǰıݵˡ
"С"˽ֱ˵һ䣬ЦȴЩ֪ģȥе˷ǳϤͷҲ߰ģ·Ҳģѥһֻ߿˿ڣǾ˺ܺÿÿԼĹܲסһͺˡ......ʶġԼ֣һЩա
"С"λӦŵ壬Ѿ˹ΪһסԼͿȻǺԴޣصѹֵĳԼۡҪˣȻΪʲҪ˵Լޣ㶻֣˵ı
"С̫ܿˣ㣬̫ˡССԲ𣬶ԲҲ뿪ˡҴˣԭҰɡ"ͷһֱ߶߶ֵּоͷеʪ⣬ĪЩۡ
йòˣĻȥεһЦתһߣҿк˵"......ңû£һʱ"
Ķӳչ⣬ǵķۺɫܿɰЦˣ"Բҵ......ܳ˵⡣......Һ"
Խһ£ϵЦûˣˡתͷŭ"ӣҳ"
ӣһϲһȻ̽ͷ̽Ե˿Լֿ˿ˣȻӵı飬֪һЦӵ"ˣ˰ɣ"˵ͷ˹ıǼϣӣۡ
"СЩĶȥˣҺ㡣"˵üֻıϻʾñͷأӣЦЦְԼԶĵطӣ"Ҳ㣬һֱء"һֵطɵ
"ιӣ㣬Сָ䣡"ŭֵͦ˸Сָͷָ״ССײӣҲǳصģת⻬ıһǻֵ˻ֱ˵ͷȥһһϷˣЦеһˣȴײżСǿز˽ߣϱͻҳ˵·˸ƶ
"ӣ·ˣ"ŭǰȥץӡ
ѽɣﻹƣ"ҵŶ룬̫š"
룿룿˾Ƿ룿ˣԼü£ȻᱻԼǵˣ֣ûü룬֪ģоĳأĳͻȻһƬңһѣΣͣһ£ǰһƬɫ˸Ȼ˵һڵ²ʡûһһȫȻסȻСе


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Ϳǰƣһ£Ͻ"û£ղŲ֪£ͻȻ˹ȥʵһûС"˵˻Ӹ첲ʾԼ
Ӷһۣе㵣ǵת룬һأΪƣ"ΪƣȥϢҪˣ㿴"
Ϊƿ룬ٿȻᣬ춻Ƕµظȥ
ΪƵıӰʧűᣬŵ"⸶顣"
ӵЩأ"СղεǰǲǰһƬ죿"
һ£ͷɣԵ޹ʵε˵εӦóһƬģԼʲ⣿ҲƵؿӡ
ӵ"е㻳......㱻Ѫ䡣Ҫһ¾ˡ"˵˿ͻȻתȥ˵"룬˵أ"
ûлشֻǽķӦȻһ֣Ƥһٴε죬ǰڴߵɺáתͷŭؿӵ"ΣǱˣ̫ˣ"
ҲЩεص˵ͷ"ֻΪ֮Ľˣ"˵ͻȻЦ"Ҫ......ҲɡԵҵܵܡ"
"ʲν"üĵؿ˿"Ѫ䲻⣬ʱֻҪнҵ֣ͻεʵ̫Σա"̾˿ȥס֣"......СҵֵѾ̫............"˵ᣬЩ
龰̾ϢҲʶȤû˵Σȷ뻺飬ŵ"ƽѪ䣬ҵ䱾ˡȥ......ӣʱ䱣С"
ҡҡͷ"ΣգС϶ҪȥѰĲࡣԸҲԣȺҲΪټϣСѪԼħм䴫ȥĻСǰ֮壬ҲǺ޵ֿġ鷳......"
һһһ̾ϢΣŵ"......ڿԽ⿪Сļӡ"
ٴҡͷ"Ҳ֪Ѫ֮Ƿм䣬ðա"
һʹܣûԼԼԶֽֽȴ޿κΣǨŭӣӡԼеļ䣬"־"
һ֮£͵̧ͷѾۣЦӯӯʹʢս׵֣"СѪ䣬ң"
ǺһЦ"ѱ˷ĴԼԼħ̫ʢθɣ......ֵǣΪʲѪҪֵɿءҴǰ᣿"
̧ۿЦ£"졣СȻûлָ䣬Ѫ⿪֮ǰҸָ䣬һҪ㣬СҺܰ㡣"
˵ͷ"ҿó"
һ˾㶼ĬΣŹɵ"ͦģϧڵûˡ"
"СְɡҲգ"һ߿֣ڿдȦЦúٺٹ
һ㶣ӵ"ʵ£㲻᲻֪ɣ"
"ʲ᣿"һӿеֱֱˤϣŷŭ"û߹ң֪"
"......"ҲһΣ˰죬"ҿܴʤĵжȡ䣬Ϊҵ£㶼֪......"
"һǱ"شת"ҵˣܲȥļ䣿"
"˵ѵģʲˣ"תص㣬ӵı
Ӱƽһ"......ҲҪӣ"
"أأͦġ"Ҫ˳ڣû˵Ựֻ֡Ҳͷ"ҲӺ......"˵ýָָһ߿˷ķ룬ѯ
Ȼǵ÷룬ĵ˵׽лڡȻظ˸ͷ"ҪԼְɣС"
Լܣֻص£еһ룬ٴס֣оůн̧ЦЦ"ȻСҪ֣Сˡ"
"͸պˡ"һһЦÿġʲᴴ⣿޷Ƕԣǣ󶼲......ˣ"ͽףðɣ"ֺüǡ
"ף......"뻹û˵Ƚ˿"һ㶼ס"
ӵĺȾҲѵõĺԣգգۣʶͨ͵͵ӵ"ǰ׳յİס"
һЦôֱССش۾"˵ʲỵ"
Ϊ⣬Цӯӯص"֣̫ס"

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ֲǿ֣ûа취еİ취٣Ϊ֮壬ֱֱȻԿħķƣ湥֮ߣԻмƣʵ֮¡
մΣֻв뿪벽ಽظŷġֻǣҲα겻αİ취οҪѰҸŮһڴ߿˼ڤ롣
"֣Ҽ¥֪ʩʲǿĳ࣬־úϤ"Լеɻ˵ģӦôǰǵõġ
ͷ"μ¥ȷʵ࣬ҲܳԾǰټϵõĿҲеġ"
"ص㲻ûС"̾"صǣӦûģȴϤĸо㲻"
Խһɵɵؿε"ǰļ"
"ЩϤȷǲ"ͷ"߶Ҫ硣ȥһ£ȥɨĹؼҵʱ·ϼ˸˵ˣҹͱ˽ˡ˸ҵĸо¥ֻǲҿ϶û۾ҿȥŶʮңǳᡣ¥ֿ峤ࡣֻǶ˵Ϣоơ"
סʵ"˼˵......֮ǰ¥Ȼᣬŷһϵбʣ뿪"
ͷ"Ǹ¥ĻˣȻ֮⡣"
֪룬֪롣ֻڷĸܡȻڷⲽͷ˼૵"֮ǰģȫԣ᣿أ"
"һϹ룬ʲ뷨˵Ҳꡣ"ͷΣ
뿴˿ֵͷ룬ŵ"Ҳµó¥ǶⲻǳŻ¡"ͷ÷ֵ"һֱΪĵһνڷһΣȴû뵽ԭǵԨԴԶ"
"£"һ£ӦȻǵ÷룬ǵ÷·¡"ǸֵĴ£˼˵¥Ѿħ"
εصͷ̾"Ҳһֱţʵڣûбˡ"
"ѹħԭ¥"ֵ"ʲϵأ"
"Ǹ¥ͷǳˡ꣬Ǹʱ¥Ǳչʱ̣ӦóھġҲԵ޹ʵˣԭġֻԭʱ޴֪ˡҺ£ԭйء"
"йأ"üͷ룬"пܡ֮ûգ߾ҵߣҲԵ޹ʵˣȻ˵֪ҵѨŴġ֮ǰ֪أ˷ѽ⡣¥ͽ£֡"
"Сһ¥֮ǰʲ£û˵"ͻȻ졣
һ㶣ʵԼѨԼǸʱ֪ʲ£϶Ƿʲ£ŻԼ棬ֻǸλ˵أ룬ٿӣֻõĻˣ"֮ǰ˳󲡣ǰ¶ǵˡֻǵûãȥȻ¥ߣ......ף֮Ҷ֪ˡ"
Դӵϣס"󲡣"
ͷ"˵ġ"
"һƽ没ʧĻǾͲǲʲֻ˵пܡ"
˼ҷɣ˵֪ԼǺãֻη²⣬Ҷ
"˵Ļ......"죬"ǳǣҲδĶ֡Ȼߣķ࣬ǰ۵ᣬҿǼĻУˣתʱ̫ˡǻ˭أ¥ĻΪʲҪﶯ֣"˼⣬ֻصмⲽ
ãӿòͣ"תˣͷˡ"
"ǰ벻ͨȲҪˡ"Ҳ͵"磬ȰռһΣܵڲݣ¥˶⣬ռҲˡ"
ͷԺаڳˮԺڣ뿪ʼռһʽ֮ᣬ뿴˿̣"âʣû£Ӧݵм䣬֪Ӧȥ"
ӵ"ȥӦܰȫʱҲ򲻵ǱȥݵĻҲûйϵСõˡ"
ҲЦЦ"˵ܵڳˣ֪ʲӡ"
"ͨӣ۾е"ʵ۳࣬Ҫÿö࣬ϾкѪͳΪ࣬Ҳ֮òһֻèһֻɽèĺӣΣܳҡֻǵʱչ˷ʱ򣬷ֻ˫۾ûע⣬Żдһ˵
"ŶͨҲá"ǲĳ࣬кӣòÿʲҪֻҪ˺úõģһжǿµڵϢǳãԼҪһʱˡ

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λɣһֻɳ涼óԷΪȴǷһⶼȵڻڶӣվһߣһҲûԷλˣֻקקӣ"磬Ҷˡ"
ԣһԴ"ѽһ˰¸ˣɳûĶˡ磬ǳȥ԰ɡ"
"᲻Σգ"Щġ
"û£ܲһӵڹɣҪԵġ"Ϊ⣬ǣΪƵ֣ȥӶһۣҲᡣ
ˣݽϵ˸٣ǹٲȥѲߣһһԵúĿ¥С飬ϡϡġһռٴλãǽΪϲĵ㣬Ҫԣ˶ģԷζȾơ
һһ̲סһٿ˾ЩЦˡƲˣֻǷֵ̫˵ˣ͵͵ֱֱؿתۣεûرǣһǰ
ķ֪˶Լ⣬Ȼ֮ǰ׹ȴԶûڵĿԼᡣҲҲĿ£ԼŻܵĳִ֮ᣬѡǵİɣתͷȥһۻڿԼķ룬ıҪЦЦģƱһ۹гԣе˸УҲûü˿жɵˡһƽʱȥͦһ˱˿Цǿ¡̾
ͻȻ¥еһʧˣһƬУ뷶ҲתͷȥʲſڳľǸʥ¡ɣЦɣ˵Ŀ⡣һˣӣڸкܵͣ¾ۣĿģ
ʶʥ£Īĵ⡣ЩĪ......תͷһ۷룬ȻȻû䣬ȴЩεرܿˡ븵ʥйʲ֪ǳȴ޷֮춿ڡ
һװǲĸʥϳԼֻǾԼẢദãƭ⺢ӵĴ÷ЩΡʱʥԼ֮ᣬǷϣҲĲ١ֻЩĵؿ˿ȻԼ֪δһֻǱܣһʱЩϲЩΣ֪ν͡
һ˵λ÷ǳãʥѡǡɾǵûΪһߣǺȻ˸ʥµĶ档һ¥ˣָ飬ϸϸ𣬵͵͵ڿλݳǵĹӡ
"⡣"Ӵ̽̽ͷ˻ȥ
"ħˡ"밭Ϊڳֻͣû
ϸϸܣȻеѪʶʶԶǿ̽Ⲣûע⡣¥ɨһȦʱǶһ£Ȼµ˿һۣĿƿ
"岻ңҲ¡Ҫæġ"ʥº˿ھƣܵͣЩΡ
"Ǵ˵С˲Ҳӡ"˵ǫѷȴˮС˵˼ҲûС
"ǡ"ʥ±嵭ȴ䣺"壬ǰ̬ûκκô"˵գͷԲˣٿλν塣
۾ʥ°ΣͻȻ¿"Ҳǹɵ£Դռҵ......"
û˵꣬ʥͻȻѾƱһţһÿǾ㶼ͣ˿ӣλһĹӸ翴ʥ±鲻䣬ǳЦղһ¸ŪġûһԲ˺Ⱦơ
˶һЩڨڨȻͷԺȡ볤õĬͻȻЦЦ"ףСŶ"
üΪ⡣ղŵʥµϢɢ١λսǰĸʥȥԶĸʥԶԼüǿûԼһúܺá뿴һ۸ʥ£ǣǣǣ"һ˻ѣȥĭ¡"
תߣ壬ȴҲԼһЦ˾پƱкĿŵܲصľٶǰЩ޴룬Ͻһ£ѧЦЦ˵ͷ
ʥǷ쳣Ҳ˳۹⿴һ£߹һ֣"Ǭӣ"
һһ˾һ㶣ѵΪǣǣӣŷӦæһ֣΢Цӣ"ǣ֪кָ̣"

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ʥ¶һ"ʦ......"û˵꣬ͻȻס˿ܱӣ죬ʵ"֪־Ӻδ¶ȥݷá"
һ֣"½ոյݣסһݼҡ"˼ǲ㣬Ҳá
ʥҲΪ⣬˶٣ͻȻЦ"......ݳһһȵͻῪĻ빫......"ʥ¿˿Ϊƣͣס۹ѯ
ҲЦЦָָ룬ָָΪƣ"λҵܵܣסλҵļӡ"ʥΪƵ˵ͷת"Ӵ͹⡣"˵գ֣С׼īóдǬ֣ݸ
˾һ¥ʱһ͵͵ؾȫ۹ⶼ
ǷӹЦһʥ¹ָǣȥߣһۣ˵ͷಽʥ뿪
תͷΪƶؿЦЦַУΪƵ"ΪƣԺ𣿳ԺˣǻؼҰɣ"
Ϊƺܹɵصͷһ˽ˣ־۵۹뿪
"ͻ᣿ʲͷ"ǣΪƣתͷȥʷ롣
ջüʥĿ⣬"زɳޣǳ󡣾˵õƷֿҽ׹ǻˡȻЩǴ˵ûļɳ޻ǺֵǮÿ¼ɳ޵ĻڣݶῪͻᣬԳصʿǰڿƼǳʢдʷˡ"
"״ͻᣬңҲʲʿ"˵һ۷룬Ц"ʥʢң᲻йϵ"
һ£ҺڣȻذͷתһߣ"пйأϻȥ㽲еϵҪСĵ㡣"
"ǲ׼׼ͻЩɧҾȳʤĺϧʡ"°ͣ顣
Ϊһʤĺϧʵ֣ʱ·ˣסӵ"磬Ҳȥ"
߱ߵ"УΪ̫Сȥֻ۸硣"Ҳǻ˵ֱ̫ΪһҪ޳ˣһ̫СӣΪҲ޷ֻЦͷ˵
˼ңΪȥ˯Ϊᶼϣһקţ۰Ͱ͵ؿֲҿڡ״ֻΪƵͷ"ΪƣȥжҲҪ˿һûȴ˻죿ڼǿңл˾ǣ"ΪһԼ̽ŵص˵ͷȥ˯ˡ
óڵϸϸؿʫؼȴ˽ţȻֲʧ󡣸ʥµ֣еݽ壬޳Ҳȴǳֵϡ
̾ˣʥ²öԸľۻᣬԣһ԰֣ͽи԰ݳǵ档ԼӣʿǺѹˡҺãԼҲȥֵġ
ȷݣҲ˳ȥһǰΰҸŮȳ
"֪ؾȳһݴȵܵء"һھ⡣
"ҽȥ̽̽Ķźж"Ҫɣȴ£"ȵȣҪҪȥԣĻԣн˷֣ǧսٶҵǷĵġ"
⻰Ҳ"ȵȣ㡣"˵ӻһߣϣ·һ֮ᣬһ󷨵ӣȻע빦һ󷢹⣬ԽԽ͸ԽԽ͸ӣһףֻ߾ӵ塣
龰֪߷һһ"С......Ķģ"
ЦЦ"Ƿʱ¥µǸߣûãǰЩӣһֱûᣬʵ֣ɣ"
"......ħ˵ĶӲΣ"뿴˿һӣЩĵ
"û£㶫ס"ӣĵ˵
Щŵضӣ"¥ķɲǷҵˮԽǧɽĺѩ˳ơ'ħ֮ᣬ¸û£ħԣֻҪһ˿Ĳ϶ᱻħϮΪħ"
һҲԼЩçײЦסһӲš"һħ......һ......"תͷ"Ҫ˵ʲ᣿"
죬ᶨ˵"ӱħɱΪһλҪԣǴ󺦡նɱɡ"
"ܣ"ȻݣԼȴЩ飬תͷסϵӡ
ĹͻȻ۾ȴһ۵Ѫ죬ֱֱһȴĽѾ˹

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ܵһץӣڵضĽѽͣס"СҪħײϵġʤĵľˣҪߵһ𷴿ҡ"
ԥһ£תͷеӣٴμᶨҡҡͷ"УӣҲĪԼϡ"˵վһֹ֣ס뻹Ҫ˵Ļ"ܱħȻҲܱ㲻ᶼӰɣ"
"ʤϴӰħڣԼʲ취"²УѽϻǸĽ
һ㣬ӵ㷭ƣ˦䣬ü"ΣҵĲԡһҳ취ġڷµģġ"
뿴һε̾˿"ᣬȥ̽̽ҸŮϢȰҿûʲ취"
"ҪСģҲߣҪս"ЩΡ
"ģԣȥȽϤûġ"Цļ磬תš
óӣѱԼס۾ֻŶȫһЩԼçײ˵а취ҲǺ˵ģֻЩ鷳ѡ˵ѣʵϻѪĳ档֮кܶرáõĩ
ԼĹħӦò⡣ֻЩΣգһΣաһܲסĻһҲػȥʩᣬһʱڵڡԣŲ߷룬ԷԼ壬Ҫ֪ˣػᷴԡҲʩĺʱȾҸŮ˵ɡ
˵˾Բ֣صڹ֮ǰҸӰյԼȥȻϣһ춪ˣɾ鷳ˡ䣬򿪡ҩʼѰǸճ䷽
۾ʱر죬оֻһ˲ҵҩȴȻѾĸˣ뻹ûлʲ°ɣ뵽ֿܣһš
ռʶ̽졣ʹ˸ɱݳǵݶϡܱͳʶԲ׶ʶĿ֮ڣһһľһһաУһֻĴϢһûйϸ΢ĸܣ΢۵ʶӦЩȣڲʱһһҵΪ
ͬԣԣһҵ˻赹ڰķ롣ȻڵϣǱܵϢҪԼʶƿص΢۵ľأԷ֡
Ю룬ٵطסⲼ˷ѷƽڴϡ·һһſѪ쾧ӣǶڷǰԣ˭öѪɷ¥ܡ¥Է⣬֪ǻ˭أ󣬹ҲҪǳҪеļʶ㲩ǣ......ǷĵĳͷȥħǶȥħˣأԼһμߣδħѽҵʱ......ӦѰɣ......˭أ
ҧ˼
ѪɷԼ֪ֿɱɣܾžŰʮһʹĥһ컹ɢͶܡõĻħ˵Ķ飬Ĳпᣬʮһ֮ڣҲ޿ܣѻض֮ϣҪܾ֮ĥȥ
̵......˸룬뽫Ҫ᣿ɢԼ......Լʲ취˿ɫҰףһʹüҧסԼĴⲽһͳһ亹һԼҪʧ׺᣿
УԲС⣬а⣺"¥ҵġұƽԣҪ˴ҵѣҵȻ"磬һΣؾеΣһ˸еӡ
ȸ˹ȥĵбסԪٴҩóҩǧ꾧ѣҩݡҪ죬Ҫ죬ͻᣬԼȥȻһʥ´ǸħҵԼλס
۾ҩĥۣҩԼҩͳȣȫʪ͸ֽŲͣüתݡڼ΢ʱɵһһףһѪһʺ졣
"ֻʱѹƣ......ףңǧҡ"֪Ϊ۵ģΪ־壬ɵز󿪷죬Ѱ¡

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ҩܹãһˡۣ˿ֱ۾ˣǧٸҪʣҲͣס죬ȥʱû¡˰ΣٴۣƣǣЦЦ"СҸһһϲ¡"
˵ӣ֣Լؿһһãһƾɾɴͭͭꪳڷϡ봭һѷꪾٵǰһֱڷĿؿ
Щסһۻ亹Ĳ԰׵ķ룬ٿ뷢ֶͣζͭꪡӹֱغݺѹܸоⷽꪵĺһһºԼӣ˰ĵĸоͭһһشԼִ֮䣬һͨͨȫµͭꪡ
оЩ̧֣ۿ룬ȴøӲ԰ףл࣬޽ǶʪˣԼԼЦЦоת˵ʲᣬȴ죬ֻһ˲ֵȥ
"......"һȥȫޣţšģϢȴҲһƬ
ͣڷıǶ˶Ҳһ񡣴˯ķ룬ǻжԼһĨЦȻʱꡣһƬհףֻԼƺӦʹޣӦ÷ŭɴһţȴȫǿյģʲҲӿյģʲᶼûС
ذѷȥԼĹǣȴǴɳأ벽Ҳ޷ǰȥȥᶼȥʹʹϢһţһرǿȥǣûáоѾըȫѾը뻹ЦϢ
£ڷ󺰣ȴֻܷصƷӡ¡¡էͻ磬յһƬҰסսеķꪣоһɱ侲ֱֱ뵤ٷЩվš
ܴ󣬼ӭ˹ʲöһͨһһߣϣʪۿһһ磬ֱֱԺֻԼͷԼͷ˸ͨ͸ǰһƬʲҲäĿߣԺߣ䣬ˮһȫ
"롣"֣ȴûεҲѧб˵ģֻЦӳ£Եر
"롣"ÿһԸоеķꪺӦһǿֵģѵ
"롣"һĻĻеķ룬ȫЦֵļⷣЦǵģȴûЦһΣŮˣԼ˵߰ɡӴ˷룬Ӵ˷ǣӴһж˻䡣
ԣȥҹã˲ˡ磬֣һҲûУֻв֪˭磬ڿаš
ԣڶϷֱֱϷߣţ··ˮˮߵԣǰʱѲ
ִ˫ꪣһ塣ԣǰֵȴһӡУѪˮˮһͳˢúʲᶼûһɾ
һţźȻصȺĴӵĺòǰ赲ʻԼֻӹѪɵĲҽУֻǼˣһ·ԣԺصء
ԣ죬鱨ӣϸϸһһõõ"룬ԭãжֻءǴξΪ㱨ġ"
ǰԽԽ٣տԣҲˡһЦ̤ԣصء
Ժ룬ͻȻ̤ʮħˣִ˹ȼѪͷϣֻеƤ겻һеá
"ߡ"һЦӵŴʱһ˸ֶƹ⣬мؿ"¹򲻴Ը˳㲻"
ס˰ΣͻȻҲǺЦڴҹ쳣ЦҲŲסмı飬þλҲʧơϧԵѻ
"ĵùңҲĹġ"ȴʵʵڵشڳÿ˵Ժص֮ŨԹ֮ɲĳޣֻ˵"ǣȫ"ѵĸԣ㵽䣬Ҳǻ¼įġ
˵ѷԼһգȼѪط۵ĹâӳƬա

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һҲԳ֮ΪΪ֮ɫâƳգѺҹճɰ磬ȼѪ˲仯Ϊҽʮħ˿ѪȻһ˵ϣԺӶȾ˺ɫ
"ꪣ"ʤĵģһȺһվԣᣬеĹâ
"ˡ"ԣоȣãȻвţЩ
껹ãҰˮˢ֪ĲַһҹɰĺǺЦסһãԣһһûߵǰͻȻԣǰһλˣԣǰ棬ʩһ񣬵"¹˼УɱԣҲ޲̸̸¹ʲҪԣһܰ¹ʵ֡"
ԣعȻ⣬̸ǲ£ҲԴ潾ظ͵"˵öԣ¹ʲܰڳ"
"ǣ"ѿԣĿת˿ˣһһʵ"ö͵Ѫɷ"
һ£һеꪣ򣬵"¹ʵĿػꪵ󷨣ǼʦϹɣ²֪ǲ¹˵Ѫɷ"
"¥¥"ͻȻЦǸص¥˭һְԼİϻȪҪ֪ǱԼҪɣ꣬ˣİţ˲п᣿""쳤ЦֱЦӹءϣܲˣʹޡ
ΪʲҸʱҪȥΪʲõӲͣѵضȫޣѵԶ޴Բޱ޼ʣȫˡ
һȺˣԣЦޣ˷ߣסǰȥסλ·ϵĵλ䷸ļλ֮׻ꪵˡǰ޵һ
Ҳࡣ˻ƣ̧ͷȴΧԼγͰƵľŹÿ˵ָԼһЦԣ"ԣν̸ʽ"
"£ò"ԣָΪ⣬һ£ֵ"ʲǿᡣ"
Цһƽһø߸ϵһˣԣ翴ϡƮƮص"ԣԣҺ¡ԣҪģ"
ԣԽ֣һСѣУг¥ΪԼãԣҲһЦ"ֻҪ˵ó"
ҪҪӻһֵֻĳӣҪʱ⵹תҪҴû磬÷ӿԶģԶͷˮˢɵԼᣬ˰ԼȫطӡЩǰķӽǺЦ"Ҫ죬ڲסۣҪأģҪ⣬Ҫ𣬶ɢ"䴿㣬Ϯ
䣬ԶԶһ죬Ҫˡ
ԣ⻰ҲɴסʲҲ޿ܡǲɵ£ԣɫһһӣŹ
ǺЦΪתۿʤģ"Ҳ㣬㲻ԸҾȡᣬȪ·ҡ"˵һ֣ͣꪷΪӦâ߳ꪣת۱ͬߵĴ۾ʶߵһС
һһһһӲΧסľڵ"ϧɣλ"Ծֱֱ׼˵ԣȥˣսͲῪʼûӦģʹ²ȥɡܶԴɣ۾׷ѰǸΪ¶ĺһ˿ĪĿ⡣
˵𵲷ӿѪӿ۾ĺɫ뷶жնɱУԸӦꪵ˷ܣһһ£Ҳն˭һ·Ǹִߵĺ׷ȥ
춣ǸֹͣѪԼϣȵġЦЦꪣɽϸ߿գñˮԼ͸ϴһѪۡ
ɻؼҡΪվҩſڣһֵؿԼĶһָ㵹Ĵϡת紵߰ҩ
ǰȥ뻹Լ뿪ʱģЦ̬ꡣͷ·ϴڷߡ̾һղǿɻꪵ֧ŲŲ££һУꪰ׹һʧյĸо纣ˮһϮ˹ȥ

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֪Լ˯˶ãаķߣرġ־ܵȥԣȴִ֮Ķ棬һˡһۣԼԼҩɫĻʣıӣжĴԼסҪ̫ࡣ
תͷһǰ˵ıӰû˵˾ת˹Ȼ¥
"ˣ"ᵭ͸˵ƣ
˵ͷüʵ"أ"
һ䣬¥һ£"Ѫģ"
"أ"¥Լѷʬʲᴦ¥Ҳ˵زͷֱص㡣˵գȴȵֵشϡ
"......"¥ס߹"ʮʱ䣬Ը"
"......˵ʲ᣿"˰죬գ˼۾ŵʣ"............"
⻰¥һ㶣ʵ"㲻ǸҩΪʹ࣬Ĺ𣿲ҩ"
"ֻҩЩʹ࣬......û뵽ʲĹ......"¥˵ãеųⶼˣ˵ֱ׳ڰȴǻϲʲȷ뻹õأ̲סЦǡԼĴ¥˳ࡣ
"жڣһʱˣġ"¥߹ߣһһǿ"......Ҳ"
Ļϲ֮黹ûȫӿֱ仰ڵءͷһʹ͵̧ͷס¥"ҪˣҶɱ"
¥Ϊ⣬һЦ"Իȥ"˵۾"ڣһİ취ͿԸԸһˡ"
"˵"һ
¥ͻȻΪҪ͵һˣȴֻԼؿһץۼɫ԰óǴԼȥع
"£Ҫɱˣõڡ"¥ݸϢȵر۾Σŵ"֪Ĺ᣿"
룬"ȶĹܡϢ֮ģ϶Ӧ"
¥ҡҡͷ"ԶԶֹЩܣ˵ģСڡع񣬺ܶᣬǵ۵ı֮һĹ......"˵¥תЩƣ۵۹⿴ס"˻صȥ"
һ㶣૵"Խʱգ"ǲԼܹؼҵĻ᣿ͷһ¥¶ȵһʱЩ޴
Խʱĸ֣¥Ӧһصͷ"ʱգֻʱ䡣صȥٻ"
֪ܻصԭȵ磬̾Ϣзҵͷ˻ƽʣ"صȥ¥......ҪҲ˴㣿صȥ"
¥⻰죬ͷΣ̧ͷ"ǡ˶µʱ򣬶ȥ......"˵תͷǿо̾"عǴ˵еҩ˭ϲأ"
ǰϸ꣬ɣ"˻ȥ᣿"
"Уй˵еˣɿ"
"......뷶ڵ״ʲϵһصǰȥֹ᣿"һ룬һϲصǰҲǺõġ۾ɾ
"ǡ"¥üͷչĵ"ͼ򵥶ˡ"תͷȥ"ȻܻصȥʱҲ׼ȷ֤صʲʱĹȥ......ֻ£ȥҲС롣"˵һ
"ʵûа취᣿"Ȼϲ¥ȴҲ֪Լз涮Ҫö࣬ԷҲ޶⣬ɾ˳
˻һ¥ۿһ죬оˮһƬ͵תͷ𴦣СС"ҵĴҵĴҲ......Ҫʵû취Ҳˡ"
"󷨲㵱᣿û취"ӣҲһʹ"ǲԼ·ˣ"
"ǻꪵĹϵ"¥룬"ڲ˵Щʱ򣬵ϸ㡣ʱ䲻ˡ"
"ðɣ˵ʲ᣿"üʵ
"ħĶֻһֽҩֽꡣȫֻһУʮųһΣһγʮǰǵȲסλȥǲ"˵óһֽͼ
"Ϊβȥ"ʡ
¥Цһ"ΪҲ룿㿴Ҳź弸죬󿴵״̬ԣûϢǿͻɢˣҵûʲᣬĻС......"
ͷͼ֣ڻ"꣬˿"
¥۹ͻȻԶ"ͳӦķңķҡػлꪣ¡ңԿǰС롣......"

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"ȥ롣"
¥ͷ߳š˷ţȴ־ȻǸɽ£ߣȥҲȫǴû̡ͨĻɽһԼסһŷ֮⣬յʲᶼûСЩ죬ʵ""
"ǴǰķҾַһЩ£ȫᵽӦȥˡ"˵תͷ˿"Ϊص޷ı䣬ҾѡҲǷѰꡣǣҪסҵ̻Ҫʻڷǳ̡ңǱߣǧҪͼıСʲᣬҲҪգ......СҲɡĻռأʮ֮ͻٴγ"
ͷ¥üͷ۾ذʹˣûжʱȷʵǸȤˣ˾أԼѵġ
"Ŷˣʥµͻᣡ"ͻȻ
"ԣУ˭ͻ˯ˣ㿪ˣҲʱ䡣"¥бۿһ֣Щڽ
"Ҳ˵"ֱͻᲢӣ"ֻ˵Ʒɳлˣҽ׹֮ЧгͻĻ......"
¥۾һһ£"˼......"
˵ͷ"عصȥĹã˭ûһ⣬......Ҳ뷶£ﻹչˡ"
¥һͻȻЦ"С룬ҲǸļⷡ"
۾"ͬС"
¥һŷݵͷһ䣬ţһƬտֻм䣬һ񴲣ɵǴһˬķ롣ɼ¥ǻ˴󹦷Եȷ룬ٴȷ¥⣬˵˿ڣơ
߽ȥȻɫףǺЦɫꡣҪϢȥһţѡֻܹȥס֣ĿϸĦģϸϸһȥ֪Ҫȥãڹȥʱȴĳ죬ˣ͵õȸʮꡣ
һʹоۿһȣϽͷ૵"룬ҪҡȻһ㿴ֻҪʮ죬......ȴҪֱꡣȴǵζһʮ꣬룬һģ룬Ҫ֧ŵ"
ڴߵ¥վԶȻüһʮʱһ̾һ⣬ӸԶʮ......ԭǹƽģԼ࣬µСҲҪȥζ¥˵˼ĵ⣬ּȥ֡ͬ飬ͬ飬ԭ¡
ʱ֮ᣬۿ¥"߰ɡ"
"ȵȡ"¥"Ҹղûȫû뵽һȥҪȥʮ꣬......"
¥Ļ˵һ룬ֱʹ죬ԼȰԼϵ"û£ȥãֻҪֻܻǹȥʮ졣"
¥ˣֻȥļ磬"˵ҪȥãӦΪЩ׼"
"ʲ׼"˼ȫ棬ֻܱܷʡ
"ܶ˵һҲ᳤ʱ䡣"¥"ҪõĻҲ㻹ȥΪʲ"
"ãڲԲҲܻ"һֻ֣ȥأԸ¡
"֪ܻһ£ҪʮĻҲδ̫ࡣҲС̳һɣģԹҡ"¥ٶ˵""
Ҳԡ¥½Լķ䡣׼һǰһĶЩӡ߾¥"֪صǰƱûõģֻЩˡһ㣬......ص֮ᣬᣬֻŬıʷˡ......ɱҰɡ"
һתͷ¥ȴü۾룬ȴͬļᶨ¥죬ȴ֪˵Щʲᡣ¥Ҳ˵ʲᣬָָֻ֣ڵĴľͰ"ϴɣȥ˵ؤ"˵գŶȥ
ԼȻ㣬šأ֪Ϊ¥ΪԼ֪ʮꡣԡͰԼˮůůˮԼѹһƻӤʱİȫܣҵ˼˲١ж뷨νֻһĿ꣬ȥû꣬Ȼ룬ĶҪ롣һ
һۣվ¥ǰ¥"ܼ򵥣ʱҲҪãڿס"˵¥ͷϻ˸򵥵󷨣ͷϣоͷһȡ¥ͻȻɫһ䣬ţһŰ߷ɡ
"¥˵"оһѣΣߵĶӣۣһ仰ͿһľѹԼĲϡ

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һʢ£㣬һӢͷףλõɾ˼棬ֻõĽᣬΪµһĽ˵õġÿҹɽã䲻ȣ깦̫ƣۡ
ģܲߡ˼ԽԽմȥԼһͬһҪµµΪعˡ
һһĴ̵Ķǧ飬ˣԽزٶ׼ȷˡ죬ЩٵڵϣݺݵشԼһƣԼ᱿""һૣһվ𽣣ɣ
һ££һǧ£ǧ¡ͷϵĺ׼Ϊһϵͽ޹ʱͻȻһ˵˴ɽϹæȥȴһ۵һʹصڵϣϻ˸
Ƿ˽أһһ뷨ǣǸ콣ѹĲϣѹʵ"˭ʲ᣿"
"¥˵"˻ش֪ǲΪʹЩСҲˣ¥ļԼ˵һüѽѹøЩȴЩ֪룬ץ˸ˣԼɽؼȥȥᣬ̵ĸ׽ͣԼҹʲ᣿÷......ֻѹ˽˵
С۾ȿ˿ľٿ죬˰ΣͻȻЦЦ"......С磬Ķ"
ǰɣһ֪ԼĶգգۣ"Ƿңҹģܵʲ᣿"
СһҲܲϵľֱתһȦ"......"
СȻٲòԼҵľɫʱҲ̰֮ɫ̫Լѹֵģͷһϵľ䣬Сְضңһ·תơ
СתһȦԭأǹ𵭵Ц"ԭ⸶......"
"ι¥"һ˲ǵΪЩƣǰȥýָС󺰵"˵ҹʲ᣿"
"¥¥"С·һŴ죬ΣͻȻƵأ۾һǰס죬ϵЦ"Сܵܣ㳤ɰ߸磬ʲ֣"
"ҽз졣"оϻһЩ֪룬󣬻ûСƺҲ˳࣬ɾ͵ͷʵʵ˵ػش
ΣҲûеõκλӦЩơ̧ͷͿСԭأɵɵؿԼЦޣ۾ԼȫԼ
оһ֮ãСǳǳ"᣿Ǻǣˡ"˵ͰԼ§Ļǳ÷оЩƿȴܸоԼСڿޣԼļͷޡˮʪһαˮʪ
ûˣЩӣЩΡ죬ȥҲ˱Сֻ̫ܱ࣬ıֻദѧСʱοԼģģ"ˡ"
йˣСɿһ죬ķͷ"Ҹ磬¥"
"磬ʲ᣿"ΪӵĿһѽպãͷʵ
"һ"С۹ѽض쿴һͻȻЦ"û뵽Сʱ򳤵ûͦɰġ"˵ǰȥ
һûڶСһˡŭٴΰγľСȥȴС죬һͶԼĽ档
ٴ̣ٶ㡣˵ʵУСֻͥŲһһЦеؿ췢衣ȴԽԽŭȫƴļʽҲ̲һͣǰ÷콹겻ڸһȫ򲻵ļⷣ÷ŭ١еķƣ÷켸
һ·Ҵ֮ᣬСָЮסҲ޷ʱǸСӣһϼصĴ֮ҲŲסͻȻڵϣͷʼĬĬᡣԼʵԭǸСҲԼ˼꣬ԼȻ·߶Լעһ޳ˡףĸ......ԽԽССķɺӡ
"ˣԸ⣬ÿҽɡ"СһٶʱĿ޳һŵС죬ο
"᣿"ԣæͷ̧ĵؿʵ
ͷ"죬ڼꣿ"
"ʮꡣ"
"ʮ꣬ңǲ......"̾˿ϴʱǰÿһ꣬ǵúʮһꡣ......˿ǰٵķ룬ֻЦ̾ʮ꣬Ǳߵһһꡣ
"ʲʮꣿ"ᶼûգͺ
"û¡룬Ը⣬㽣ġ"ֻðοԼ룬С볤ҲǸѡ
"Ը⡣"

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ڶᱻ鷿ѵ˺ܾáǲûϢһףȻļȴֻܽΨΨŵŵ͵͵ֵʱ졣
˵һ¾һȦûаӰ˵ʧԼȻ̫ˣѵûԼǸԭǸҲǸˡ첻Щʧ䣬ľֵĿյϴ˰죬ûһһ
һ죬ҡҡͷҪԼʧ鶪һߡûϵû˽ԼҲܳΪġԼ˹ľС֣˸ʽ
һ׽սûüɿ"žžž"ϴ"úܺð"˵ȻƮεӯССķ쿴Ŵ졣
"٣Сʱ᳤"վڷߣ˵㷶Ķͷ"Ŷ϶˯ˡ"
֪ûƭԼղŵίһ˲ɢǰѧ˹֣"ʦ......"ûѳٵ˵ͼһƵ͵һһ£Ҳѷһ̧ͷ㶵ʣ"ʦ"
"ʦ"æ֣ĵҪʦһȥᣬԳʦӲټӽ֮˰ףæ˦˦ͷ
ɻ˵ֱȻ÷˼ۼЩӤʵ͵ȥһѣȻģͰ͵ġֻǰס֣͵"Ҳ˵㣬ֻ˵ѻƣɺã"
"ѣ"쿴˿ģȷʵҲʮ߰ģԼ˶٣ҲȷʵѱȽϺʡ......"ҲԽ̵᣿˵ǼҴģ⴫"
"......ܽҲǽ"˵ԼȷʵԽУɻһ䣬ͼС¶Եʧ顣Сӣһ˼زסССķ죬ûгģֻ˫ϸ۾ЩΣǿʲЦЦ"ܽģֻһЩʹɳķҲǿԻ˵Ҳȫʡ"
ɳ᣿˶ε飬˵ͷ
"ҿղĳ԰ɣ"º͵ʡ
첻ɺԼ뵱ľǽȴҲֻһʦĽʵڶˡǵ˵ͷ
Ϊ⣬Ҳ˵ͷ"ñҼ˶ö࣬һһЩԼС仯"Сʶظ콣ѹԽС۹ⲻЩˣȻ갡
ȴЩִ٣ԼĸĶȻԼĹоòĵطһ򽲾ڵ˵Լǻ˳Цġ
"ʵأҿʲҪҪǿ˵СĸĶȻСҺ͡"˵Щľګ˵ķ˸ЦĿ϶÷ЩģͬʱҲЩɣλԼǲ̵ܽԼɿĿ˸
С£ֻǺǺһЦó˵һЩȰѷ컣Ūסٽ̹ʲģѧǣѵõأһӵؿ"ȷʹǣˮʽҪʤС˵ҪǣϵлȺ͹Թ......"
һƪ۽аʱÿڸҲǡ̫뷨ԼǰʵĶȫʵʵ˵˷Ŀȥˡһ֮ᣬ׳ΪСż
һ𣬷Ļﵽ˰˳ĵزԵúܡҲ˹֮ᣬǰĵĸоȫʧˣ˵࣬ȷʵָĵģǳ׼ȷˡҲ³Ȼһ㲻ʹʲֻǼвСҲԽЩϵʶʵ棬ʵʮķ춼磬˵ǻɳҲΪ
Ϊҹҹ棬ڷΧ˸լӣ˸ӣǸСˣһĽ㹻Լݳ޵Ӧǳǽסʮˡ
г롣ڵķǸҩ̣ӦдլӣǽıԺӦΪػרŽġǷӣĸײƣִСһסδȥӦլӡǸˣʱʱĸӣǮ϶ԷĸҲ
˳һֱϣԼĳܽҫ棬ÿݺݵ㷶졣һ㣬ѾǰԹܶˣԸǳΪµһĽԸ˭Ҳ˵

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СҹԶȻ໥Ϥոһյһ˵ȾƣΪԷɻȱһ֣ȴʵδԷģ
ڷӡУ¹һϮ۵ĶԼ΢΢ЦģҲܾȱһ飬ġʦѵĸ磬һ޷Ŀֻиһ޲Լ׸硣
̬ҲࡣӿʼĽȴѧ˰һзŽĵףѧĬеȴʮʱ޾ǰֻ׺һһһعȴֺܰѷһ¶ͯһˡ
ڲŹ꣬ȴĺͯ˻ꡣ˲٣ҲԳЩкƺҲԽԽг᷶ķˣ֮䣬¹³¡
ʱС춢ˣЩҡὥ벻ķʵӣֻԽԽļ¶ԽԽǿҵĿеĻȴЩˣǵһЩ۽תķ飬ǵһЩ۷ĽǣǵԼͷ¶ȣƺʲᶼǵãʵȴЩ㱵Щץס
ֻܺ£ڷʱʮһ֪꣬һһعȥʮһ֮ᣬԼܼǵʲᡣ˵ļĶûб䣬ǵĶȴòʱתλģ޿κΡ۾ʵĹһƬһƬɹԽÿ飬ס֣ڻǣʮһ......
ٴζ˾ƺҪѣֻǸԼҸɡȴζûг˲˽⣬ü˾ҺߣԼ˵Ĺȥ۾ڱԼ˶ٵķ죬ڽеķ죬......ЦЦӿģԼҲ˵ʲ顣......
ѩ죬û¹ϣһļİۣƺЦӯӯؿһķ졣Լŵʱû˵רע˿̿࣬ȱ˿̿һٱֹ
"磬һбнɣ"߹ϰԵ͡лЦķͷ"ٶǿЩֵˣ˴Ļ죿"˵һ֦ȥ
ϰֱȻϳʵ÷˷ܣһȥͼѩϷӰ֦ϵĻѩ׷£ڰҹ紵
һᣬѩѾճһͺͺأֻԼľƺָ֦ڵϷؿڣЦ
"磬۸ҡ۽......"죬û˵꣬ͱϣȻЦͣ"˾ˣʲɻˡжε˲ܽ"˵֦һߣ˿ھƣ"쵽ɣЩȥ˯ˣ϶кܶҪæ"
ԾһקסҪ뿪ӣ"磬Ҵˡ˵Ựɣڻ˯"
֪ĹСɣ˯£̫ࡣֻǽЩĸԼӰ췶죬ֻǰ˰֣"ɣˡ"
"磬᣿˭ˣ"ЩģĸʵҲԶԶ춾ηǲûзſӣǰֶ˼䡣
ǺǣЦϵĺ˵Լ˵Լǿ˼Ҽŵƽ׼꣬飬ܴ̼ˣ˵ԼǵȵЩͷˣת۹⣬Լ첲ͷһҲһķ죬ᴿı飬ߺߺߣ˵ԼĵִЩҧĸ¡
̲ס죬ʹһ۵һЩԹԼӣͻȻҧĳ嶯˲٣ҲЦ⽥֣"˵ʲ᣿˵˵......"
һۣỹǵֲסԼ뿿Ը鲻Ը˹ߣ±סĸ첲ʼ˵ЩԼ󡣶ЩĻɷ˵ѩӳ˫ϸ۾˵ĹԽ󳤴֮ķ롣Сﵽ˵Щʲᣬֻһؿ˫۾ٴ
ִЩרעĿ⣬ʮķܵԽḻ۲תķ飬ֻǷԼûʶԼʲᣬֻǱ֪ܵĿõģרעطԼϡһֻǱܣֵܿıܡ
"磬û˵ʲ᣿"ҡҡĸ첲
"ʲ᣿"תĿ⣬ظʾ䡣
"ҪȥլԷܽš˺ö·ϱȡŮһǲ"˵լЩȻ˾졣
"ʲñȵģ㲻һ򴩺ÿ᣿"˳˵һ䣬ٴ뵽ȥӦ֮ǰһĺԼ·Ļ棬ɹ˹ǡ

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ѩ׷ꡣļ죬һҹѩӦһƬף֮ᣬѩϷĹ⣬˶ۡױ̰ѾͷСֵرЦ֣ʱʱڶ
ǰӦ۾ѵõĹաм̵ĻҩζһӾ˻صǵĶʱӦǸֱ仯ǰķˣ߶·⼸ȥ˴լûʲ£С˺ͳӵļ٣Լһʱζ
緢Ĺϲܺõ˿ߵľ죬ŵСʱ±ζҽһתͽ̫¥
¥Сȴǳ֣üСкÿ˶Цֻõһĵ⡣Ҫ̫ƣСˣҪľǸζ±
ûкóԣζûд񣬻е̣һƵζͷһᡣ̫ˣӶˣԼҲȷ±ʲζǰԼľ˵Ϻû򲻺ãһһѹȥ˻ʱĥȫȴδЩ̫µ䶼סΧʳкӵģͷһһطᡣ
Ҳвȥ¿ӣȻֻоʺԼһһڵع࣬ȴԽ۾ԽĿԽ䡣磬Щįʲᶼ޷ģǰ顣
"͹٣鷳£"˳Сֿһʮ߰ĹӸ磬ЦóϿң룬Ϊ......ȷ컹룬۹ⶼˣæ"롣"
֮ᣬλ""ϵãԾĿŵؿͽˣȻüĿȷΪƣ黹Ƿɶʮǧ˿λһ࣬ȴһ¶Щнĺ̬ıῴ̫ˡɾͺǺЦһЦͻȻͺˣһЩΣȴǸ£ֲ˼뿪ߺǲڵصϲˣ۹ҿͲ
"ӹգ"¾ƱЦЦؿЩ֪ˡ
"շ"˴úܿ죬ָϽ졣һЦˣȴǲһֱֱؿˣֻǹ˹֣Ȼͷӡ
᣿ЦһЩԼⷶԵ֪ǷĸֵܡϿҵı飬ʵ"ǷҩеĹӣ"
һ£һϲ"ԭϵ£֪Ӹմ"
""ЦЦ"Ǭϵ÷ӣֻԶԶðһʡ¡"
һ˵Ϊտʼ˸Ľ͡ʱôҲֱ׵ˣ֮Ķټ˸⣬"ӹһԾƣ"
ͷһ۾ϸϸƷζӵüۣһ"¸յӦãϵѡ"
"ӦǸϿ"
"Ͽ"ʸо̫İˣڻſüĴͻȻһʱӦΣźǺһЦ"ǣֻĴرĿġ"
һ⻰԰˰ת˲ţֻЦ"һḻĽ"
ЩеûĿ׻Щ̰ͣλӵòҲԼ˼һûһشƴյߣҪȲȵһգգؿλʮ߰귶ģķӡ
ϲˣûʲθڣӰû˵λҲɵģǰλ仰һ䣬۾ȴһ˲Ҳ뿪Լ֪ԼвһȤЩΣЩŭɶԷֱؿԼûκľٶԼһʱҲл޴ʵܲסֻͣ¿ӣ"ӣµ⣿"
"ûûС"ΪΣֻǾλʵɰķܼǷǳѵãֻǷ¾ƱĿⲻص"ʧ񣬷ʵڳúһλˣһʱ¡"
Ȼ˵£ĿⲢûκջص˼ƽһ......ѿĳ棬ԽѰȴԽˣһڷɽϰﷶ촽Ϳҩ࣬ҲЩεģĶ۹һӵıҲɵֱķӿֱëߣ־̫ʧǿ򶨣λϣȴóԵĲ˶ʳ֮ζˡ
һ⣬һεĳڱƽ͵״̬°ӿʱͻȻһڱڣЩɳƵкӵ"磬ˡ"

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ʱܴʵһĿнѳˡתͷЦ˵"С죬ˡ"
"磬Ǹ·......"СڴܵЩ˵ģЦû£ͿԼĶˣһʱס૵"......"
ҲջضӵĿ⣬תͷ죬չµķһɰҲǣЦЦ"ԭǷ죬"
"磬㣬һ"춢סЩһ˵ζǻϲˣе£Ƶô˵е͡
"С죬ʶ"Ӻ廰ʵ
"ӣ"Ŀû뿪ֻֻЦЦδͣβŻתͷЦЦ"ӼΣЩ顣磬ͬ"
ӿһЦЦؿԼһΣղֻ˻̫µܾܵߣ˵ŭһ죬"ֻǸպ˶ʹ˸û뵽СľʶԵ"˵תͷС˫ӣͼȥԼɫ
ϲӣĿҲ˳תȥ˼֪ɵȥˣһģ쿴ӵٿķӣ£ֲɾսȭԭ۹ⲢֻԼϣԭԱ˵ʱҲһһרע֪÷Щ֪룬Щġ
˸£һϣһûһ˵ԲˣȾơ
첻ʱ͵ۿ¹¸ԼįʱЦģǣ·Ǵ˵ġһտһˣįģģӯӯЦˣһ˲Լʶ
̣ûסȥסЩ֣£ͼůһЩֱתؿԼŵ"磬ԼȥᣬҲͬȥɺã"
죬ٿ˷ķӣ˵ͷ"ҲáһûȥᣬȤ"
еζ˵ֻ󵱳ʱ顣ԸԼܻģŽأļУ춴ϵ⣬޾飬һʱ֮䣬ֻѹȴûа˿ͷֻʳ֪ζ˶ӣڷᣬһȥ
һ·ǽȥ·ȫĬĿһ׷һЩŹ֡
"С죬Ҳ켰ˣ˵Ҫ˵ףȻȥԺء"Ӳϰһ·ĬԹԼҵܴܵȴϴ˻һһֱԼͻȻͣ˽Ųתͷؿ죬ε"Ҫף"
챾ҲǵһϢʵҲкβף˭ҶɲˣͻȻ˽ţﻹЩϲҲЩԡԣһ£ǵͷ"İţӡ"
ڵȼһѻȻ֪֮ķȻһᣬԼֳϣűõһ˵İɣС죬ԽԽ䣬ֱѷ춢ЩˣҪ˵ȴͻȻ"ȥɣһ"˵ҲĺƮȻȥҺôʱ·ƫƧӰŵ˼޹ˡ
"λ......Ƣ֣⵽"ӴӶԾ״̬ѹҲһãȻ޴ķ죬ʵȫΪֻﰵԴ⣬˵˵߾ߵ·ʽǲ˵Щʿ緶
"ңңҲ֪......"˼ԽԽģȿ쵽ʱͻȻסӣ"磬ԲҲȥˣҲˡ"˵뿪Īķ溰"С죬ԼҪѽ......"û˵꣬ѲӰӣվ·м䣬̾ԼһĪ
뿪ʱĮ̻̲ҪҵʸǣԼұԺ棬ŷ֣Լ֪סԼһֱֻԼ֣ղǵһڰһǵһ֮ĵطзȥѰأ
ܵأȥûߵһݺ""һǿһԼˡһϲ֪첽ķȥ
ɣԼƽʱԼĵص㻹Զľʱ򣬷Ѿ߲ˣĽ֮һƬȻֻĴɵ֦辡ֻԶԶһƬ֦ҷɵĿռֻһɫĲӰ˵轣˵ڷ衣

89
ʼֻڷйй޴ӷйķ֪ҪΣԼֻ꣬Լ־ȥıκ£ǸıˣδķʲģʲʱΣԼ޴֪ðգֻʷԼ·ߣᣬſ԰ѽԼС
ǣ......뵽ᶩףףһλӣкӣһҺϻĳݺݵһ̣ʹΡƽʱľɼĹ磬ŨŨ⡣䣬衣ֻ˼ȫ趯УܵõƬ̵ĳξ
ûκ谭죬оԼٴɢѩһͬڰУ˿˿ë룬ܾûиܵȻͬڵ⣬»ղŵѹֲ죬ʹͳͳȴֻˣ谡谡ͣ
վڽΧķȴܸоѰѹֻǽѹɽ壬ÿһǶȣÿϸ΢֮ѹ֮С켸֧Ųסǿ벻ԶҧվԽԽǿĽУĹŬ⣬ϾǳһɫͱɷףȻվԭȴеҶһ㣬ɪɪ
˵ǰ³뷶Уٻִ磬ұȵصڽĽ÷ȻأȴδһʶĿ¡
ۼ֦֮ѱ촷ۣһжΪҽֻ֪оΪһĸͣԸͣһĹϢת벻֮һߣϢʱңֻؿһϣ˵Ѫڵϡ
ͨͨϣȴ͵ŵѪʳ׳ϢĸܣʹòͣĹˡ
ľм£˺һ㡣תͷͿɫҰ׵صڵϡһæ߹ȥͼһǰ˵ѪɫҲ˳ŨصѪ
־᷶ϢľصͷһзɳǧֲĿܡ̲ס΢΢᷶컹ûлδԼԼ°ɣ뵽ֿܣһʱЩ֪룬ΣŶ˶ֵģֹȥǧǧսսش˴ıϢ̵ĺˢָе񾭣ָ۾סԼؿڣҺãҺã
ԼͱɵϣصĺüղǱǰѪľȻνƽЦһԼ죬˹ˡ
ȸסûʼʼˣͻȻ˷磬ѩΣеķ죬Լסȥ
˶ѱԼ˼٣һֻԼ֡ϴηϢ֮ᣬ䣬صж˵飬ҲСɡ·ˣֻܵ𵴣ѪҲѪ˳ء֣˶ƲϷιԪ̱ҩԼת˼Ĺƻȥֻȷǡ
ֻǣֻ......ЩΪѡ죬ŷڴϣѪľмൽУӦˣȻϴȻñ˯þӦþͼ˵ġֻ......˿컹Լû壬ĶԡֻǵʱûʶԼ⣬Ȼ......
Լĳ棬ҲǺѰѳ......ʵЩѪӿϽҡҡͷǰ˯ֻ꣬Լһ㣬Ѿ꣬Լ֪Ƿ룬ǣСһķ룬Ƿ밡վڴǰǸ룬Խز֪
֪վ˶ãֱڴȥһţ÷ʶԼȻҲ᷸޴ĴһȻκˣ˷绹һˡϽǰ۾£ѷ·ȻῴҲñӰ˿ۣԼƽ
ʢˮ˲ѪճϣǳϴذѷȥϵⱻԼüȥĪЩУԽ𾢡ֱеķʹŰݡ̽̽ͷȻ......ԳЦЦԼκһˣһˡ첻ϵطˡ

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ҩιҩϴ˹һæǰæᣬ̫ˡ
ʱѳĳ˲٣Ҳÿԡ춶ԼĲΣͷ⣬ԣʱһճճ壬һǼŵһɷǳʳŬȥͿǰԵǿġ̲סӹ๾
"......"ָƣԼ˵˺ܴ۷˲ࡣ
"ţˣ"룬߹ﷶ쿫˿ͷĺ̽̽ġ˵ͷЦ"㼸ûؼң϶ˡȻˣ͸ϽʰʰؼҰɡ"
գգۣû뵽Լ˿Զʱ߿ʱɫЩίת뿪ԷΣ"磬᣿˵Ҹġ"
⼸ͨ衣ʱԣֻӵһڣͷҲ̧嵭ص"أԼ£κѡ񶼲ؿҡҲ"
"ɣ......"ˣԽȫЩԼ޷˼Щ˼춿ڣڰҲû˵ص㡣Ȼû˵ȴǳһιһЦˣʢһԼϺ⽣ǰȥݸ졣
ӣȴ˲ס롣Ҳ⣬һһ׵ιι߶߶ص"㸮ϲϵã⼸ҲҲȥҲûȥ˵һǳһȻȥˣǻϼɡΣһЩϵ£ʱǿԻдд衣"
⽺ܺóԣ챻һڽһѹŪøûл˵ֻܴؿֻᣬǰȴȻ޴档⽺ܺóԣȴԽԽԶ̲סһʹᣬϽ˳飬ƽȴЦ˼ƮԶûǰССķ״
춳꣬ʰͣڴߣΣ"磬ǲϲҳ᣿"
һ٣ЦЦ"ûʲϲ벻ϲֻҪԼԸС"
"ǣ㲻ģҲῪġ"̧վһߵ
⣬ĬƬ̣"ֻĽģνҲؽ黳ҵ뷨"
"磬һֱ"ץߣָԳװ׵ɫ˵ĻȴرᣬرС
"㵽ʮꡣ"뵽õʱ䣬̲ס̾˿
"Ϊʲ᣿"
"ʲΪʲ᣿"תͷȥһ۱ǳ򶨵ķ졣
"ΪʲֻʮꣿΪʲǵʮꣿΪʲ᣿"üëԽšԽ
Ϊʲ᣿Ϊ᣿ЩЦؿ˿ķ죬Ũڵüëš˸֣뵽һķ뻹ܼǵԼı飬һ֪ʲ顣ڨЦǵ⣿
ɳ֮ķȫԾѵӣڵĺִ֪ʲʱͱ£ӱ壬Ϊ˼ʯԼɽϼ£صҰˣδ˵Լķ룬ٿǰɵ꣬ɾЩġ
ǰȥʹƽšһŵüëЦ"Ը㣬ҾͲ㣬ûϵġ˵ˡ"
"˭˭˵Ҫ"޺޵˦ͷϾף˼ά׵ؾȫת˷򣬸ǵԼҪ˵ص㲻뿪ҪԶ뿪ֻҲ˵ҪĻ뿪Ŀֲ뷨ŵֻ˳⣬ش
"ðɣǴһټɡȻؼҰĸס"˵Ҳܷ컹ʲỰҪ˵Щķ죬ȥ
ɫѩɽͷ߲һƬǽ⣬ϡ٣ֻԶԶċ̣żļ͡
"죬ûоҵĽͬ"ЩķһһұԺŲ߱ʡ
"ţв֪ͬΪʲ"˵𽣷Ѹղŵᣬͣ½Ųʵǿģ޷ĽγɵģڲжΣȴ޽
"죬˵ʲǿ"ѭѭա
"ɣ֣......ħ"ÿ˵һЦҡͷҲ棺"磬˵ʲǿ"
"Ȼ֮Ȼ֮ǿ"˵ͷǿ"ǵУ޷ģȻӶȻʵԶ޷Ȼ"
иͻȻ죬ﱻѣȴǺܷһʱȥһһߣ˼ЦеԼ

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ȷȻꡣ첻ӣֶȻʱţ˵׻׵ķ֪ǽԭ򣬵ԸԽԽǰԽɡԸԽҲԽศɣʮķԽԽһѳʵĽâ¶
ʮķ濴ȥʮɬģȴƲ̸ڵķ컹Ƿۿɰһ㷶պޣȴ֪ƾʮ껹һʮ߰ģȫ
һسڷҹҹûҹһһ죬һһ꣬һְܣֿ˽һ䣬ӾҲϢعꡣ
仯޴󣬴ͯɳΪˡûһ˿һı仯ԼʱഺģǲԾģʳĽȴǳԼƣԭĸĳ̶ֳһ߸ϵˣԼϵµĲúʤķЩζԽһ˼ȥ
ûгΪĿеĺöӣĴ䱾Ǵ£һҪҫķҲӿʼȰ뵽ͷһֱʧҲӣҲڱԺҰһسɳһĶӣ˵׵ĶţżŵģҲ³ظߣһ֮ᣬҲûýˡһУ˷⣬ȴ÷ĸ͸ģĴûбûгϢĸͲİͷ춻ĳһʧְȴ޿κΡ
ֻһһҹǷ鴦֮ڣнڣڣһһزѰ
һҹ˽£
"죬֪᣿"
˵ͷ"ҵ֮ᶼ֪Ҳ֪᣿"ЩԾ֪ʵڲ࣬˵ͷ뵽ǰǸɣ֪ЩС£ӦҲջؾȵĿ⣬"ҵ겻ֵѳ죬ôСܽħǾ˵;֮⣬ϣǸ˵ҩݡ֪ҼΪʲ᳣ػ"
ͷͣ"ܱħˣԸ˵Ļ֮˱ضǸǷ"˵תͷ˿귶˾ŷֵ˿ھƵ"ػ꣬ҲҵͶΪˣǺǡ"
"ҵͶʣ"һûӦ
"ţʮһ⣬֮󣬿"˵ͻȻ"죬ػӦúѰɣ䣬ػס"
˵䣬Щ٣̾"ػ꣬ʵòգⱾϹػֻҷ֪֮ǲõġ"
"Ŷ""Ϲ󷨣˺档ǳ᣿֪ܴܲùȥ......"˵ÿΪ
"ȥ"æסӣ"ȻҲǼ֪ػƽ֮һ֪ÿγ֮дʤûһܻġ"
"ɣˣЩȣϰ֮˲ǲϵսԼܳɳ᣿"Ϊ⡣
"ǡ"룬Σ¶ģ"磬˵㲻Ҫκˡ"
"ţҲ˵"
"ػһ£ػһǧ˾һбԹڵصķʽܹ󷨣һĽ"
""۾Σ"֣"
"Уˮꡣ"
ԣ̲סһЦ첻˵ƻõķӦګګ"ʲ쳣᣿"
"ûУֻǾֺ㡣"µƿĿ⣬Цⲻ˵
ʲᰡĪĻش𡣷쿴ĸĪģеƣͷȥҲ̫˵ЩصĻˣ˲
"˵곤ڼʪ֮أ뷶λȫѵֻʮ굽ʱԶǧ֮ȥɣʵҩԺѱ......˵һа취ء"˵
"ŲԶǧ......"˵ͻȻòԾתͷһν"ͻȻȤ"˵˼ҷɣλɸ粻ΪŽʶԼɣ˵ʮ......һ㣬ʱǰըһƬհף......ˣԼԣ
"˵ҾǶȤΣ"תͷһ𾪵ķ죬ƽ˵

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һ½һͣررЩۡûбȴĿڵضԼʲᡣһۣϽĿ⣬û취ͣԼڴ֮ǰĵǵ˵ϡ
Լɹɬʱ⣬ů㣬һֱԼ϶Ҫˡǽȴһ仰Լѣԭһв棬ǽûϵֶΡ̫ˣ죬Ķʹ͵վýָ"Էӵս"
ûжֻǷ˷۾Щʧģ̾˿¹Ӱ¿ı飬̾Ϣ˼ͻȻһĽһ£ỹûָ
"ƽʱʹ򲻹ңڸһսⶼûУս......"˵ϵĻҳ"塣"
"㲻ܣ"ղŻЩ˵˼嵭ĻȫӲʯ״ֱ̬Ʋ𣬱ӵĸоԼһĽܲˡŭ裬﷭ڣ˸ӵʽһҲ衣
"ȽиҪӣȸղ˼ˡ"ǰһһЦ"ǲӦ⽣սΧĻΪһ壬ߵһŭǿһѧʶ۾Ǹʱпܴҡ"
죬һ˹죬⼸ѵʶذĻŽ۾ʼֻоԼκгĲܵز׽Ӧᣬ˵ؾԼͬڣԼŭҲŭԼˣҲˡ
ķ͵ش̳һټ죬Լ׵ԱߵĿҲ⽣ָķ򣬷ĥȵ龰һЦ춣ˣСӳžˡˮƽԸԼԶԼҲǰ׹ġһ䣬ԱһӱһᣬûվȣĽƺʧ޻ʲҲûõˡ
һΣվֱӣͨ죬ֺޣղԼһ磬Ȼһ˽ݺݵضȴٳ
"ղͺܺá"Ϊ裬
"Һ棡"ҧ
"Ҳ档"ͷ͡
̬һμŭ˷죬ðȴϺԼŭƵʴ˹һʱһƬķ֮ٲǰ죬һһУԽԽƣܸоһ˿ѹаԿο
СӹȻǳݣͨһȥԼҲûʲԽˡһߴŲԽԽȴԽԽѶĽƣ̾ԼⷽԶԶ緶졣
֪˶ãһһ㣬ĽԽԽҪòˣһưƵڵأ"ˣ÷ǳá๻ˣٴȥͲˡȥúϢһ£һ½ĵãҲڣ顣ȥɡ"˵ǰһѰķԺȥ
Ժǽɹȣ˷ľ£Ҫȥȥץסӣ죬ŵ"ҪȥĶ"
һ£Ϊշĳ̶ȣڸӦòԼû뵽СӻЩ⡣˼һЦתЩЩε̲ס붺Ūһ£᳤ˣûˡǰȥЩӤʵ"ģ컹أʱȥ⡣"
"ǡûǸ˼"յֵ̫ڣԼЩͷ˸۵"ֻǺ棬ҪȥĶ"
"㲻Ҵˣ"ʸסʵ
"......"һ٣"еյġ"˵һ۴ǳЦֵ"ȥҵĺòǼðģҾûҪԭˡ"Ȼ˵˵ᣬ컹ЩģԽԽСûв廰ֻǰס˷֣ģһů̧ͷ"˵ÿζкܶ࣬Ҳһ˭б˭ȥˣǷҷûа취ĵֿ"
ЦͷҪ˵ȴ˹ȥ"ֹȥҲںֻ꣬ûмȥժȡ꣬ʵ̫Σգ......"û˵ֻǿĿȫ˵ġ
ͷҲһů⺢ӲԼ˶ЦЦ"ûģǰЩһȲ᣿"
"ǣˮĺ˵Ҳδܵס"
"֪ˮ"뵽ķˮģһЦ"Ҫ˲ܷţֻƾһһҵʵ˽⡣"
"֪ˮǽҶ֪......"ԽԽԻ

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"Ҳ֪ǰѽ֪벻"˵λʱǿסеĿЦԼҪǰѴӳ֮ķνⲻǸ᣿ʵԶ޴֪ˡһ¡
"롣"챾ľǽԽȻ⣬仹һǧ춷ȫԱ֮ԴĹͷ빷֮ĸܡջ˵Ļֿܵͷ۾ʱ̵ġ
"ã˵"ӣһүү˵ͷµļʽڵɽӣҡͷԵ"⽣֮Խˮ꣬Ϊ˽ջִ߻õͬʱᱻɱ......"
һͨ潲÷ĶҡȫСǣеλƷȫˮĿ֮Զ
ˣҲԥһ£֪ظ߷죬᲻˼£ڵı£ûͻᱻɱֹȥ֣֣ص"죬ҸЩȥȡǧҪ˼мǡڵĹԻѽҵõҲǰִһΪˮū᣿"
ȼĻĶȥֻһϵ"õģҼˡ"ˣ֪˵ãֻܵĵؿҲ֪ţҲ˵ͣһ̲סʵ"ˮ꣬ʲϵ"
"ʵԱȹҪ"̾"ʹǿԹֻҪִĴͺױҡһִ߱ңǺܿɱ˭ǹߣԣ죬ϣѹһʱ̰ҪԼŹʵõϵҲһΪܺˣҲϣķ졣"˵ķļ磬"ú룬ˡ"
"磡"һ£ͼ߳⣬һӴϷУ"㻹û˵ȥĶء"Ķã̫תƻˣ˵죬ȻûشԼ⡣
"ͻڼɡ"ԶԶĴ˵ĻǾϻյػصϣ¡
꣬ꡣڼͻȻԼ˵е귢ŨȤصذѹڷҷǳеλķԼ˳ҪʸΪĲҲֻзӻˡ
"磬¶"˰ҳ֮ᣬ˵⡣
"Ҳ£Ȼң"ҲЦеԼϵСܣ"ʰɣʲ£"
"Ǹ......"һʱ֪֯ԣ˵֣ͼӱɫ
"С죬£㻹ǲҪʡ""һֻмſԹʣ˽ʣҪǱﳤ֪鷳ˡ"
"ǡҶ߼ûȤ"֣"ֻ˵ػһѽ......"
˵ȫˡԼСǸգԽȤʵѰҲͷ˵ͷЩЦأΪȵؿʵ"֪ûͦ࣬˭ˮǰѽģ"
һסܲ˵˵İɣǷ˲ôңګ˰죬ŵ"֪ĸ˵ģ̫Сǲˡ"˵ı飬Ͻ˵"ǰѽ......᣿"
"˵ˡϴʱҶûгҪǰѽͱߵ£֪ɣ"
£쵱Ȼֵ֪úܴ󣬾ڵصһΣˮնʮˣ˵ʱХһⶼõʱķҼǷүүүүڵʱػ󶼱Ⱦ˺ɫɱ֮ɷˣүү֮ᣬ㲡˰꣬㻺
ͷӽ"ʮ˸˿ǵʱֵĶ˾Ź󣬿ν˼ܣȻвһѽ˵ˮҾүүʮ˸÷ǳңһбʽ˵ѪŸɵķˮ갡......"˵ҡҡͷȻˮ̵ɱ˷ĲͬΪãοЩ
жգգ۾Էڵ֣ʵȻѳֵķ룬Լ֪˵Щ
"......ȷɽȵף"
"ǡϲ......"ûзذʵش˵һݣæס֣"С죬ǧȥˮ⣡ȻҸߵ㣡"
"ģұ²Уˮġ"Ļ٣÷㶢죬аûڲѡ

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ᣬһҩ˵ҪԼԵĵҩϲճɳˮꡣڵķѾʶˮ϶ΪԼĽˣֻǸպû߶ѡ
˷죬Լչ˼գڻ鵤ҩǽԵظ廹õģÿ÷һЩֻᣬԼ뿪֮ǰ١
Դ֮ᣬȻ֮Ӧ죬ʼûдﵽʱ䣬һֱȵԼժ꣬컹ûٵĻ˭۵أ
ʱֹ꣬һҪʮꡣ䣬ץηǻɽ£Ȼû÷ˮģɽȵĵҲ˽˸͸Խѳ˳ķģЦȥֻǲ֪ǲΪѹԭЦʱ򲻶࣬󲿷ʱ䶼࣬ӱƽԽĬҲҹҹüͷٷ
ڽƽǰʱ⣬ͻȻòˡʲᶼûźãʲᶼδ֪Σ֮Сһθоԭɼƻ׶ˣԭԼɵĺӣҪķѡ᲻һ£ĵĳɷݸࡣټϣɵ˾ȻԼδİˣЩŹֵһ̵ܽʱ磬һܵʱѾԼЩ˵ķ죬ӽ˵
ϡҹһ˶첻ӰĶˡ
ĽǰХع鵽ϢԽˡӰ¹·裬Ȼںϵĳ̶ĽѣֻǲףΪʲһֱûٽ٣᣿⣬ٴüͷ
"硣"쵽ڣҪЩģˣƺû䣬ɽеúף"磬¼䣬ǲժʱ......"ƽسʵ۾ȥض
......̾ûд𻰣תȥȻɴģԼǰȴӣ죬һҲĺӣһһꣿ
"죬Ҫǰˮ᣿"
ԥһ£˿ƺԼģ˵ͷ
"ãһġ֮ǰɡ"ķļ硣ԼʮδóĻꪣЩЦһһǻ㣬㲻øмŶ
""ҡҡͷĺ⡣
"᣿"ܲ졣
"ҪԼ......"Щ֪˵ͣһ£"ţˮԼġ"
һ£ﲢ֪ʲʱõˮ꣬Ӧ֮ǰɣ˵ˮٰ˲Сæ......ڵķܹӦˮ᣿Ƭ̣λʧЦԽԼһףһˡĽǶȫǳʽģ治֪ȥᣬ԰ķˡա
"ãһȥɡ"λǲģԼԱӦðЩɣ
"ţ羡ɰȥȡ꣬Ըˮꡣ"춨˾ģ֣ص˵
""ΪԼˣһ£"ĲԼҵˣң"
ͷ飬ε"걾߾֮Ҳûáûң־ڱصãҲ֮¡"
ԱĻ......"ʵ......죬ȫңҲδӮġ"ʵǿڹϣǫȻ֮ǳĹؼ
ԣ̧ƽؿ۾¹ЩΣŵ"ҵʦҵˣ綯֣"
"ļңҪΪҶ֣Ҿ㡣"춷Щ֣һˣΪһνʦѼģҲ뿴콫ΪľڣԼģҲ᲻ܡǣ˵һ䡣
"ڡ"ٴΰͷ£͵͵شӻްı´"ڡ"
"......"ķЩɣΣʵ"ǷлҪ˵"
"磬뿪֮......᣿"û̧ͷ
"......"֪˵ֻʶ״Ʋϻɣһ£"⣬ǻ......ܸʱһЩ"
"ã"̧ͷ
"õ......ҵ......"ͻȻ뵽Լ뷶ҹȻ۹ؿԼȴĲǵԼ......ʱȷʵԳ嵭һС
"ܣ"ԴΪˡ

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"¶пܡ"СһķͷȻЦȴԼЦЩįˡ
"......Ҳˣ"ΣͻȻʵ
"ֻ......һʱ䲻֪㡣"Ѿߵ̾Ϣ£»ǲҪ͵úãʱһ
"ûϵ"˵ͷ"ֻҪٴãҶԵȡ"
"ŬɡԼ̫"ͻȻر飬رǸ룬һ仰Ҳ˵뿪ȴ᷶Ц
"ûϵ磬㾡ҰɣҲͿˡ"
ûлͷһ·ƮԼСݣݶƣ̾
µʱһ㶼˷ϸҼ¶ʮƵȥϢ׵ؾʹǣʮȥժ
ʮ壬һʰͣˣǮ͸СӡҹԱԼʱǸɽȥ
˹ȵףͿһߵķڵԼˡЦЦ֣ɶС
ɽˣʵУȴǲݳݺɣⰻȻǳҲֻǻĲݴǳͻȻ·ΪֹܶΣǰɽɽָơ
ڵأҪһɽǰ뷶ҲֻҵɽĶڣûнȥ˵ðվҪ￪ʼ
ö쳣ҷǳڰԽߣԽܸоδеĳʪ֮һЩרںڰŵ֮ͳҧһһƬǲЩСӴɱȥûͷѪ󷴶˸ֳӡ
ʵʵһ˵ԼϾճסһܸоǰ˺һ㣬·ЩССӣԽ׹ܸܲо˵ϣϵС棬һĶԼģʹʼûӦһǰߣһͻȻоָ̫ʹˣһתһ¾硣
Լ˺ҩСתͷԼķ죬ȻѾЩʶģˣ۾һףЩϵС滹ڶҧȻֻǿһäĿԼǰСϽԼıó嶾ҩ裬һŸԼһŸ졣
ſ֣ѷԼ£˹ٻָһ򣬷ɫѪɫɿ֣ϸϸ۲첻ͣعԼֵСӡСӰɣһֱȽϴĶӣҺɫгϸϸ״ϻë׵ģ۾Ѫ죬˵Ķġһﱾܵһַǳĸоĵ"ͬǳӣӳࣿ"
֪Ҽʲر𷽷߹·ģҵ˻ǲأֶľͨҲܲˡЩȴȫȻͨڰĵطֻŸû뵽û֮Ķֱֱǰ壬һ˻ѷǳߵһ·Щ»¹⣬˻ѸЩ档λѹϻҪѵĵطƽ޹ʵⷬࡣ
Ǻأ˼һɢϰԵؽԼڽ޾ڰȥʶ̽ȥȴ֣ǰдԼһȫֳӡҪ̾ȴط֣ղŻԼĴͣСͻȻȫеǱȥˣȫԼĴڡ۾һԭˡ
ѹ"񣬱Ԫһڰ"
һ£ͻȻصͷЦ"ǣڰһ壬С治ǵˣǲṥǡ"˵˹һ˲ϢȫҪܿˣҲ֪ǰһˡ
һоϡһףߵоգСǴ߷ɹײǣһӣղŵ龰ྶͥС뷶һЦ
"·Ƕ״̬ɡҪСġ"ǣס֣
"á"ֽ˽סů֣ǰ
һ·£ԽԽʪ֮ԽԽءɽҲԽԽͣʯᾣ뷶èǰˡҪܸоǰͬѰΪԼߴ·
·ִܳһЩδδٹ·ˡһ·˳ع˶ȡãȻˮһϲæ첽촦ȥ
"ߵͷܿˡ"ĿĪسһЩӫӫĲݣȥǳ졣ֱֱ춿ֱͦ壬ЩţЩ˷ܣṩԼ֪Ϣ

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һƬɫӫĲݷûβɵɵ"Ȼ......˵еҲƬĳ......"˵꣬ͻȻһǰȥʼɣһһزɣǳزɡ
δ˿ȵ״̬һʱҲԭءΣǰȥŷӦԼһ󱧵ԣεЦЦܿϧضһ룬СطŽ͵"......ʵѵһ............"
ҩǣǳϡ٣¼Ҳǳ򵥣ֻ˵ҩԣضû˵춻ħ֮ᣬʧöĵǳЧһԵһ˵滰ҩ衣ԣһͷǳ
ҲЩЦؿ˿"֪ǳˣʱġؼһʱ"
"ʱ"һ£ӦЦһ¡ҲԼֱǰһˣȴûʱ֣̫Ҫ¾ЦЦ"߰ɡ"˵򰵺ӵԴͷȥ
ʱʱխʱļʱƽӱߵһһӰûתƣûʱŵĸо֪˶ãͻȻסͣ"磬оз磬ӦϾ͵ͷˡ"
磿ûʲҰľ飬һ˵ŷӦղһ·Ϊڵصףһ˿綼ûУڸһ£Լʪȷʵܸоһ˿˿з磬ͱҪɽˡѵ......꾹Ȼǳ󶴵׵᣿ȫԼĲͬء
˵ͷʮֵСģϢǰߡ
׵ӣͻȻǰ͸һ˿⡣һϲ뷶һЦӿŲǰ춣ˣǰȻһ쾮һĴڣֱֱұͨһɽм䣬ͻȻһ쾮ȥ˵Ĺ죬ο쾮м仹һøߵĴ£һͨؽббزΪʣһ㶼Σա
쾮ɽ˵СÿԺԲǣ˵ȴ㹻ˡ뷶Ŵ죬һһվڶߣ̫Ծˡ
"ңΪ......ǲ......"ͼҲһݰֳȴһԼɻȥ̲ס
쿴ǰѽΣǵЦԽԽĻתͷЦ"Ϊ֪ǳۣ֮ɣ"
"Ҳ"ҡҡͷЦ"һɡ"
"ǰһػˡʶ᣿"
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쵹ǰ㲻ģ"ûϵҵ֣Ҵȥҳˮ꣬ûʲҪģᱻԻġ"
˿һᶨķ죬֡ŷ᲻Ի󣬶ǵϣǣ֣֧֡һۣ˫˫ĵһ
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֪Լ˶ãߵŶЩˣЩɽûûˣ졣˼һԼɵˣ֪ǻ񣬻ɽߣѵĵ·᣿˵Ĺ˼άǿ¡
ЦЦ"죬϶˰ɣ"ҲûһͷȴԼʵֻһ֦......Ͳ֪Ӱ
д󼱣ԼνǷҪʲ£Ǻã֦һǰ龰һ䣬࣬Сӱһݣһɴáݵ֨֨¸µش߳һŮˣЦӯӯ֣""
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Կա"鼫ؾơﲢԹ۸ܿܿԻԻԻ֪Ի......"
ĳ죬˫ۣĬȴЧֻ̻̣ҹʵʣݺݵѹıϣ˴ԽԽȣԽԽƣֻôͷʼðкգǣܳŨŨζ
"СС......"оԼļ磬÷ؽԼ֡üͷһֱԼǻþǻþǣ̫УԼʮҹҹξƣ̫ĵðʱԼ˼һΣ񣬻ôͷһΣһΡ
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һһ飬еĳ콥ȥ־λŲҲˮۼУͻȻԾ첻ܣ£
лꪣˮֻ֮ΣһУֻҪоۼˮ̽һ֣֣һݺˮȥǰԵˮԶԶȻˮٿתȥ
һգꪻûüΣٴʧ̧ͷ쿴ԼĵǵĿ⣬֪ѣ"죬⽣ˣԪһͲᱻԣȥꡣ"ˮ꣬æ΢һͷ˦һ۱ȥ
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֪˶ãоԼٶȣɽɽӦõ˼ٱˣȻû֪Ҽûйժȡģ϶Ҫõɣòԣ˸ͣϸع۲죬ϸ롣
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ȻԼԾòߣԼԼĶ仯ԼȥԼµģʼǸ´辣Ҳ˵ԼԾ˰죬һҲûգǿա
ǲմпܴﵽۡȥֻˡóꪣֱ֮۷ȥ֮УֻǼһɣЩ·ŤŤ֮֮Ҳɣһʱ֮䣬֦Ҷɣ̺Լһͨ·
춵ˡǼܶݵҲһʱԭء˵Ͽ֪Ǻɫģȴû뵽Ưͨ״Ҷ뾶ȴں˸ԵԲɷǿɰֻƴСȴʱЦһ
ӻͳͱõУòְϣִήҪ鷳ժ£һ㶼£С̲סпϲ......춿Իȥˣ
ڴʱͻȻдһ̧ۣͼƶѻؾͷۼԽԽ࣬ɫһֱȫĺɫ쾮һ¾ͰԽԽ󾪣龰ԼѵپȻѡڴʱ

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һգɽһԼղĵ·ûκ谭ֱֱصȥصڵϣѵϺݺݵһӣǿȣֻǾЩʹûκ˺æˮķȥȴһѪԼȻѪԼЦЦֱֱصȥ
ӿȥûѪֻر죬ȫƲסغ¡һѰѷţһ㶣ţŲŵؿ졣СӾȻһ㣬̥ǰˬڵһһصȥһһӯȻЩ⣬ѹҪ١
ĴһۣȻˮӰӣˡһЩˣҲһЩʧ䣬Լĺӣ춲ԼҲɴˡҲãֻҪ٣ԼߵҲġ
ͷİٻѨһģǿģ"ˡܸܵĲͬʱˣ"
ͷǣǿЦЦܵʮŵŹָָ֡գ"ȷʵӦÿģˡ"
һ㶣"......"ֻûڣһѾնβٴһͨ۵·ֱֱͷ
оһжͻȻûúֹմѪףֹ˼ɱԼٵһΣԼʱǵ÷ˣȴ£ɵɵأԼ١ӡ󣬷ҲǿѪɫҰףɿԼı飬ȻЦģֵİĵЦݣͬڵķһģһ
ܵأҲķƽԼȥһסףһһһףÿһͰһ֣ڵˣ۽ĿֱֱصϣЦϡ
ھŵ£̲סͷӿһ˵һֱֱ絽ϡһһѪĭķ죬εЦЦصڵϡ˰תͷԼߵķ죬"죬Ҫ뿪ˣ㱣ء"
"ߣ"ֻܷߺһκؿԼͷһȻӹһ˵ӰͻȻͱŤȻᣬر䵭䵭ֱʧʧǰԼЦЦ
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ģʮ˼ĥЩģˣʼţԼһһ۾֪ɷȴطԼˡ
۵ϣ¥ȴ֣ԽܣԼϳ˾ȻԼʮǸˣȻһᣬԼ۹޵顣ǣԼȻ¥İȻȫʶ÷Щ֪롣
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գ¥һϤĸоûС߹ȥ"¥......"Ҳвˣ"㻹ǵ"
¥۹ȻᣬȴҲװ׵󡣿˷Σû˵һ仰ʧصͷǵԼ˵һ仰"ֻ......һʱ䲻֪㡣"ԭھ֪ԼǵǸʱˡ
գգ۾вʡԼûһʱȴȴһ㶼ǵˡǰס¥֣ʼ߶߶ԼʶദʮĹȥܼǵõĵεһһ˵ͼĻ䡣
˵˵벻֪˵¥˵Լȫȫݵȥˡ¥ǹ۵ЦᣬͻȻһ䣺"뿪ʱץĲϵǺɫģ"
˵ͷ¥龰Ц"£һġȻڲǵãȻϲģ롣"
Ȼ¥ĻͷȴģЩ֪롣Լ¥ĸ......Ȼʮȫ᣿ϤģǵģֵĸȫȻʧˡʧ䣬ҲǶԼ޷ֵһʧԼȻ......飬ѹ¥˵"õ......ҵ......"Լ˵ʲ᲻ȴһжϡ
һ۵ϣ뿪Ȼʮ¥൱ѺõĹϵȴ۵ҲԸȥ¥ˣʧ䣬ֺԵԼû취ܵģԼû취ȥ¥
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೤ֻһ˲ʱȴǰ֮ᡣǰһǹ龫ֵƯŮӣһȵı꣬һλ鲻ͣӣӣʶ׷£Խ
"С"
"磡"
ۣͬʱЩǰһһŮ˽ضԼԼϵãȴ־Ϥ쳣˫۾ԲβĶһԴ⡣
Լ......С죬......"ܵܣ"ϲ
˵ͷ"ʱѪҸˡ"
""ȡתͷϸԵǹ龫ֵŮӣȻкᣬ......Ҳδ̫ᣬ̫Ư˰ɣԼԼò˼ͻȻð˵ԼɱԼҲв
"С겻ﶼ᣿"ŮӾ죬۷ۣǿɰдΣֻ۾ؿ˸
"......ǱشǰӰɣҽв......"ګګԡ
"ߣ"ԶԶԽġ˵Ůӻͷ˦һۣȴֲ˵۹ת⡣
"ԭòϰһ¾ͺˡ"Ҳ·ƶͷഺ޵еһȰı飬̲סǳ鴤Լһ......ֻ̾ƿĿ⡣
ˣ֪飬Цǰס֣"磬Ҳˡ"
"š"ü·ƶϡƣԼģ˵Ҫʤ࣬Щϲ֣"ûʲᡣֻǱ״˼¡"˵ͻȻͷһ·˻ˣæʵ"أˣ"
Խֺһתͷܲͷ˵"أҲˣء㶼˯ˣ᲻ĵԼ"
"û¡"Ȼ֪ԽΪʲ˵ԽԼһθԼͲµ£ݼڵĿܷǳ󡣵......ǳӣ׼´ߵ"ȥ롣"
"𶯣"·ƶһѰȥ"ȥ"
"ʲ᣿......"һ·ƶٿʵ
"Ǹϵʱ򣬾ֻ㡣¥˵ѷˡ"ӻ
"¥Լాʮ꣬ȡ꣬Ȼ涼"ŭһ¾ð˳ٴ"УξԲŹ"Ź¥ҲŹ롣
·ƶٴΰڴϣ"С⣬ڳȥһöûСܹ׻ӻ飬ˣȥֻعǡ˵㣬Ǹ¥ۼҽҲŹġ"
"᲻֪"룬֪¥һʱҲ⣬Ҳֻ·ƶĻ֣ɺ
"֪ʲ᣿"·ƶбһۣ"л֮ǰ£֪"
л......ǿǽ֮λһλ......İ޽ɵŮӣ"......"춲òгڣǱŤ㷲ʵ"֪ҲǴǰˣ"
"Ȼ֪ʲġ"·ƶЦЦ
ԽȻĿⲢûߣĨЦȫʾ·ƶ˵֮ĺ飬˵ԣЩŹ֡
"ﻹ............"һ֪˵ʲᣬимУҲС
"ǸɵϣǺû˽٣ûݣѵһǨֵͷ᣿"·ƶЦЦͷ"ҰԵ֣Ӧϧѹʲ᣿"
"ǣǣ£......"
"Ҹܣ뿪"·ƶ͵͵һԽ"Сĵ............ûСȻҲ˼ȥھ"
"ʲû񣿣"˵ǳ⣬·ƶٿԽҲֻǾ죬С档
"֪¥֪عߣͰҲ֪¥ҲҪԣһֱú............͵"
Լλôʣʹˣȫ鵭Ȼ￴Խ
"ȻҴķ࣬ҲؼΣᣬΪҶΪ˾ң˲Σʵģл㣬عס壬ﵱʱȷʵܵɣģٴǰƣһʱֲˣҲмһС֡թˡ£㶼֪......"

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ֺ꣬ϣţŸ̾"˼˵ҵĵ֮ᷢ£¥ģ"̫ˣȻ˵¥ЩĴģͽ˵֪ǲӦĳ̶ֳϸлִ¥ûԼûԼûҲûпɰĵܵܣûԼҲϵ÷룬ûԼҲصȥС˵ʮꡣ¥......ɱһУȫΪԼһ㣬ȴ֪
·ƶͷ"ǣһжġҲΪرִعħ"
"ҵ¥"ԽͻȻ˵ֻ˵ʱ۾һֱ·ƶ"¥ǷƶĻҿ϶һһ£ڡ"
·ƶüһѵ"˵뻰ҲҪԭΪ鰮С£ȥ޹֮ˣ"
"鰮ֻС᣿"ԽͻȻ͵ӽ棬"أƶʲλã"
·ƶ˰һȻ۹ת𻰡Խˣ˸Уصͷ
λǰܻر鰮ֻһʱҲ֪ԴһΣΣͻȻЦ"⼸һֱûнʳһ˰ɣﰾһֱأҸ˹"˵Ҳ˵Ѹٵس룬ֻ¶õɵɵشĬĳм尾
""εذ۹⿴⣬Ȼ֣ɫѲԼ뿪ǰɽһϲҵһ⣬æʵ
·ƶǣǣǣ"ҪҲ£......"·ƶ˶٣"ԽǴ뿪Ƚϰȫڣ;еĿջ"
"׼δȥ"£֪ڼкЩġ
"˵ȥѩҪȥ"ԽҲʧ
"Ȼȥ"·ƶԽˣٴλԾƤ"ȥѩˣƶҪˡкܶ㣬Сˡ"
"......"ֻԼɣ·ƶԼ֮˵ֱ׳һʱҲ޷
Խ˵㣬֪ʲᣬȻҲЦ۾·ƶ죬"ҲãҲܰġ"
һ˵·ƶͻȻ͵վҲԽֻ"ȥࡣ"˵ɿسš
ԽЦۣ·ƶţλУȻԣҲʲᶼ˵ֻöԼ֣˵
"ƶǰһ㶼㣬ǼԵġѩڵɽϣһѩ㣬ζÿζǿԣҲÿζڳĲԸģû뵽뿪֮ᣬȻѧҵϰ......"Խ߶߶˵Σܲ󳤱һ㰡һС£ڸ߰ʮ꣬ҺöȻػ綼ˡǲ֪ϧԼСǰ¶Լαʾ
"ʲ飿"ԽͻȻߵǰһ"Ȼ㲻ҶӣҶӵɣĸֿ㶼֪æ᣿"
"ӣ"δ⣬ԽĻһʱסΣŵ"......ĸף"
"ϻվӣøһģһȻԼ֪᣿᱿"ԽȻ·ƶԱ˶һͷı顣
һģһǳ鴤۴ĸǶ˵ԼƽģԽ֮˶ʮǧɣҲֻ˵һģһ˵ֱ׳ɣΪӣҲ޷ͱɡ
"ԽԽ......"ǽвڵģֱӳƺҲ̫ʣԥͼԽ˰֣"ֱӽ֡ҿûЩë"
"Խǣΰ㣿"˳Խֽ˳öࡣ
"Ұǰ½֮ᣬƶԶ㡣"˵Խǲģּһ䣺"ǸܵܣƶԶ㡣"
"......"û뵽Ҫ󣬰ŵ"˵ҪǺһӵģҲƴǵġ"
"ߣһԶûУ࣬㲻ɰᡣ"ԽܲƲƲ죬Сһ䣬ȻΪƽ"ģֻҪǲճˡ"ԽúһͷҲһۣʩʩȻ·ƶȥˡ
ĶܺãȻԽĻһֲ©ڶһʱʧЦԼȷʵûԼһأһȫȫడû뵽ȻⷽԼĵһԼԶԶϸء

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һ·У½ߵüգԽ·ƶòǳ£Ȼ˵Щ鷳Ʋ鷳ȴ˷ˡ
"ߣ඼̰ÿЦ"·ƶѽʮɫеһ֮ᣬЩ˵
Խһָĵһڲ٣Ȼ첽·ƶ˿ջ
ҹһĿڣԼķ
"½·ˣȻҲ˾"·ƶȷԡ
"ɣӣ޷С"Щĵؿ˿ɫڲ԰׵⼸ȻԼҽһ·ЧֻסԪѡ
"һǱǱ"Խ˷ۣҪ˵ȴ·ƶһӵ"ĶǱԼͲҪ˵ˣ"
ԽΣֻס·ƶ"˵ҵ˼˵......ǼȻûҪҪΡĳʶ"
·ƶһҲ۾һͷһ㣬ûӦ˲ƽڶλèı飬èԲ۾Եøӿɰ·ƶϲҪǰסȴԽסš
"ȥ磬ˣܵˡ"ԽɫϽ
Խͳɽϱ·ƶᣬһһèӴɳֱ߷ȥ
ڻпЦԼݻһʱԼһ·ڻȥȴһ·ȥԭΣȷʵҪʡܶ
"Խ֪¥ȥ˺δ"ϰԵʶʵ
"ȥ˵ţǶ¥ħĴӪ"˵˵£Խһ
ţ룬"ȥݵʱԽȥ˵ţҵʲ᣿Ϊʲᵱռʱ¥Ϣ"
"ħһ˵Σǳ¥ҲˣȻħ屾Ϊ壬ܵųħ֡ԣ¥Լ˵ıΪħӵĵطħȥŻռʱ״ʱ뷶붼û뵽¥ԲŻ²"
"㵱ʱҵ¥ʱûʶģǸħƣ"Ǻ档
Խͷ"ȷʵƣ¥ħɵĻȫľ벻УǷħĹܣض֮ڣ޷ѣⲻˣ͵һҷ"
"¥ع񲢲Ϊ˺ˣ"ȡ
ԽҡҡͷҲЩص"ӦòǡΪʲᣬҲ벻ס"
"عļ˵ģ"ʶؿһ۹ͺͺĲӣӦԼȥ֮ᣬͱ¥ȡˡ
"Ϲǿ󣬿ɹ̱Ԫд洦ڲϹû˲͸оùĹܣԻصȥ"Խ˵һ"ҿЩܶѾΪɰ֮õ¥ʲô"
Դ¥Լʱ˵Ļ˵"˶µʱ򣬶ȥ......Ǵ˵еҩ˭ϲأ"
ҩҩȥ"Ҳ¥صȥ÷ѡ񣬰ԼħʲᣬĿֻһ룬벻Ϊʲᡣ"
ԽԣתͷȥͻȻЦ"¥ǷǳѹģѵõĻᾹȻ㣬װ׼ƻãȻСӡ"
"ң"죬ȴèﲻֻ죬"ΰѷߣʱԻصȥٻһжı䣬ڵ״̬˵ģܣʲˣ"
"٣˵Ǳ......"Խ˵һ٣һһԵ·ƶѵ˻ȥ"......š㲻֪صȥܷǳعҲֻʮһΣˣ¥ҪĻǵõȸʮԸ"
һ"¥һΰѷ°ߣǲʮ겻ݵģǻܺúøħ"
"⻹ǻġĻɡ¥С᲻á......"ԽƵص"ħķҲһ¥Էӡûķ룬һٸᣬҲӲȥħӡ"
ͷֻԽԱֻ"ʵ͸¥Ĺ˫ɵʱ䣬Ҳ㻹һƬģкβã"
⻰¥뷶˵龰۾ˣŭ"ҲＸʱĵ˫ɣӦҲ޲ɰɣ"
Խŭ"˵˵"˵ŭὣݺݵˤȥУ""Ĳҽ·ƶ龰ҲԽֱӳ˽ֱֱ׷˹ȥ

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Խ·ƶ׷ȥȻĺڳԣȴҲεҲ׷˹ȥ
ֻǱˤͻȻűܵزҽУʵȻУ֮Ļǿõġֻ½ٶ̫죬øʱѾҪ档ʹûԳƣˤ˵ϣˤ˸ĽţŶ˽ų졣ֻ˸Чˤ˶ѣˤۻеġ
ûü߾ΧһȺˣȫļʽмĲӣһ󺺣"Ķ......"˵ͻȻס֪˵Ǵµģɿиû֮ܲ......ְɣǶ룬Ҫ˵Щӡ
ƨɱˤۣһʱ죬ûЩƵĴ񡣱ȥؿ˿ʹӸߴЩΣٱڣǲ³æ"û£ˣͷΡ"ЦЦرڻëѺã"Ҳû£ƨеʹ"
"ι㻰أ"ӵĴ󺺺ܲˬļ磬
ָһƣѲӱߵƿվҪ˵Զ߹һ˵˵"κӣ"λκӵĴ󺺱һСָͷƿԼʹ㾢ܲˬǷŭЩ飬һʱ֪ǺʱǸԼΧæ˵һߣǰ
һһ£૵"֣أ"
½һ磬ȫָ˿ҰϢһҲӦǫǫģ½ءҲʱǽ֣رȽϺʡԲ۾ǰһЦݶаʮ֣أЩ̾
"ϵ£"֣ǰվѵڻӣ΢Цʵ
"ڴϼһΡ"Ȼֵ֣ǾȹһЦҲ
"ŶԵ"ڷ֣ת۹⣬ͻȻʱèһ£ΣֱֱؿС"С"
""֪ԼԭεɫëɫֻͷֲСȲèҲҰèͦñϵģֻôӦһ
֣Ӧ۾һȥҪһëȴһˣ֣ص˿ա
"Сֵܡ"֣ظ˿ڣйˣȵؽֵܣЦ"èµĳʧˡ֪Сֵܴõģ"
""һԼĸܸһͨ൱Цͷֻʶؽ˽ٵľͷǱʾ⡣
֣ؼǰкȻСȴСԼĻȻֻǵͷԼСвɻϵЦȴǸˣ"֪СֵܴĴè"
"һġ"̧ͷ֣أ"㵱ɳȫǳᣬ֣ӲҪϲǡ"˵һǷҪ뿪
"ߣС£ҷ·"֣֪Ǵϵ飬Ȼཻ֣ʱľ飬Ӧ֪˸Լܹյķ롣ԣʱ֣ӶֻԼϲèûϸ룬ΪʲһСС᲻ηԼƣųװЦ
һ۰ԼΧסĴһЦ֣ص"ҿǸ˵ࡣҪȡ裬Ҳȫġ"ҪһȴԺ"ܵܣ˾ǣ˼޹˱Ͼչ˹һ󣬸ӡ"
ֻջ֣һȦһӣһŶݵطһ̹ᣬʧһʱ֮䣬ڳȫĬû˵ֻܸͨ̾Լãûܵ˺
֣ظǴԭأΪð̵ͬʱԺ"½أˡˡ"ĸʽһ¾Ͱ֣صδ˺ڰװ׵ظԼ֣ȫͬԼеνеԸ롣
ԣᣬ͢ϴʷ̨Ҳϴ½ǫҰ½ҲصԼĺһ죬ܻһ죬ټȴδ뵽ļˣȴĳ棬ĳ档֣شԭأһվվһ졣
ԶԶĵطðͷ˿ʿͿ·ƶԽ˫˫վԼǰһޱ飬һѪɫЩЦؿ˿"߰ɡ"

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ĬطԽ󣬵˾鷳棬ڱ˸ԺӣһĿڰȻס£˳һӵĲ֮
ȥ˾ʱ꣬ȴĿȫǣѾˣĳһҶСԺ˽סլ壬ûʲס룬̾⾰еҲ¥ͽͽЩ˶ԣŪȥԣᣬҲ֪ȥԷ֮˲޴ôȻͻķǱ඼̰Ҳ̰ûáԽشĵ⳾ʧ
ҲǴ飬ǰ·ƶһƽ۵ϵڣȻֻǶ˸ԽȴȫȻҲ̾˼ȥ˾ľ¥оõĳӣǰС񣬸ûݳޡ
"ͷ㣬ⱬ㴺Ƭ׳ī٨㣬......"һһܵĶˣһ㣬һһèζѸղŵȫǡ뿪ᣬһֱ½þûлԵĺˣ¼ֵż˵һ䣬һЦ֮ᣬá
ֵèֻǳԵһѡûһһֻʣǼһƬˣͻȻһϤż
"ң"ߵȫǲ͵ǻ
"СἱûϢãἱۻҿۡ"ŪϲЩҲƺӡ룬Ȼʱȡھỹߣ˻ϵǳЩЦֻ߲ˣϵתҲ߱˲ͷʱ
Ҳ֪ߣˣһ˼żšȻٴλãһͷ׵ӣԱһĲΣҲǸӦ˿ԼҲƹ۹˿Ȼῴ˿
"¸磡"͵˹ֱֱҪȴŷӦ˿Լ֮ˣܸܵһⲨЩϤ˼һ֣"ӣС......ˣ"ˣԭ״̬˵òᡣߵĴȥʵǧ֮⣬ʳĻȴκβס
"ںõòˣ¾ͺˡ"ദһӣӡ󲻻Ȼ뿪Ϊԭ򣬵Ҳ˵ͬѣ㲻ʲǣ˵ҲΪ֣ʱྶͥ
"ףֻè"ȵ˽ԶǿĵĿӡͦáǵһ濴Ǵһ׵ͷһֱΪǸˣھͽ˿ȴȫȫǸ˵ģֻͷǻ׵ģȥЩ죬ƦζЦݾȻغгÿ˵ͷ
"֪־춺δ"ߺԿԼϵ¶ȺԼ߱ߴ˵Ļеض
⼸ߣ֫ӴҲʱʱУʼųŭдֵʱԼȫ򲻹ȡȻǺ棬Ȼƽʱ浽ʵ⣬ȴʲҲʲֻһشһԣ¼֮ᣬҲöؾûʱ׽ԲصϷһ·Ҳϰߣʱ޿̶ڵ֫ӴΪиôǣݣҲ
"лл㣬ߡҸĸڣǲ㡣ֻھ˼£֮ͻ뿪ǲҪıȽϺá"⻰˵ģвݷϵ⣬Ҳδľܾ龰ҲοԼԵǳϵĺ蹵ʵ̫࣬ǰΣ¥ζ¥زģ¥ͽ춽ĺá
һ£ӲɽסŸоӽŵֱֱͷȻ͸оůĴƳԼϣһһػ¶ĸоΣŻЦЦ"Ҫҷˣ"
ЩȻص˵ͷ
߶춷¥飬ֻ֪һԼԣ֪¥Сͷӻͳһ澵ӵݹȥ"ٲħǵ귶˸ҵֻǵնʵǳáת㣬ϣ԰ﵽ㡣"
ӹϸ˿һտԶΪǺͭ˭֪ý˿ȻǻͭϲѪ˿Ҳħɳ޻˶졣ʩ˵ħɳ޻ʱ죬ʣŤתҪʲƵġһ澵......
"ȷħķΪʵֻҪˣֵ̫塣"߼ı飬˽ؽ͵"ѪΪýԼ֮˵ΣһֻʹһΣһΰʱ֧֡"

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߼ֻɵɵضħ𻰡һʹϽͷǣȰϰػϯû¼ֵ߿һۡҲѼɨһ飬ħת뿪
"û뵽¥ԼԽʧͽﵹõ֮塣"Խתߵӡãħвͣ棬ȫһ߼ĥצӡ
"Խ"·ƶؽһԽ
Խһл·ƶͻȻһ죬Ͻ۹ƿ"Сʹħǵ˵ɡȷ͵͵ʹã"˵ħƵ۹УЩʩʩȻ˳ȥ
ӣûκعһᣬֻ˹ЩʱջָáΣûħֻȥҷ롣
һһΣ￴ħķ롣ҪżգĽëΪħǻģʱһϥڴϣľľȻ⡣һ컹㿴ʮ죬ÿ췶붼״̬
ͬûһķ룬µǱӡԽԽԽǼĻָԽԽ·ƶڵʱʵʵһ٣Ųò˼빦ȥ
ֹüգѻָòˣһ˾ճȥϢʱٴóħЩѳΪϰߣ֪еķֻǸľͷޣᶯЦľͷҲľͷޡ᲻뿪ʵ̫ˣõԼ޷
߲г֣һ˷Ӱϡճտۼʱʱ޽һ򲻱ӰͻȻ˱ر䣬¥¥ͻȻӰ˴ߣ˵˼仰ûзӦ¥ıԽԽӲͻȻֻһƣ͵˴ϣֻǷĿ⻹ǿ⡣֪¥˵ʲᣬֻ¥ı鼤һһϣȴֻǵڴϣʼնûб仯
ûʶԼץѱɲҰɫֻ¥һ˵֮ᣬ͵ظȥҪȥǷ룬󼱣հѾԼǰЩʱͻȻһŤʱ޵ˣʧ
""ҳһţ뵽ֵܳĻ棬ٰ˯ȥþӣ۾䣬Ժде"ҲٵˣҪھȥȷ롣"˵һһ۳žȵļˣһɳ죬Ŷȥ
ӾţҪҪԽɽǷɽҲҪղܵο˵ţħʢ֮أΪ֮ˣħϺʳԲ档ƾһǰȥʵΣն࣬׷·ƶ˵Ĳѡ

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λı߾Ƕû˸ҹܵĵشħӡλ˵ֻǸС򣬳ħӵвټ϶ӵԵųصĹٱٵÿ
ᵽŵʱѾ侲˵СȴջûҵٱٰʣʵڲͣʹʧأڷŵùٱһƬ֮ᣬȫ䱸սս࣬ҲԼ̫Ȥһ¾ˡתͷ뿪
ħΧߣֻЩ򵥵ʳ˻֮Ļħֲòª˵Ǳһֲ￴WӿɰһЩҡҷνħԶԶȥԴ㶪˿ʳȥЩƯĿֲ͵¶ԭòҲһ״ݰڴĻĻճҺ˿״°һеΪֻʳﶪȥǳ֣ȻһƬ˵УʳһƬʧӰ١
̾ħֶΣȻ͵ؿЩˣԸǲеġֻǣԽ˵ԽߣħԽֱֻӵɱкܶʤƭֶΣǳ鷳һ·ɱȥȻǲܶԸķѾֻµҵ˷ڵأҲûжľԸ¥ˡ֪¥ħӵĸλáϷɽȥѲ飬ȴִϿ¿һƬɣһʲᶼħӷǳ󣬾ۿȥʲһߡΣֻþȵҹʱ֣ռһ£㡣
ħԣһܷ紦ϯ£óħȴħ֪ǲܵħħӰ죬汳ħɳ޻رϸһ飬빦οп˼ĺķ롣ȴͻȻһϤ
"Сڸ"
һһ£ͷһס"......ӣ"ſԼڣģĳӣЩšԭȵĴСֻڿȥɵһӨ͸Լ۾ʣ쳣˵ǰǳӽ˰֮ڵӾȫǳӽĶˣ֮硣
"ȷʵҡ"ӿȵЩͷ˷۵"ϴθҹ֮ᣬҵ̫ܵڱչأںˡ"
ȥһǰ֮ᣬֱ࣬Ƚϰȫѡĳս˹ķʱ˹ǳֻ˵һ仰Լһֱղ֮ǰҲûʱ˵"죬ʱȫԡȥټɡ"Ī˺һ󣬵ǳ۾ħģĲ١ʮûˣһֱͰˣû뵽ʱͻȻ֣ȷʵԾ
"ȫ᣿"ӵıģǳ
"š"ӵ˵ͷĴ˿"Ķħأأ"
£ȫֻ֪һһʮذϸ˵һ飬˵Ҫ֮ҲɵغԼͿԹ¥Ϊһ֮˽ˡ侲˼˵˵ּȴһŵڱϣŵñģѹһֽ콥ˡ
ֱ꣬תһȦ"ðɣһʱռȻȥ죬ҵϢҽ㣬ٳ"
"УղŻָħڶ࣬ʧҳܲס"һѰץNڿҲ֡
"ɵˣ㹦Щħ˵ң"ŤŤûŤ˵"ҹ֮ᣬҿʹøӦͨĳʱҿʲᣬ㶼֪㷽ˣҵٶȣֲǲ֪Ǳ¥֣һʱҲҺΡ"
"Ӧͨ"һ£Ϊ˹صȥķ飬ȷʵдһ˵뵽ӦͨĹܣ۾һԼԹҪԼɱȥȷʵĿ̫󣬶Сٶȿ죬ΪǰȷʵǳáЦЦ"ãҪӦͨһҲҪʩС"
"ʲ᣿"вõԤУʵЩԥ
"ջء"ࡣ
"У"Ӳϣͷطɣ￹顣ջص跨ܼ򵥣Ҳܼ򵥣ȨʱκεطԼջصԼڡ⵹ûʲᣬиǣӦͨķջ޷ɽġûʱЧԣһʩԵġˣ൱ӵжȨȫƿȨӵȻԸ
"ҲҪռˣ¥ͻʱһҿԾһ"Ҳ֪Щݣĵ׵ѵֵܵ˵ȷʵǲӦãʱȴݺӣֻý͵"ҷģ֮ᣬõͬ⣬ҾʹôвУ"
"Է巢ġ"ͣͻȻðһ䡣
"Է巢ġ"һָ죬һֿӡ
"......ɡ"룬һ񣬲ŵͷӦ

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跨ʩ꣬øоֵֹģϵʧд˷ܣůůϵ飬Լܸܵõ۾ܸо紵ӱʱʸУܿпģԼģֵֹģҲ档
"Сģ벻¡"ͻȻܸоԼͻȻúôһһۣȻԼıϡĻһ֪ҲܸܵԼ顣ְظΪ֪ԼθŪӲŻַԽӯ"û£ӣһܰȳģ԰ɣ"
"Ȼ"ذ۾"벻ڣСԶῪģҲῪĵġ"
⻰ֿüƳᡣͷݼ¶ѹȥڻʱȴͷħĻ£߲ʣǳ졣գգ۾"ʱˣռ"
ڿл̣ǰʧ֮ͨâ뵽ǰֿĻ棬һʹβŻ̡"ǵϷȥʮħӵм䣬ӣСһ㣬ɡ"
Ӷ˵ߡ۾ϸܡ
ûдӸ߿зУһͷħƵħӣһ·϶ȥΪٶȷǳ죬һĹûߣѾԶȥһ·ħĳ֪̾ǲǳԭԸܵԽԽǿоһǰɣֱЩļʽ
ħӣ¹¿ǳϿտħҲȻħУɫȻǳԺһ۳˵ϰԣħӱһνҲӵǰУԿʱˮʱֻǾٶ죬Ҫӵ۾Լٶȣһʲᶼ塣
ʮ˵Ƭ̹תۣͿħʢеص룬ȻһͤԺԺǽõǽϵĺ߰ǽ¡һ֪طˡ
ɹΧǽһƬ֡һ㶣ô˾ʶԼСദʮʱڵ֣С״ǳƣмҲһƬԼ迳յһƬԲοյء¥......֪ģ̬ȫ벻ͨ
ӵķٶԸоЩС飬ӶϢȻҲѧȻ״̬ƹ֣ϵķȥһ·ɣһ·֡ŵ˼һȻһհ۵Ӱӣ¥վڿյԱߵ£Ӱ飬һ˼ʲᡣ
ڵʵһλͬټӦ÷ȲµҪɲ֪ٱɹȥԼ˼е¥δ֡һ·оյطɹ֡
ǸСԺӣӷɽšԺﾰɫһ罭ͨģֻǷĺ⣬Կħķͽ󣬻йǳǿİѪ󡣲ЩӶûУֻֻӣֻҪ÷Щ󷨾ʹ衣ңԼȥһ·ħƴҲ˵ǻ᲻ˣʱҲû죬СԺ֣һʱ¥һض첻ȥ˵ЩˡҺӡ
ҲʶܹۣܹأݷȥſڣͨӵĶ䣬ʲᶼûиƣȻˣɺޡӲŶ룬ֻᴰᴰĴһƬڣɻֻҶǵ׺ˮУ΢ҡҷҲš
ᴰкüȣһһȵѲȥֻҪˮģǿģ½صģǲգһĽơˮʲŹ֣¥˷Ĵ󵨵ؿ
ӷ˽ȥһ۾Ϳ¹·......롣һҲܸоƺ˿Ƶǰ
ӷǰȻ鶼תһ£Ƹûпøת˼Ȧˣֻһط£һҲòϡäˡ
ʹشУ"ӣӺ"
Ҳ֪ǲ˶֮ᣬʼʶԷ˵ЩӦͨȫ
"룬ӡ"
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ĸһᣬҰݵૣ"룬ܿ......"
ܸܵڲǶŮ鳤ʱ򣬵ȷһ֮ᣬ"룬СҪ㣬ʲ÷ӣԺʲ©֮õģ"
ûпͻȻʵ"С......Σ"
һ"룬¥ʶҲ˰ɣ㾹Ȼ˵"˵Ҳܷشһͷ壬鿴
ʱȫˡֻЩƤ龰κ𣬵ӵԵģһ·ȥҲڷһȦӴӶͷ˿룬˫ûн۾
"¥̫ˣ㹦ʶѪħˮ˭Ҳ"Ӻ޺޵˵֪˵Լһ䣬Ҳһ㶣¥......δִ̫̫ɺˣ
Цڰ֣Ϊ⣬ֵ"С......"
"ܺãħ棬̽·ġ"
ԣһͷȥ֪ЩʲᡣΣ̾"¥׼һֱڵΣաûµġ"һ٣ֵ"¥ѾȫħС......Ͳù¥Ķ֡ȥǧС˵"
"ûõġСѾ˸ӦܸͨܵõһУܸܵõҲܸܡ"˵һƺЩû˵ӽ"ھܸоС飬ɬѵܷ֣ҪˣҲܶȰҲûãǸϽ룬ʲ취ûУȽϺʡȻûа취ҲûϵֻҪһ뿪ǡ"
ԽıԽҪ˵ȴͻȻ͵һͷ͵͵ˣ¥
"С룬û˯᣿"¥ߣӵĽǶȣֻܿһ°ͣеúܡ
뱣ƽģδֻһ⣬Ȼʲᶼȴһ¥죬һЦ"ûϵһȥıȥᰮҵġеġͱǸˣһ죬ϵôˣҲûǸ;ȥ"
뻹û˵¥һ룬ͻȻһƣѷƵϸϸգԹԵ"С룬Ϊʲ绢ӵһμ漴ˣȻ׽ѺãʵԴһҹ˵Сʱ֪֮ᣬһֱӱܣҲ֪˺»߼ɻˣ˵Ҹģ᣿صǰһܣһ֪᣿"
¥ԽԽ֪ƵĻ¥ָڷ軭̲סеŭȥٿ¥Է꣬üͷӵ"ӣܳȥ᣿"
"ܡ"˵̽̽ͷղڷڹһȦŨķϢټȻͬڵ¥ҲԽ˵Խĵڣȫûз֣߾ȻһֻСӡ
"Сĵ㣬ԺȥûеطԸƻģҡ"
"š"ӴӦתͷԷ˵"֣ҳȥ"Ȼľګ״̬ͻȻ֣˳ƴ˳ȥӰû£Զȥˡ
ӳ¥ڷмԺѰҿͻƵ©·ңͻȻһССķӣղûע⣬ڲŷ֣ûдӣֻһСţϻбȷϻҪӶĽƷ
ûдӲ£ֻҪһССͨףѲӡȥһȫסΨһһŴϣľȻһ¥˵ӦѾ˵¥ʱΪ˸ħٴɣԼ治֪ġӹȥ̽̽¥岢ûбħĺۼڡѺҲûʱһ
࣬ղ¥˵һȴȫûǸ¥ĿĹ⻪ҪöࡣԱ߻һбõֲⰻȻ
¥δ٣ǲ˵ڵ޷ȫأһϲᣬƻĿ꣬ɡֻϷͿˡ
"ӣԸӦڵλã"ĸӦ
"ԣˣʮ......ԶԶԣ......"ӱ۾Ӧ߸ӦָԼϷ
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䣬Ȼᴥ󡣻ûȫ£ʧ飬ֱֱµȥ⵹£ĸ߶ȣȥҲˡһ죬һ֡һ꪿ǽϣ˵ڵ档һգǽȻ¥尲Ȼ˯ģǰ
˵ʵֻһ˲¡ĶȻҲû¥¥Ѵӷڱվǰؿ"ѹʱ¹̫ˡ"
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ֻһӿؿֱģֻ࣬ƺǰԽԽ𶯣ԽԽԽԽ졣
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"ܵܣҲ߰ɡ"·ƶСӣ"ӣðˡ"Цͷ·ƶڽϣԶ̫һƬ⡣

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